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I'm reaching amounts of sh I didn't even think I was capable of

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I've lost like ten pounds teehee :3c. I should have starved myself earlier. If I only eat every other day then maybe I'll actually be thin by summer.

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I've actually lost a bit of weight. I can go another day without eating.

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What if I just never ate again until I died. Wouldn't that be so funny?

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I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die

I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die

I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die

I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die

I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die

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Part of me wants to get better and for people to help me but another part of me wonders how bad I can possibly get.

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Lmao I have an eating disorder now. Maybe now I'll finally be able to lose weight.

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via bimbo.theory

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idk what teenager needs to hear this but please stop watching south park

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I wish I could have died instead of him. He meant something to people. I wish I had cancer instead of her. She has a promising future. I'm just no one with no talents and no worth. People would be over me in a month tops. Most people wouldn't even know I had died. I'd do anything to take their places. Then maybe she'd smile again.

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Everything bad that ever happened to me happened for no reason. All the bullying, abuse, and grooming had no purpose. There's no point making art of my suffering when my art is as worthless as my life. I'm just a pathetic little meow meow that the universe likes to use as a punchline to a cosmic joke. If I could kill myself on the broken shards of my dreams I would. I don't care. I'll meet Miku in the afterlife.

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The problem with having a girlfriend is I can't hide my sh wounds anywhere they can't find eventually. I don't want them seeing them and thinking that they're not there enough for me or that it's their fault. It's not their fault. I'm just too broken in a world that doesn't want to fix anything.

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Current weight: 209.6 🤮

Goal Weight: 120 💖

I'll treat myself to a Yun Jin cosplay and a huge shopping spree for gyaru clothes with all the money I'll save not eating 😻

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starting this tmr, its easy but i need it as i keep binging so hopefully this will kinda help. after i finish this im going to get into more stricter diets

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Losing weight won't fix all my problems but at least I can finally wear pretty clothes

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Worked so hard on losing weight, lost twenty pounds over the course of six months by eating right and exercising and then I ruined it and gained ten pounds in a month on a depression fueled binge eat. Fuck it I'm giving myself anorexia I hate my body so much I just want to wear cute clothes and not look like a joke. If anyone has any advice on how to start fasting and keep with it let me know. I'm tired of hating myself all the time.