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trope i really like is self-loathing characters desperate for the catharsis of punishment for frankly rather selfish reasons who r also obsessed with repeatedly pressing others into hating them and hurting them as essentially a method of self harm. yes baby continue making it worse for urself and everybody around u instead of doing an actually productive and effective journey of improvement and redemption

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"writing about fucked up things doesnt indicate your values as a person" and "the way you write about things may indicate some of your values" are not conflicting statements if im going to be real

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Doctor: $140,000 a year

Furry artist on Patreon: $160,000 a year

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My senior art final!

Technically. We just likely don't have another huge project for the rest of the school year.

We're painting ceiling tiles! I'm doing undertale(did rolling girl miku last year). And I'm actually going shorter but longer this time around!

This is just my concept sketch-color. I'm working on the details for each of the "layers." References and such in the comments!

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LOST IN MADNESS HAS A DISCORD NOW. ☆

Yeah that's right.

I've been working on that.

For like a week.

I hate discord bots.

BUT HEYYYY IT EXISTS.

An important note under the cut but here you go!

The thing is, though, is that I'm treating this server like Lost in Madness is gonna be this huge thing. In which I made a bit of a controversial choice and I'm allowing proshippers, comshippers, and darkshippers in there.

I don't know how big LiM will be by the time I start publishing it. I don't know if this is gonna be 20 people following my little passion project or 200. And therefore, I gotta treat it not as an inside thing amongst friends but instead a proper fandom. Which means that I got over the fact that pro/com/darkshippers are gonna exist, and they may end up in LiM's space.

Call me neutral on it, if you will. I don't particularly like them but as someone who is making what is quite literally a Dead Dove do not eat piece of writing, I know it's inevitable, so fuck it. I can't police everything about how my characters are gonna be treated and, to be fair, a lot of the pairings that may end up "canon" if I go that route fall under pro/com/darkship because of the darker nature of LiM. I'd be a hypocrite to block them out of the space that I've been curating for the sake of writing and sharing an intentionally messed up thing that I wouldn't condone in real life when that's about half of their ideals right there.

So, they're allowed. Anyone is, really. I don't care what people are or are not, what they believe or what conflicts with typical fandoms you'd see nowadays, because I initially made LiM when I was a very different person, and LiM is a very different entity. What was once just your average fangan project has now turned into something deeper to me and, in all honesty, it means a lot more to me. And I don't want people to be left out of something that means a lot to me just because I may not agree with their views on things.

And, also as I have mentioned in the server I'm more than happy to help these people make their own space, that way LiM can be enjoyed by all who desire to enjoy it.

If you did read this, then you know what to expect. If you didn't then, for one you probably are reading it in the server, and not here. Or maybe you just skimmed through this as a means to get on my ass. I don't know. I don't care, to be frank. I'm not changing this about LiM's server or potential fanbase. So just move on.

Thank you for reading, if you did :)

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Happy New Year!!

Featuring the blorbo(Trixik)

I made this from 2 to 4 am I'm sorry it's ass 👍👍

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Hey. Hey you. The person aimlessly scrolling, stuck in an immobilized standoff with your brain

It's not your fault. You won't be stuck forever. I know you're trying. I know you hate it. It's ok.

And tell the Mean Voice in your head that it's not helping. It knows as well as you do that you would get up and Just Start the task if you could. You're not doing this on purpose.

Take a deep breath. Relax your jaw. I see you trying so hard to break out of it, but you can't force it. You'll get Unstuck eventually. All you can do in the interim is be kind to yourself.

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ena5 redraw :) teehee

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Pnuemonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis.

The second longest word in the English dictionary

SPREAD IT FAR AND WIDE FOR NO REASON

OTHER THAN TO MAKE PEOPLE HATE THIS WORD FOR ITS POPULARITY

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Pnuemonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis.

The second longest word in the English dictionary

SPREAD IT FAR AND WIDE FOR NO REASON

OTHER THAN TO MAKE PEOPLE HATE THIS WORD FOR ITS POPULARITY

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Pnuemonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis.

The second longest word in the English dictionary

SPREAD IT FAR AND WIDE FOR NO REASON

OTHER THAN TO MAKE PEOPLE HATE THIS WORD FOR ITS POPULARITY

[thoughtlessdesire]

Pnuemonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis.

The second longest word in the English dictionary

SPREAD IT FAR AND WIDE FOR NO REASON

OTHER THAN TO MAKE PEOPLE HATE THIS WORD FOR ITS POPULARITY

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Nice.

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I fucked up on goretober but you guys are still getting the Halloween Lost in Madness drop on AO3.

Just so you guys know.

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reblog if you’re a writer who feels guilt whenever they’re not writing and being productive, so I know I’m not the only one lol

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reblog if you believe fanfics are as valid as books that were published and sold by authors who write as their main careers. I'm trying to prove a point