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Now is the season when the corpses of the Christmas trees line the sidewalks of the city. Needled and not without dignity, they’ve been laid to rest on their sides by the trash bins, by the curbs, stripped of lights, tinsel, strands of cranberries or popcorn, all the ornaments in their yearly dangle. It is the new season now. The sky is low today, no stars tonight, the moon’s fullness felt behind a woolly blanket of cloud. We move into winter. A friend on the phone spoke of thinking gone was the only good option. Two days ago, another friend made me a mug of warmed milk with honey, turmeric, cinnamon, ginger. The color of pale egg yolk, it tasted like kindness and my whole nervous system responded, melting and soothed. I haven’t taken down my small tree. Its final days are here, but I do love its glow.

[Painting: Skating by Linden Frederick.]

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snow in dublin | source

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by niiloi

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Gaze by sanchomps.

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Forest adventures.

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i love snow. it’s beautiful

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I simply want to just. Be with someone. Like not doing anything just simply being with another person in comfortable silence.

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hai starboy hello ^_^ miss u honestly! which is weird considering we share a headspace together but anyways! i do! i miss you. okay okay sorry questions

bamboo ⇢ do you change into a different outfit when you get home?

taro ⇢ if someone called you right now to catch up, what’re the things you’d tell them about?

-ender/wil/mickey/dream :]

hi ender :)

bamboo ⇢ do you change into a different outfit when you get home?

yeah definitely. it depends on occasion but i do like to change pants usually

taro ⇢ if someone called you right now to catch up, what’re the things you’d tell them about?

i would tell them i’ve been having a hard time making friends but i think i’ve found someone who’s willing to be considered a friend. and that person is you :) i’d probably talk about you if i’m really honest, about how nice you’ve been towards me

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hello percy ^_^

chamomile ⇢ what kind of things do you like receiving as gifts?

aloe vera ⇢ what’s something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?

-oleander

hi oleander! :)

chamomile ⇢ what kind of things do you like receiving as gifts?

i would have to say food. i think it’s really nice when someone gets me a food i like, especially when they know i haven’t eaten anything. i also think a nice one is comfortable clothing. i’m a guy of comfort so i appreciate when someone gives me something that’s comfortable

aloe vera ⇢ what’s something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?

is it too cliche to say love? dates and handholding and hugs from behind. i think those are nice things. candlelit dinner on a rooftop. damn, that’s embarrassing haha

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 ﹟random get-to-know-me ask game  !! 

orchid ⇢ what’s a song you consider to be perfect?

cactus ⇢ something you’re currently learning (about)?

bamboo ⇢ do you change into a different outfit when you get home?

abelia ⇢ do you have a particular piece of jewelry you always wear or can’t part with?

daffodil ⇢ do you have siblings? if yes, in what ways do you think you’re similar to or different from them?

mahonia ⇢ what place, thing, activity inspires you most and how do you express yourself when it does?

chia ⇢ what’s an inside joke you have with someone else?

sage ⇢ what ‘medium’ of art (poetry, music, fiction, paintings, statues etc.) is the most touching to you? why do you think that is?

edelweiss ⇢ how’d you think of your url/username? what’s it associated with to you?

camellia ⇢ what were you like when you were younger? do you think you’ve changed a lot?

jasmine ⇢ do you have a movie or book you loved but will never watch/read again?

ivy ⇢ what are your ‘tells’ for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell you’re happy, annoyed, upset or tired?

chamomile ⇢ what kind of things do you like receiving as gifts?

aloe vera ⇢ what’s something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?

palm tree ⇢ do you have a fictional villain you shouldn’t like but love regardless?

nutmeg ⇢ how’s your room/home decorated? do you have a specific theme or style going on?

papyrus ⇢ if you put your ‘on repeat’ playlist on shuffle, what’s the first song that comes up? what do you like about it / associate it with?

taro ⇢ if someone called you right now to catch up, what’re the things you’d tell them about?

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hi percy ^_^ hello hi i can no longer like talk to you in headspace clearly so hihi jumps around and spins and nudges my head into your chest ans shoulder simultaneously :]]]

i remember what i said about you from this morning and you are so star and orange and pear shaped oh my goodness it’s the most true ever

you for real: ⭐️🍊🍐 <3

-ender/wil/mickey/dream

you made a typo there, but hey dream :) i can kinda see you in a blurry fog. it’s odd dude. i will bonk you the next time i can

i think those are nice things to be shaped of. thank you, i like those things. i think you are shaped like these things: 🍓🥞🏙️☁️

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goodnight will :)

this is a hell of a lot easier than headspace? conversation

-xavier/percy/lorelei

goodnight to you, percy 🧡

i hope you are well by the way (i know you’re reading me type this so :]), i wish the best to ya and i promise i would be a lot nicer if i could actually talk to you! but yeah you too starboyyyy

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bisexual is a cool word

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more my favourite boi ♥♥♥