thybeholder
thybeholder
Forgive her, for she knows not what she does.
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‘In a godless world, I am light, love, and all things holy.’
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thybeholder · 8 days ago
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it’s crazy how much your brain and your ability to empathize develops with age…
saw someone i know talking mourning their so after they committed a few years back. i don’t even know what id do with myself
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thybeholder · 15 days ago
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i been watching a few of janet jackson’s live performances and it’s making me sad
bitches can’t sing no more. they can’t sing, they can’t dance, there’s a good chance that they look cute, but not STUNNING no more. how disappointing
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thybeholder · 24 days ago
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and i’ve had a couple personally profound realizations. i really don’t think im super extroverted, i enjoy keeping to myself and whatever i see as mine. i will participate when engaged, but its not typical of my spirit to overwhelmingly desire that engagement. i am a very reclusive thing at times, which may or may not be a character trait, and may or may not develop and change with the development of self.
but…this reclusion needs to be a retreat into the self, not a pursuit of distraction. i’m afraid i’ve forgotten myself in this age of overstimulation capital, or maybe i’ve even robbed myself of past opportunities for internal discovery as a consequential trade off. i don’t wanna do that anymore. if i am inherently a hermit, my energy will be used for the betterment of self, not the avoidance of boredom or inactivity.
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thybeholder · 24 days ago
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idk what happened but i am now using my full brain. vocabulary crazy, intellect profound, effort very Deliberate and Meticulous….maybe i should wake n bake more often.
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thybeholder · 1 month ago
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got a silk press n was walking around like season 2 lestat
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thybeholder · 2 months ago
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my gf is trying to get me to wear more color. hurts my little goth heart 🥲
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thybeholder · 4 months ago
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big things in the works
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thybeholder · 5 months ago
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i hope we can collectively look at these results and realize that the problem is much deeper than any single election
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thybeholder · 5 months ago
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sometimes i wonder
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thybeholder · 5 months ago
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having my day ruined at 8:08 am on my only off day this week feels very very nasty. i literally just opened my eyes.
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thybeholder · 6 months ago
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finna become a jewel goth. bewitchingly bejeweled, if you will
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thybeholder · 6 months ago
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anyways. why do i keep befriending people who have no idea what boundaries are. i’m too tired to be trying to deal with this type shit again
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thybeholder · 6 months ago
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literally have worked over 47 hours this past week, but i came home to see my girl n cat sleep on the couch together. literally who i do it for <3
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thybeholder · 6 months ago
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I CANT DO THIS!!!!!!
[I can and I will]
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thybeholder · 7 months ago
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my girl got one more time to call me lestat before we have to fight
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thybeholder · 7 months ago
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hey angel…consider your position; framed to be consumed.
savory..
savoring your sympathy
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thybeholder · 7 months ago
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didn’t know quiet bpd was a thing. huh.
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