toni-pepperoni-hamboning

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

John fell first, Sherlock fell harder. Right from the moment Sherlock deduced him in the lab to everytime Sherlock showcased his genius, John fell more and more in awe of him, becoming endeared to Sherlock's bluntness, the bullet holes on the walls, the body parts in the fridge, and all the other oddities that came from living with Sherlock.

The first time Sherlock felt something for John was when he saw the unassuming little man standing there quietly with his hands behind his back as if he just hadn't saved Sherlock's life. Sherlock was married to his work-- he didn't care for frivolous things like romance or friendships. And then when he offered to go down with Moriarty without a flinch so that Sherlock could escape, Sherlock was so he overwhelmed he didn't even know how to express gratitude, but somehow he did. Slowly and steadily through his fussing and caring and gentle chiding and rushing to Sherlock's aid headfirst into danger and saving lives, John Watson wormed his way into Sherlock "I don't have a heart" Holmes heart. And then, John became more important than "the work" itself. The most interesting aspect of the case, Sherlock said. It takes John Watson to save your life.

Sherlock Holmes, who doesn't believe in souls, credits John Watson for having saved his own.

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

The first official meeting of the Little Blonde Angel Support Group is going as well as can be expected.

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

🍎 📻

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

I wish I know the right words to describe how I feel all I can say is that I am tired I can't do this anymore.

#depressed #deprssion #sucide

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

If anyone had marker recommendations PLEASE send them my way 😭

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

Who else is in the ‘they are speaking - mind-to-mind’ theory camp?

I’ve had to accept that I’m not going to have time to write the fanfic I have all planned out in my mind. Not if I want to Write Seriously™️ and be a functioning human.

I don’t even have the time to write a long-arse meta like I’d love to. I’d love to spend a whole day just delving into my thoughts but…not gonna happen. As it is I’ve got about 10 minutes until someone gets home and I’ll be expected to do useful things.

So.

I think Aziraphale taught Crowley a useful magic trick in 1941. Our Part 3. Which we see during The Kiss in the Final 15 - when Crowley passes something to Az. What does he pass? Dunno. But it’s got something to do with this new communication ability.

This isn’t Crowley realising his feelings. They have both known their feelings for long enough. This is him realising he needs to put plans into action. Spurred by Nina’s words, and other things. They’ve been too conspicuous. It’s too dangerous. He needs to protect his angel.

All of this - a lot of acting for those listening in, but probably also anger and devastation at Crowley for putting into action the emergency plan without Az’s consent? But rather than being angry, I think this “I forgive you” is genuinely meant. Az knows Crowley saw no other way out for them. I think there’s a degree of bodily autonomy this plan takes away, but Az wants him to know that’s ok. He forgives him.

And that means more than “I love you” to me.

So while Crowley drives, he’s (oooh, is it breaking the law? Is it like talking on the phone?? Demon!) talking to his angel. I believe, telling him he’ll be taking his place as the Grand Duke of Hell. Ready to fuck shit up.

As we have Aziraphale (and Michael Sheen, master of microexpressions) joining in the planning.

Ready to fuck shit up.

And so we have our players manoeuvred into place. Head of Staff of Heaven & Hell. Ostensibly.

Not speaking. Verbally.

But mentally…that’s a different story.

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

⭐️ PINNED POST ⭐️

I'm Lilpy, a digital illustrator and graphic designer based in Germany! I love plants, snakes and good naps✨

⭐️ PATREON

⭐️ KO-FI SHOP

⭐️ INSTAGRAM

⭐️ TWITTER

⭐️ BLUESKY

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

Silly tiny thing because I've been busy lol

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

(2/5) キ◣д◢🎶💦 (♂️🔄♀️)

Part 1

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

Trans transgender nonbinary transgender transgender.

You can't erase my fucking identity or the knowledge that we exist. I will keep saying it.

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]

I need an adult oc of an ineffable daughter 😭

Since it's Ineffable Family February, here's some potential Ineffable children for you 💖💖💖

(they don't have names/stories cuz I don't really make child OCs, so if any of these designs speak to you, you're welcome to them 💕)

[toni-pepperoni-hamboning]