tommyneedsahug

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GO AWAY!!!!! GET OUUT OF MY SKIN

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this is the first time in a while that i’ve actually wanted to cut

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i can’t take it i can’t i can’t it’s all too much for me

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i feel fucking crazy insane i hate it here i hate it here i hate this household i hate the people living in it i hate living here i hate myself i hate that i can’t be independent i hate that it can’t be over all ready i want to rip my skin open and spill my organs all over the ground and make them watch me bleed because of them

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i can NOOOOOOT fucking take this! oh my god!

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RIPPING MY HAIR OUT I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i hate being paranoid what if i shoot myself

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do yall think i can hold out until they r potentially so worried for me that they break my “don’t talk to me” boundary and reach out to me first

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good morning chat. this post is funny because i think half of it is me lying. but i can’t tell :)

can’t sleep that means it’s time to be insane

it’s wild to me that just a couple days ago, maybe even less than a week ?? i was staying up to absurddddd hours to talk to this person. we were video calling for fun cause neither of us could sleep. and now rn i’m sitting here at midnight hoping that they’re scared. i’m hoping that they reach out even though i told them not to. better yet, i’m hoping they reach out and realize i *blocked them*— and i hope they freak out. i hope they’re scared. i want them to be scared for me. i want them to get angry. i’ve been running on autopilot and i need SOMETHING to happen to make my adrenaline spike. i need to either have sex or have a horrible argument with my best friend. i’ll take either. i’ll take both. i don’t care. but i’m craving it like a fucking addict. i’m irrationally angry. they should be too. can they finally just react how i want them to so i can figure this out?? i need to figure this out. i’m actually just rambling but it’s fine. if you ever see this, and i pray to any god listening that you won’t, i hope you don’t hate me. but i hope it makes you feel gross.

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to the future tommy who will 100% want to show his friend that he’s mad at all these posts to laugh everything off:

don’t fucking do it. it’s not worth it. don’t tell them. they don’t have to know. we don’t want them to find this blog and the more we tell them the more vulnerable we get. and then what if something happens. they can’t have this to hold against us

can’t sleep that means it’s time to be insane

it’s wild to me that just a couple days ago, maybe even less than a week ?? i was staying up to absurddddd hours to talk to this person. we were video calling for fun cause neither of us could sleep. and now rn i’m sitting here at midnight hoping that they’re scared. i’m hoping that they reach out even though i told them not to. better yet, i’m hoping they reach out and realize i *blocked them*— and i hope they freak out. i hope they’re scared. i want them to be scared for me. i want them to get angry. i’ve been running on autopilot and i need SOMETHING to happen to make my adrenaline spike. i need to either have sex or have a horrible argument with my best friend. i’ll take either. i’ll take both. i don’t care. but i’m craving it like a fucking addict. i’m irrationally angry. they should be too. can they finally just react how i want them to so i can figure this out?? i need to figure this out. i’m actually just rambling but it’s fine. if you ever see this, and i pray to any god listening that you won’t, i hope you don’t hate me. but i hope it makes you feel gross.

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if i ever need to get cancelled online it would be so easy if people connected me to this fucking blog. man. Oh well! i’m literally just a girl(no i’m not) i’m a teenager i’m going through shit i deserve to be a little crazy! i deserve to act insane! i’m going to act out and that’s fine

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can’t sleep that means it’s time to be insane

it’s wild to me that just a couple days ago, maybe even less than a week ?? i was staying up to absurddddd hours to talk to this person. we were video calling for fun cause neither of us could sleep. and now rn i’m sitting here at midnight hoping that they’re scared. i’m hoping that they reach out even though i told them not to. better yet, i’m hoping they reach out and realize i *blocked them*— and i hope they freak out. i hope they’re scared. i want them to be scared for me. i want them to get angry. i’ve been running on autopilot and i need SOMETHING to happen to make my adrenaline spike. i need to either have sex or have a horrible argument with my best friend. i’ll take either. i’ll take both. i don’t care. but i’m craving it like a fucking addict. i’m irrationally angry. they should be too. can they finally just react how i want them to so i can figure this out?? i need to figure this out. i’m actually just rambling but it’s fine. if you ever see this, and i pray to any god listening that you won’t, i hope you don’t hate me. but i hope it makes you feel gross.

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woke up and remembered this. life is good

holy shit. i truly can just block people

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34 minutes in and i’m mentioned now IM killing MYself.

if my name gets mentioned in this video at all i’m killing myself forever. 5 minutes strong so far. will update

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32 minutes in. no mentions of me thank god. can this guy shut the fuck up though can you take being wrong ^_^ “show your sources” KILL YOURSELFFFFFFFF

if my name gets mentioned in this video at all i’m killing myself forever. 5 minutes strong so far. will update

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holy shit. i truly can just block people

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2024 tommy here. this is funny btw because this is about my (now ex) boyfriend’s other boyfriend and turns out the other boyfriend wasn’t even real.

i dont want to hear about how he makes you happy i dont want to hear about all the things he does that make you happier