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Are you heartbroken as well?

It would mean the world to me, if you would take a look at my new account. Poetry straight from the heart

@alivebypoetry @alivebypoetry @alivebypoetry

Hope everyone’s doing okay, in these times

Lots of love xx

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i cannot hate you

nor will i

but behind all the best wishes

i do hope

that you hate yourself

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alivebypoetry, 20.11.20

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Sew a heart in my skin

And call it love

So that when you leave

And take your heart with you

The scars will be forever mine

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alivebypoetry, 26.11.20

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Can you forgive me

for forgiving him?

Can you trust me again

when I let you fall oh so deeply?

Can you see through the pain

my naivety has caused you?

I leave you in the hands of the worst intention

Will you believe me

when I say

this time

this time it’s real?

- loveletter to my heart

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alivebypoetry, 27.11.20

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Hi guys, I made a new Tumblr account, where I write poetry. Please give it a look, and maybe a follow :)

Lots of love xx

we are strangers

with heartaches

caused by each other

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alivebypoetry, 27.11.20

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J and I, please - Oh and have a nice day 😘😘😘

WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GET OLDERMy biggest dream is to be an author, but in Denmark you can’t live off that, so I’m hoping to be a journalist

HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGSNo, but I would really like a tattoo someday

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d (:

HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGHMy dad’s depression, alcohol abuse and anger issues. Sometimes there’s months where nothing’s wrong, and sometimes everyday is harder than the last one. It’s an ongoing but not constant thing. 

Please dm (what is it called on tumblr? haha) me, if you want me to talk more about this, or has any questions. I am very open about it, but I don’t wanna bother people/throw it in anyone’s face if no one wants it :)

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Don't you have a couple of imagines to do at the moment??? Hahah, don't worry, here: H and M

Hahah oh well, yes I do. To be honest, I haven’t been in the mood lately, and then I just know they’ll turn out terrible. But I should really stop promising that they’ll be there, before I’ve actually written them, haha

Anyways

DO I SMOKE/DRINK?Yes, both. Smoke every day, drink every weekend basically

VIRGIN OR NOT?Not. But please guys.. Before I lost my virginity I was so stressed and desperate, because all of my friends had lost theirs. Although I don’t regret my first time, please don’t push it, or spend a lot of time stressing. It will come when it does :))

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Please distract me

A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.

B. FAVORITE BAND.

C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.

D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.

E. MY BEST FRIEND.

F. MY FAVOURITE MOVIE.

G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.

H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?

I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?

J. WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GET OLDER.

K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.

L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.

M. VIRGIN OR NOT?

N. FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP AT?

O. MY EYE COLOUR.

P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL.

Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW.

R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.

S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.

T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR.

U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW.

V. LAST TIME I CRIED.

W. CONCERTS I’VE BEEN TO.

X. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF (…)?

Y. DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE.

Z. HOW ARE YOU?

"I don't have anything to do right now, so hit me up :)"

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what if we take all the love our hearts are capable of producing and push it into louis

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isn’t he lovely

i’m not even sorry for giffing it at this point

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Heyy, so Ive seen that you seem to be into Byron Langley. Ive been wondering for a long time, while watching Joe's vlogs: do you think he smokes? not that it matters. ps. i like your blog (:

Hi. Thank you! 

Well, not that it makes him either more og less of a good person, i definitely think he does. In the first vlog Joe did with him, there is a pack of cigarettes on his table, (at 6.47) and Joe starts a lot of his vlogmas’es by locking him out on the balcony-thing. I don’t think Byron would go out there in the first place, if he wasn’t doing anything he couldn’t do inside.

But who knows, maybe he just like to get some fresh air now and then, and maybe the pack of cigarettes was for something else, or was another person’s. 

No matter what, please don’t make it count, and please don’t think different of him :)

Lots of love xxx

Oh btw, there’s also this picture, but that doesn’t have to be a real cigarette, so again I will not state that he does smoke, when there isn’t 100% certainty.

Anyways, bye :)

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Two things I hope for with all of my heart:

1. That I’m still alive when the 1D tell-all comes out. 2. That Simon is still alive when the 1D tell-all comes out.

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saved my day

24 days of louis: twenty-two: stage/performing louis + looks ♡ donate  →  eden dora trust | bloodwise | bluebell wood | uclh charity ♡ support new single ‘miss you’ | buy & stream

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hardcore journalism right there

fuckin EXPOSE that coffee-drinking bitch. go off

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this is actually me

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i dont think its fake dude

does anyone know if this is fake or not?? is she okay??