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A life without you isn’t one that’ll be easy for me. I think I needed you more than you needed me. I know I wanted you more than you wanted me. And maybe at one point the tables were turned. Maybe I’ve gotten a taste of my own medicine, but I think we're toxic for each other. It’s never easy for a good woman to walk away from someone she loves and believes in. But sometimes, the greatest test of love is letting someone go, because they deserve more than what you can give. So if you loved me at all, it truly breaks me to even utter these words let me lead a life without you. Don’t come back. And maybe our paths will cross, when the ghosts of my past taps me on the shoulder and I follow their lead. And maybe I won’t change the radio when our song plays and just let it take me. And maybe I’ll find myself in that place that used to be ours. And maybe you’ll be there looking for me too. But I hope that isn’t the case. You’ve held me without touch, but now I’m the one letting go. Just know it comes with a heavy heart. And I don’t think of it as giving up on you. I think of it as giving each other what we actually deserve. It breaks me to finally accept what we deserve most isn’t each other.

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I’m not the type to give up on people. And what drew you back to me so often, was that I never failed to believe in you, despite everyone else’s doubt. So before you grow angry, just know it took everything in me to say goodbye to you. Moving on isn’t the hard part. But staying moved on is the task that will be diffcult. The numbers have been blocked. My email has been changed. And while you may not exist in the world of social media, you live within my heart. I had to do it for you too. You looked at me and it was a reminder of the person you used to be. I was the last thing in your past. The only hope you had at moving on, from that, was for me to let you go. So I let you go without turning around for the first time. I wanted to move far away enough from you, that even if I looked back, I wouldn’t be tempted to turn around.

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As f*cked up as it all was, I did love you. I loved everything you were. I loved every part of you. And I wanted you more than I think I wanted anyone. But there came a point, where I couldn’t keep wanting something that I wasn’t getting. There came a point, where I was out of ideas because even at my best, I wasn’t enough for you.

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Not every day is a good day. Live anyway.

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To the future love of my life,

I have been thinking about you so much lately. There are so many thoughts and hopes that fill my mind when I think of you. I mostly think about all the ways I will love you and fill your life with joy. I cannot wait to put smiles on your face, share adventures, wipe your tears, and help you reach your dreams. I will always support you and your pursuits so long as they are positive and productive.

I daydream frequently about all the tender affection I will shower you in and the life we will build and grow together. I pray that you will allow me to support you through difficult times and help you heal any emotional wounds you have. I will always be there to help you stand up when you are not strong enough to do it alone. I hope that you will be patient and receptive to my love. I am far from perfect. I am rough, brash, and independent, but only because that is what has helped me survive so long.

I hope that I can share my hardships and successes with you. I cannot wait to be able to open up to you and share my fears and failures. When I share these things I am most vulnerable and I hope you feel special being the one listening. It is so rare to have some one to help you unload your burdens for a while and I want to be the person to do that for you.

I also hope that you will understand and support my ambitions and life choices fully. I never want you to feel intimidated by my goals and dreams. I want you to understand that you have a place in my life regardless of those things. And I will support your goals and dreams as if they where my own.

You will be so special to me and I just want to spoil you emotionally, physically, and materially. I can’t wait to be included in your life. I know I will love being apart of your family, meeting your friends, and being a corner stone in your life. I know you will be beautiful inside and out. I cannot wait to meet you. Till then I will dream of you.

All my love,

D

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Today I thought of you You seem to never slip out of my mind It almost feels as if my mind has become a broken record and so happens to have put you on repeat I think of your lips, your eyes, your body I think of our hands interlocked, cuddling for hours, and acting like little kids I think of going on dates, skipping work, and pretending to be sick so you can come home too I think of rolling over on my side and seeing your beautiful face My mind is consumed of the single thought of you I think of you way too much I think of everything I have lost, yet is it a lost Am I just being oblivious to what could come next Do I miss you, or the dear memories you left behind? I’m not surprised you have broken my heart I know that its time that will heal me and time is what will simply make you memories I only miss and think about at 3 in the morning I can’t seem to see every single possibility right now and I have no idea what awaits me, but dare if I don’t take the time to, never will I find myself letting go, like you let me go

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There’s always something coming. Good or bad, it’s gonna force you to grow.

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I’d still love you, If the world stops spinning If heaven and hell tear us apart If you ever forget me I’d still love you, If I find out you weren’t made for me If these years in my life were nothing but a lesson If we were just a bad dream Darling, I’d still love you, If I never hold you in my arms If I never hear you speak  I’d still love you, If one day I love another and If you don’t love me, I’d still love you

Richa Gill (@RiichaG_)

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About my future soulmate

I cannot wait for the day that I marry and spend the rest of my life with the man that God has carefully picked out for me. I once heard a quote that said “If you can love the wrong person so much, imagine how much you can and will be loved the the right one.” I cannot agree with that statement more! There is a kind, caring, compassionate, God fearing man out their that will love me for all that I am. I might meet him tomorrow, I might meet him 5 years from now. I would like to meet him sooner rather than later, but I know that God’s timing is perfect! I do not know who he is, but I know that I already love him more than words can say and thank God for him! I pray for him every day to grow in his faith with God and to always persevere in every season of his life, no matter how hurt he is. 

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Nights in the east.. Part1

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“It never stops hurting, does it?” “What?” “Giving someone the best of you and watching them choose someone else.”

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Dear God, I wanna take a minute, not to ask for anything from you, but simply to say thank you, for all I have.

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Let me refresh your memory alright? I was the one who took your bullshit. I was the one who actually cared about you. I was the one who stuck around even when everyone told me to leave. I was the one who loved you even when you gave me every reason not to. Lastly, I was the one who was there for you when no one else was. I hope you can sleep on that.

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I think the difference is that I still miss you, of course I do, but I know, I know that my life is better without you. I used to want you back so badly but now, I get it. We weren’t good for each other. I don’t want you more than I want to have healthy relationships. I so badly want healthy relationships, relationships where I grow, relationships where my feelings are allowed and respected, relationships where I have power too, I want all of that more than I want to see your name light up my phone. I want to love someone who doesn’t love me back sometimes, or when they have time to care, more than I want to see your face. I miss you, I might always miss you, but I know what I deserve, what I need is more than you’ll ever be and more than you ever were. And that’s not your fault, it takes two people to make and break and complicate a relationship, but I think you were the last. I might have learned my lesson this time.

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It might take a while to find what you need, but when it happens it will be magic.

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