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I don't remember how it was to be in love

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Your three days were hell. I made my three days of heaven; they had to be good not let you win.

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Forugh Farrokhzad, tr. by Sholeh Wolpé, from “On Loving”, Sin

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Playing music I don't know, scrolling down the phone aimlessly, having nothing to think of is a mood.

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i think we as a society need to use cell phones/laptops/cars/backpacks to flesh out characters

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To avoid getting your confidence to be an narcissism doesn't mean to underestimate your self.

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“Tonight go to sleep as though your whole past has been dropped. Die to the past. And in the morning wake up as a new man in a new morning.”

— Osho

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Giambattista Valli Fall 2022 Couture

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I was born with a thick skin, dear.

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Everything is harder in you're head

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It's a full time job to have a full time job and a depressed boyfriend

#relationship #mentalhalth

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Somehow, I love how spontaneous art is. like, they will do, one two three... And you have a fucking breathtaking work of art( whatever medium of art it is)

It is so intriguing and tempting.

However, when I try any form ot art, it is a horrific unexplained piece of the unknown.

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To my love

I never told you this, but sometimes I just sit there and imagine all the little scenarios of us in my head. Basic things like watching movies, cuddling, doing late night food runs, have deep conversations, and taking random trips. I just miss you and want to be with you.

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To my love,

I am sorry I treated you as I treated my self, with invalidation, with judgment, with arrogance and assumption even though if you did that to me, I would be so heartbroken and angry. I am seeing a lot of my flows now. I always avoided mistakes which seems unhuman to me now. I am learning to love myself, the flowed, this mistaken. I am not perfect, I am human.

I am sorry my love. I had to do what I did to understand what I didn't know before and it had to be through you.

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Will have a series of these things, soon

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All I care about is my looks, my mental health and books