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DEAD MEAT

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maybe if i get fucked in a leash and collar ill calm down a lil

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URGENT

After months of trying to have stability, we were screwed over twice, by our roommate and my Mom's boyfriend. To last us until Thursday and then a week after, because we are gonna use my Mom's tax check that we're struggling to get cashed, we need at least $200 for a day/two days/three days. I'm asking anyone for donations via my Mom's paypal or for commissions that I've displayed before, like filling in OC bases and making adoptables and OCs using picrews, writing stuff here on my main blog for anything I've posted, making moodbards, etc.

I am not giving out my Mom's PayPal directly here because it's her email. See my KoFi for it or DM me, I think KoFi shows it unless that is private. If you need credit to know this is a real thing, ask my friends: spookieolson and minttea31

Anything helps. I'm asking because she's asking, and I am tired of getting handouts from friends.

PLEASE BE AWARE I DO NOT DRAW AND I DO NOT CONDONE ALL REQUESTS. Picrew, blank bases, other OC maker platforms, websites used for moodboards, AI help, images used on boards, and other sources other than my original designs or writings are NOT MINE TO CLAIM.

See on my pinned posts HERE (motionlessindoubt) and on my WOF blog (moondrift-the-icenight) for all details or anything needed to understand commissions.

Minors are OKAY to interact if SFW

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i urgently need someone to write a noah fic based on this song

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— via knjfedog

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RFP IS YOUR FAV FESTIVAL I LOVE YOU I HATE THIS PHOTO (not really im just jealous as fuck because i literally probably stood right where they are standing in this photo)

Nah I'm not well, that's taken at my fucking favorite rock festival ever😭 good thing is that it's from 2019 when I haven't been into hard music yet, so I can't say I was there and missed the chance to meet them

But what do you mean they were just casually walking around😭

Hiding her face cause I don't think it's her pinterest profile

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hiii lovely people! ♡ i've decided to officially open my commissions!

i had to quit my job because it was effecting my physical and mental health. long work hours and a toxic work environment lead me to almost burning myself out and not being able to keep my 9-5 :( i've decided to do commissions to make enough money to pay for my medical and basic life expenses so i can rest and work on my health for a while. details on what types of commissions i currently do are in the next slides. if you have any questions don't hesitate to message me :)

you can also support me on ko-fi ♡ blue

see more of my works here

extra characters in each style cost +100%

i will illustrate scenes from stories/fics. (for details message me)

i will draw short 4-6 panel comics. (for details message me)

providing references speeds up my work process and helps me understand exactly what you want.

commissions without references usually cost more and take more time.

i also do semi-realistic full rendered portraits (only portraits!) you can message me and i’ll send you some examples.

prices might slightly change based on what you exactly want.

right now i only accept payments via Paypal and crypto currencies.

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Monday mood

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are you guys thinking what im thinking

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UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

What the f-

📸 Noahs_Noise

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— will we both be satisfied?

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listen. "weigh down on me, stay till morning. way down, would you say im worthy?" fucks me up every time, actually

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GIVE ME MOOORE

I would love to talk about Davis. That man just screams caretaker. I bet he would be so sweet and just soft dom his way into making me melt

shut the fuck up im so fragile tonight

no but he’s THE soft dom. always too, never just in the bedroom. always.

he’s holding the back of your neck in a crowded area so he’s close to you and you’re in his reach and safe.

he’s making sure your side of the bed is furthest from the door in any hotel room.

he’s pushing you behind him a little bit when a new persons around just so you know you can leave at any moment.

he’s making sure your name is written on any and all access things even if you’re not around just in case.

he’s filling your cups 24/7.

he’s tucking you in every night and if he’s not home he’s gonna call you at YOUR bedtime (he doesn’t care if he’s busy. he’s making the time) so he can say good night and that he loves you. he wants to hear a little bit about your day too.

he’s a pleasure dom too okay? and i stand by that.

he’s not having fun unless he hears your moans. he’s not even thinking about getting off until your legs are shaking and you’re crying.

lord i need to shut up or this is gonna be 10,000 points

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need a “I had a bad day can I suck on your tits” type bf

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childhood friends to lover noah is all i think about btw this is how i see it