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please excuse my grandpa in the background but here’s poncho enjoying her thanksgiving superworms

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Clueless (1995)

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I disappoint everyone. I have no talent. I’m useless.

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How I realize that it gets worse

I don’t reply to messeges

The little energy I have left is used for exercising

I can’t sleep at night

But I’m tired all day

I don’t want to leave my bed

I want to shut out the world

I don’t want to be touched, yet, I still crave for someone to just hug me tight.

I cancel meetings with friends

I’m angry and sad and at the same time numb

I can’t concentrate

I don’t shower as often as I should

I just clean my flat, go to work etc because my duteousness is my biggest grit

Am I hungry or just unhappy?

That tight feeling in my chest

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“What made you think you could do this? You, when you can barely get out of bed? When you cry over the smallest things? You think you can stand against me?”

“I’ve been depressed since I was a kid, and I’m still trucking. You’re gonna be a piece of cake, compared to that. Come at me.”

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If you need someone to talk to, just message me or send an ask :-)

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You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

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You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

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If you need someone to talk to, just message me or send an ask :-)

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I’m going to kill myself

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“I don’t care anymore.”

— Sadness

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“I don’t care if it’s a sad good-bye or a bad good-bye, but when I leave a place I like to know I’m leaving it.”

— J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye

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Please don’t scroll past, donations needed urgently

I need $40 to pay my rent and $45 to get my medications for the month, plus maybe some money to buy groceries with because I’m living off basically nothing.

I have two jobs but I’ve spent so much time in hospital lately that I’ve barely been able to work. So I’m sorry if this is getting annoying, I’m just trying to get back on my feet.

https://www.paypal.me/emilygwen

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Late term abortions

Happen because there are medical complications. The fetus is almost certainly dead or dying. This complication also more than likely threatening the pregnant person’s life. If someone is just at 9 months and decides they don’t want to be pregnant anymore, their doctor can talk to them about inducing labour or scheduling a c-section. They don’t schedule an abortion that involves the death of the fetus, as this makes no sense. At 9 months, doctors will not simply perform abortions on healthy fetuses and patients, regardless of legality. Moreover, the pregnant person almost certainly doesn’t want this, as they have carried this pregnancy for 9 months, demonstrating their commitment to giving birth. Even in countries like Canada where we have no laws restricting when abortion providers can perform abortions, we do not have people running around aborting full term pregnancies because it goes against common sense. The law is the way it is so that people experiencing late term complications can seek medical treatment as quickly as possible without getting bogged down in legal red tape. Because it is legal to do so, physicians can act immediately to save lives, rather than have patients go through what people like Savita Halappavanar did. According to the law, her fetus needed to die first before an abortion would be performed, since fetal heartbeat took precedence over the potential risk of sepsis, though by the time the risk became actual, it was too late to save her. She would not have died if abortion were legal. To protect pregnant people’s lives, abortion must be available throughout all stages of pregnancy. To say otherwise is to say that people must risk their lives to be pregnant. To say otherwise is to say that pregnant people’s lives do not matter and are disposable. -V