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Indefinite Hiatus

So uhh basically life’s a big pile of shit atm and the few days I’ve spent away from rp tumblr has proven that I’m better off without it. So I’m gone until further notice I guess ? Anyway if you need to you can reach me on my personal tumblr, @mickidona, or on skype under the same user. Stay frosty.

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Indefinite Hiatus

So uhh basically life’s a big pile of shit atm and the few days I’ve spent away from rp tumblr has proven that I’m better off without it. So I’m gone until further notice I guess ? Anyway if you need to you can reach me on my personal tumblr, @mickidona, or on skype under the same user. Stay frosty.

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“More like snack period,” Matt yawned, chuckling at his own dumb joke. Bypassing Teo’s hand, he took the other boy by the waist and lifted him as he stood, not setting him down before kissing his nose. “Biology. We’re doing frogs! I love frogs. How about you?”

Soulmate AU  | Timbits-And-Chill

   Teodor had been none the wiser to the Canadians little nap; continuing on with his readings even when the bell rang. Soon enough, when Matthew’s voice brought him out of his thoughts, he turned his head slightly, glancing to the blond with a soft, sweet smile. “It’s only second period, Mattie.” He explained with a soft laugh, nose pressed to the others hair for some long seconds. Reluctantly then, the Slav pulled away with a sigh, turning to offer his hand to Matt. 

   “What do you have?”

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From then, there was no reply. Matt tried to call once but hung up before Teo could answer, muting Teo's texts and putting the phone down before he could do anything stupid.

[text: Mattie] alright… if you;re sure 

[text: Mattie] i think i’m the one that should be saying that

[text: Mattie] don’t you think? 

[text: Mattie] be safe, mattie

[text: Mattie] call franny.  i’ll talk to you soon

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[Text; Teo] idont know what else to do

[Text; Teo] i know

[Text; Teo] im sorry

[Text; Teo] im sscared

[Text; Teo] im okay jsut be safe i havw to go

[text: Mattie] don’t worry matt, i’m sure it’ll come back to you. 

 That was all he replied with. He had assumed the conversation was over when nothing came through for some time, but then, his phone lit up again; buzzing repeatedly with each new message that came through. 

[text: Mattie] you don’t have to go.

[text: Mattie] i’m sorry too mattie

[text: Mattie] if you need anything i’m here, okay? 

[text: Mattie] i jut can’t go back there. i’m sorry.

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[Text; Teo] what?

[Text; Teo] Tee what's going on? Im scared

There was a long pause between texts there. Whatever Teo might have replied Matt didn't see, a blinding rush of memories swarming over him like they would engulf him forever. When he emerged he was nothing but worse.

[Text; Teo] sorry

[Text; Teo] im sorry

[Text; Teo] it came back

[Text; Teo] im so sorry

[Text; Teo] ill go

[text: Mattie] i’m not coming back, matt. 

  And it was as simple as that. At least, Teodor hoped; as he sat there biting at his nails (which were already short enough from the past few days of frequent chewing). 

[text: Mattie] might be best if you call fran to look after you. 

[text: Mattie] if you are sick, i mean.

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[Text; Teo] oh

That rang some bells, but his head hurt every time he tried to think about it, so he stopped. He just felt so overwhelmingly lonely.

[Text; Teo] don’t remember you leaving [Text; Teo] think I have the flu or something? idk Im just really tired [Text; Teo] I miss you :( when are you coming home?

    Watching the messages come in, Teodor’s stomach dropped a mile. Jaw tensed as he thought over his response, Teodor wrote out a few things, back-spacing each of them before sighing in frustration. 

[text: Mattie] so, Franny didn’t tell you? 

[text: Mattie] I’m in slovenia 

[text: Mattie] with Lukas. 

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Matt had called his papa when the bathroom was clean, but he didn’t get much. He at least confirmed that Teo was okay, but Matt couldn’t help worrying himself sick every time he checked his phone and got no response. He was half asleep on the sofa when his phone finally buzzed, making him jump for it so quickly he smacked his head on the coffee table.

[Text; Teo] Baby <3<3<3 [Text; Teo] What’s going on? [Text; Teo] Papa said you’re okay but I should just wait [Text; Teo] I’m sorry if I did something [Text; Teo] Where are you?

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[Text] Baby? Where are you? I think I’m sick [Text] I dont remember what happened for like a week [Text] Im gonna go clean up whatever I did to the bathroom [Text] Love you <3

    It was two days before Teodor had the stomach to reply. He had spent those hours staring at the phone, distancing himself from it, switching between on, off and aeroplane mode. This wasn’t something he could explain; nor did he want to KNOW why Matthew was asking. Eventually, he gained the courage to reply:

[text: Mattie] you know where I am Matt

[text: Mattie] are you okay?

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[he’s at the point where he’s just calling everyone he knows] [he can hear the dial tone before he even hits call] Pick up, pick up...

