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Today is my husband's birthday! Binilhan ko siya ng cake! Kinantahan namin siya sabay shot. Yes! Bad employee ako ngayon dahil nagdala ako ng alak sa loob ng inspection area. Tig isang shot lang naman sila, tapos yung cake meryenda na nila. 😁

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Sobrang laki ng Trust Issue ng Asst. secretary ng Big Boss namin. Bakit? Simple lang kasi hindi siya maka-kick back. Yung pinalagay niya kasing "Other Income" kuno, ng office ay hindi na kumikita. Actually my income naman maliit nga lang, hindi kagaya yung isang branch niya na malaki ang kick back niya. At dahil may trust issue siya, gusto niya na isend every week sa kanya yung full week ng CCTV footage sa office. O diba pang movie marathon lang. Ewan ko ba? She only sees the negative side at doon ka niya dudurugin. Sorry pero wala akong magandang masabi sa kanya kasi ang negative ng vibe niya yung tipong kapag pumupunta siya dito nawawalan kami ng customer. Nakakawalang gana na tuloy mag work dito kapag ganyan.

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Valentines na bukas. Pero ayaw kung makatangap ng kahit na akong gift sa asawa ko. Ang bitter ko diba! Di ko kasi feel ngayon ang valentines.

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2025

I don’t want to think about it, but I feel like this year is weighing heavily on me. Even before the year started, I could already feel that my best friend was becoming distant. I don’t know why, but she no longer answers my calls and messages as often. For example, if I message her today, she’ll reply the next day or even after three days, and her responses are very minimal.

Does it hurt? Yes! Because she has been with me through the ups and downs of my life, and now this is happening. I have no idea what the reason is or why things have turned out this way. I feel like maybe I did something wrong.I don’t know if it’s because of the money she still hasn’t paid me back—that maybe she’s avoiding me because of it. But honestly, it’s fine with me if she just tells me she hasn’t been able to collect from those who owe her money; I would understand. Or maybe she really is just busy, as she says, and I’m just overthinking things.

I'm feeling really stressed with life. Sometimes, I get anxious about my child. I keep thinking, what if he grows up not recognizing me as his mother because he's closer to my sister-in-law? What if he starts calling her "Mama" instead, and I become nothing to him?

Then there's my dream of having my own house. My coworkers are already building their homes, while mine is still just in my imagination because I don’t even have land to build on. It makes me want to cry because I’ve wanted this for so long—not just as a simple wish, but as something I truly, deeply long for.

And then there's my husband. It feels like he prefers that we continue living with his sister. I feel like he has no plans for us to have our own place because he never talks about it. I’m always the one making plans, always the one saying, "I want this, I want that," only for him to call me demanding or difficult.

It’s sad, it’s painful, and it feels so heavy to deal with this every single day. I’m trying my best to endure it, even though I can truly feel how hard it is.

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Fading friendships carry a quiet sadness. At one point, they mean everything, but slowly they slip into nothing. Life pulls people down separate paths, conversations fade, and moments once shared become distant memories. Time stretches between you like a silent sea, growing wider with each passing time until reaching out makes you feel like a bother.

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Life lately. ♥️

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Good morning! I need to change my routine, because today i've decided to be a new version of myself, Cams2.0.

Stay healthy. Eat healthy foods, do exercise, take vitamins and drink plenty of water.

Be productive. Keep all the tasks in schedule and do it passionately.

Invest in the things that can help your financial growth.

Family first. ALWAYS!

Be positive. Never let anyone pull you down. Be the best you can be!

Double your income. Save money and spend wisely.

Never forget to say thanks to God.

Focus on the present and leave the past behind.

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#Saturday Duty

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Jan 19, 2025. Today is family day, so we went to church, after that, we ate breakfast at McDonald's and bought some groceries in SNR. My baby is so cheerful, she's giggling when she sees something colorful or twinkling lights. And when someone says hello to her, she automatically smiles back.

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YSABELLE

Ito na nga pala ang baby girl ko. 3 months na siya, ang bilis ng panahon ano. Parang kailan lang sumisipa-sipa pa siya sa tyan ko, ngayon ang daldal na niya marami na siyang kwento kahit wala naman akong naiintindihan. Pero kahit ganun nakakatuwang marinig siyang sumasagot kapag kinakausap at makita siyang ngumingiti at tumatawa.

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SEE THIS!

This is our baby girl! 😍

Mag-6months na ako. At happy naman kami kasi healthy siya. Hindi din ako masyadoh maselan, medyo nakakakain na din ako compare noong 1st sem. na grabe halos ayaw ko lahat ng foods. Lahat sinusuka ko, pero normal naman daw talaga iyon.

Sa ngayon, nagiisip na ko ng name niya at naiipon na nga clothes at any thing na magagamit niya paglabas niya. ♥️

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@Office

For today's marketing strategy: Flyers sa mga corporate companies.

Report sa last week machine maintenance

At naninilaw na yung halaman ko.

Grabe, ito na lang nagpapasaya sakin sa office mukhang mamamatay pa.

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Cravings ♥️

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OOOPS!

Tuesday na pala bukas. At, hindi po ako excited pumasok sa work.Dahil, wala na kung ibang iniisip kundi mag-resign. Resign. Resaaayn. 😔

Paano ko ba maibabalik yung excitement ko sa work?

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Nakaka-proud yung borfriend ko kasi nag start na siyang mag benta ng mga motor oil. Pangarap niya kasing magtayo ng motor shop. Well sabi ko sa kanya magtatayo kami ng ganun kasi alam kung kayang kaya niya iyon. Buti na lang mayroon kaming ka work na bumibili ng whole sale sa isang motor parts company. Nakisabay siyang bumili ng motor oil at gear filter tutal iyon naman ang madalas na nagagamit niya. May kita na siya sa oil plus pa yung labor.

Nakakatuwa talaga, sana maging maayos yung business naming dalawa. ♥️

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Yung business kung cookies. Mukhang tumutumal na. 😢

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With my love. ♥️