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Why is it so hard to maintain a good relationship between me and all the people that accross my life. It's just I think that I have my own problem, and they deal with their own also so, it's just we that live in the cruel world and in this kind of situation.

And also when someone standing there and looking at me as an oasis in the middle of gurun pasir, I just can say yeah you can say anything but, so sorry if I couldn't understand how you really feel, cause anyone also will not understand each other

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Nankaa... i hate it.. I hate being a good girl. I hate to achieve what everyone wants. I want to believe in myself but it just that insecurities doesn't allow me to do at all. I have a lot of regrets and I hate it too... i always thinking how to make it be more easy

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I've made a lot of mistakes in my life

A lot of regrets too..

Don't live a life like me

Just don't

Pleasee~~

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Please don't worry, don't stress and saying nonsense. Cause if you do, I don't know what to do with my self

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Tentang Hari Anak Nasional

Terlalu banyak kata untuk mengungkapkan hari yang diperingati pada tanggal 23 Juli ini tapi mari kita awali tulisan ini dengan sebuah ingatan sederhana yang masih tepasang.. saat berlarian disawah, bermain layang layang memecah lapangan, membaca majalah bobo dengan tenang, membuat sebuah karya dari kertas, bekas botol minuman, maupun koran, makan bersama ibu dan ayah, berdandan cantik untuk menyanyikan lagu happy birthday pada teman, menulis surat untuk sahabat pena, membuat puisi.. Entah kenapa sekarang saya merasakan bahwa menjadi seorang anak anak merupakan fase paling Brilian yang pernah terjadi di dalam hidup kita Anak anak bukan sekedar fase bermain, bukan sekedar fase belajar, bukan fase mengenal dunia orang dewasa Namun anak anak merupakan fase dimana kita memiliki kepercayaan penuh kepada diri kita, fase dimana berlari itu merupakan hal yang paling menyenangkan tanpa takut jatuh, tanpa takut akan kencangnya angin atau panasnya mentari Menjadi seorang anak anak merupakan fase pembuktian sebuah kemurnian hati yang bisa dijejalkan berbagai macam kebaikan pun keburukan. Oleh karena itu menjadi seorang anak anak harus memiliki kebanggaan tersendiri. Menyadari bahwa banyak pintu yang harus anak anak masuki begitu banyak, berlari terus menerus, intinya mencoba banyak hal, tak ada tempat untuk berhenti Anak anak seharusnya seperti itu Memiliki banyak kebaikan dari hati yang damai, bukan melakukan perundungan terhadap sesama, bukan membentak orang tua, bukan menyakiti diri sendiri dengan hal hal negatif. Anak anak terlalu berharga untuk di sia sia kan dengan hal hal negatif, banyak anak anak yang telah mengenal gadget sejak dini saya harapkan anda sebagai anak anak dapat menjadi anak anak yang berbahagia, mengukir bintang terang dilangit malam. #write #menulis #tentang #harianaknasional #anakindonesia #indonesia #anakanak #23juli #banggamenjadianakindonesia

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YoU

Once in a lifetime I’ve felt that you have put so much effort on me, on myself. Sometimes I wonder am I tht good to receive all of that? But, when I am alone and think about it again I lost everything tht out of my handle and just feel so lucky bcs you gave me tht courage.. Now, maybe i am becmoing tht bad and so on.. but, I don’t blame you like I dont thnk tht “so all your effort few years ago, just the same "period effort” not so serious or something like tht" I know tht you heard so much latest news and i am just hiding here didnt want to explain anything So you can believe on it And we can forgetting each other slowly Without any pain bcs we do it still together

#writingproject #projectnulis #365dayswritingproject #writing #read #me #myself #world

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Choose Wisely

Sometimes thats right to be cool Don't see what you didn't have to see Don't hear what you didn't have to hear Don't say what you didn't have to say But, sometimes you need more than it all You need to care for a small thing And make you thinking about it more And make you see a problem Thats what will make you alive Just remember if you want to play a cool role, don't be cool for something that really important to you, maybe out there they need you. And you just pretend to play cool? No way.

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Untuk kamuu, kalo capek istirahat dulu yukk

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Its 18.20 And I just can sayy i was envy with them who can true to them self, who can trust they own self, and know what they want to achieve, brave to take what they need to I remember when she says that she wanna prove her self to her dad, to anyone, she wanna prove that she can. Maybe that was the most honest thing that i ever hear in this world. Terima kasih untuk pelajarannya ya😍😍 Semoga you find your way soon..

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Daijoubu desuka na watashi wa? Hontou no daijoubu desuka?

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Welcome 2017

Sengaja ngepost nya ditanggal 2 supaya ga terlalu terbawa huru hara tahun baru. Dan hanya ingin memastikan bahwa 2016 is over. Is it really over? Hm... 2016 has a lot of memories, memories that make me wanna say thankyou to myself Memories that make me remember that I've been this far. I feel like it's really tired in 2016, and a lot of tearsdrop. But in the other side, so many happiness too. 2016 made me really alive. Glad to hear that 2016 is gone already, now time to see, time to make another good memories in 2017. Bismillahirrohmanirrohimm

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I've done so many things and I just can't stop to chill

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Gak semua yang semu itu selalu khayal yaa... Terkadang yang semu itulah yang paling caring, cuma kamu aja yang anggap itu semu, atau yang nyata yang semu?

Kopi di cangkir putih

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I Told You

Hei you out there, I told you that I really dissapointed with all you have done. Hei you, someone that I can't ever reach. I can't even know how your mind processing all over. I told you that it's really hard to leave you behind. But, you. I told you that I'm really in the pain because of you. But, in other side I really love you, I don't know what to do about that. So, I told you please look at yourself and maybe if Allah want it, you will back to your fitrah again. Aamiin

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I have to living not just exist

Me to myself

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Hujan dan menunggu, kombinasi yang persis dengan rasa kopi tanpa gula

Hujan bulan November

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Country Music

I don’t really remember how i could like something like country music. Firstly, I remember that when my family had a trip, which is so long*to another regency, or something like that, that need minimum 1 day trip by car* my father always turned on the country music, and when I look acrross the window that little bit opened I just got that feeling. The feel like “Oh god, this is so match, what a wonderful colaboration”

Mungkin yang suka kebanyakan orang orang separuh baya sekitar umur 40-50an tapi aku suka banget lagu country zaman dulu 80 atau 90an that just got my mood really well. Kalau country zaman sekarang sih udah beda ya, walaupun aku juga suka sih, tapi yang zaman dulu lebih menyenangkan.