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one of the things i love about learning a language is how it really makes you question the original intention of your words. i remember ages ago looking up “i’ll still love you” in french to double check and it turns out it’s"je t'aimerai encore" if the love has decreased and might not last,  but “je t'aimerai toujours” if you mean you’ll love them forever. and i was just staring at my wall because i genuinely didn’t know which i meant and it all got very emotional. all because french makes a distinction that english doesn’t. 

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Indie APH Canada

-Very tol (maybe too tol), skinny boi, legs for dayz -Enjoys photography -The only animals he doesn’t like are none of them -Looks cute in beanies

~*~Follow for more soft Canadia~*~

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Predictably, with his forehead resting on Teo’s shoulder, Matt fell asleep to the sound of his voice. It was warm, and Teo smelled good, and he would’ve been quite happy sleeping there forever; until the damned bell rang. He jerked awake, grip tightening around Teo’s waist until he realised where he was and relaxed, dropping his head back down on the boy’s shoulder.

“Is it lunchtime yet?”

Soulmate AU  | Timbits-And-Chill

Smiling at the kiss, Teodor pressed his own to Matt’s temple before he turned his attention to the book. Gently, he started reading from the chapter, though his voice wasn’t nearly as fluid as Matt’s might’ve been. There were still words Teodor would get stuck on, and some that he would just ignore or say in Serbian.

And even then, it was difficult to concentrate with Mattie holding him so close and sweet, he often got lost or would simply trail off because his mind was elsewhere. Mostly on how wonderful everything felt. Soon enough, the bell was ringing, and students were flocking out of the classrooms to move onto the next.

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I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, I’ll dream of you. Because it’s about you, it’s always about you.

Unknown  (via thelovejournals)

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"Clever puppies,” Matt murmured, ruffling up the fur at the back of Filipa’s neck, just under her collar where she liked it. It was awkward"Clever puppies,” Matt murmured, ruffling up the fur at the back of Filipa’s neck, just under her collar where she liked it. It was awkward, there was no doubting that, but he almost preferred the silence. Well, the lack of words amongst the snuffling and excited dog sounds. Barely more than a week ago he’d have taken Teo’s hand while they walked. The thought made him sad.

      “If they do, you’ll have to start calling them something else.” Teodor stated, talking Ben’s leash as he reached down to pet the Lab. From there, he took to walking down the footpath, a step or two in front of Matt as they headed to the park. “If you do it often enough– spell out the word, I mean, they’ll learn it. They’ll just- register that sequence as meaning- well, that they get one.” Lips pursed tightly, Teodor dropped his eyes onto the ground. he hated that this was so awkward. 

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“Tug of war,” Matt clarified, cracking the barest hint of a smile as he reached for Filipa’s leash. “I’ve got her. She’s so strong.” But that smile was directed at the big dog, a sort of proud father look in the Canadian’s eyes. At least he had the dogs. “I’ve got some dog tr-- uh. T-r-e-a-t-s. In my backpack. Hope they never learn to spell.”

     “A rope thing? Like– to play tug of war, or does it work like a slingshot?” He asked with a QUIRKED brow, being pulled by Filli over to the door. Pulling it open as a RESPONSE, him and the dog were soon out the door; he didn’t even have the chance to grab his jacket. Laughing, he was looking back to the door where Matt still stood, “Hey, wanna SWAP?”

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“There’s some tennis balls in my backpack,” he nodded, lifting the bag from its hook and putting it on. “Ben ate the throwing thing. I’ve got a rope thing, though. Pip likes it...” Voice trailing off, he nodded again, eyes glued to his hands as he slowly curled Ben’s leash around his wrist. “Ready?”

    “Yeah, sounds like a plan.” He nodded, picking up Filipa’s leash and linking it to her collar. Petting the old girl with a bright smile, Teodor soon breathed a soft laugh. “You got a BALL for them? I mean, Filli’s just gonna knock Ben OVER, but it’ll be entertaining either way.” He stated with a shrug, straightening up as he turned his eyes back upon Matt. “Got that throwing– stick thing, don’t we?”

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Matt hesitated, but nodded, heading downstairs to get the dogs ready for a walk. He set Volos’ carrier by the door with a soft sigh, brushing his fingers over the smooth, hard plastic.

I’m scared I’ll turn around and you’ll be gone.

“Um... just the closest, I guess. Ben can’t wait,” he shrugged, looking down at the excited puppy with what should’ve been a smile. “That okay?”

    “Disappear?” He repeated, looking up to the Canadian, slight CONFUSION in his expression. “Think I’m still a few YEARS off that, Matthew.” He sighed, getting to his feet once he was done, rubbing at his eye with the ball of his palm somewhat tiredly. Once he was alone in the room, he looked around it for a moment, wondering when the BEST time to start packing would be. He figured, perhaps, when they got home. Following after Matt eventually and meeting the blond downstairs, Teo pulled on his shoes. “What park do you want to go to?”