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Camping #epicpark

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Sobrang weird lang. Napanaginipan ko mga family members kong matagal ng wala 😔 Nagising nalang akong naiiyak. Sinusundo na ba ako? (knock in the woods) Please wag pa. Ang sarap padin mabuhay kahit daming challenges lately 😔

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Hope we get the future we always pray for.

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Yung pakiramdam na di ka lang kayang bitawan kasi napapakinabangan ka pa. Di ko na naman ma-explain tung emosyon ko.

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f**ck samedt 🥴

bakit naman ako jowang jowa at 3 fucking am lord

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Parang mas safe na ulit mag-rant dito sa tumblr. Nahaluan na ng kung anong ka-toxican ang twitter/X. 😔

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“Ten years from now, make sure you can say that you chose your life, you didn’t settle for it.”

— Mandy Hale

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You know, if you're feeling overwhelmed and pressured because of those people around you. I'm here to tell you that it's normal and valid experience. Even though you felt like you're being left out, I'm here to tell you that it's a universal experience. And even those people you envy feel the same way. What you see in social media is nothing but a brag to mask their insecurities just like what we/you also do. The thing is strive for the best that you can but take a rest if you have the opportunity and breathe.

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I think if places could tell a story, then Baguio is definitely about bittersweet stories of different people trying to find purpose. The place represent solace of calm and home but in reality, people there never actually stay. It's like a little sanctuary to find meaning, and mending a heartbreak, or just simply breathing. Its gloomy weather is a perfect blanket to wrap a sad, lost, old soul with its shrouds of fog to cover their heart's desire. I know it's supposed to be a bright live city full of different walks of life but you could feel in every corner a sense of nostalgia and melancholy. It felt like some of people's dreams are left untold there.

7/13/2022

QC

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You'll be in your 20s and you'll be confused as fuck. You'll be in your 30s and you'll feel the same. I bet you'll be in your 40s or 50s and you'll even make it for more decades without having a clue how you've conquered all those unexpected shitty things in life. Yeah, I'm proud of you.

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I want to remind you that you are your own home. Maybe those alleyways bring back memories from people you once called home, but you have the power to create new memories and build a new sense of home. It might take a while or ache a little more, but it'll be all right. You'll be alright.

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nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

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Ikaw na kinakain ng kalungkutan dahil sa trabaho pero ikaw parin ang feeling sorry kasi ganun ang trabaho mo.

WHAT A LIFE

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Go find out the answers to all your what if’s. It’s okay to make mistakes, it wont matter years from now.