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YES THEY ARE

they’re best friends

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I LOOOVEEEEE NIRAGIIIIIIIIIIII

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atp i'm gonna repost every single thing our queen talks about bcs they're never wrong

Waiting for AIB to get less popular on Tiktok, this fandom is too toxic in my opinion and it was better when it was a small little group of people talking respectfully about their favorite character.

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i will forever aspire to be like her

I love Mira Kano, like seriously... This woman joined a whole crime cult just because hers was boring

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am i tripping or is niragitok finally normal? i saw a lot of niragi edits and people in the comments only simp? barely anyone says "I love DORI NOT NIRAGI" and almost no one says "bffr 💀" or "side eye"

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i really don't remember the last time i was active here but i miss my niragi stans 😯😥

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My mind 24/7

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In my self obsession era

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I wanna post some of my favorite screenshots from the m*n that texted me today but TUMBLR WON'T LET ME??

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how is everybody doing on this lovely wednesday evening?

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Besties, all in all, men deserve NOTHING and you better treat them that way

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OH IT DOESN'T STOP THERE LMAO, a lot of guys I met on Valorant go crazy over my voice so they all end up asking me for my insta. One of them was okay, kinda likable and easy to talk to, but bcs I didn't feel like reading his long ass paragraph messages and didn't feel like responding for 2 days, he called me rude and self centered?? Me?? Ah :) such a compliment my boi

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Since some of y'all like my storytimes I have a huge one from last night.

So, it's already established that there's something very wrong with me and that I'm still not over my toxic ex, so guess who manipulated my friends into going to a club where I thought he'd be at? Me! We pregamed at my bestie's house, and it was odd because I wasn't getting buzzed, not even a little bit, meanwhile they got really drunk and we didn't even leave the house. On our way to the club we were freezing, it was so windy, and all of us dressed like whores (as we usually do, no matter the weather, because a hoe is NEVA cold). We arrived, started drinking, I introduced myself to a group of guys, not really meaning to do anything with any of them, because I was convinced my ex would be there at some point of the night, I just wanted to make him jealous while being surrounded by a group of guys who wanted me. (Un)fortunately, my ex never ended up arriving, but weirdly I wasn't depressed about that, I actually went to one of the guys there and started dancing with him. Didn't take longer than 5 minutes for him to start making out with me. I noticed that my taken best friend was flirting with one of the other guys, so to cut things short and save her relationship, I ended up kissing the other guy AS WELL. Mind you, I STILL wasn't drunk drunk. I was buzzed, but could definitely think straight and realize what I did was wrong, but nobody seemed to mind lmao. After an hour or so we decided to go to another club because it was getting pretty boring, and on our way outside we spotted a group of 3 guys: one was vomitting, the other was helping him and the third one asked me for my insta. I came over to them and tried to help the drunk guy that was vomitting but he pushed me away and screamed something along the lines of him missing his ex girlfriend, to which I AGREED and I was like "ME TOO, I MISS THE GUY WHO WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME" and we both laughed lmao. We invited them to go to the other club with us and they said they'll think about it because the drunk guy couldn't really stand on his two feet, let alone walk anywhere or drink for that matter. As we were saying our goodbyes, the second guy I made out with in the club ran after us and begged me to stay, begged me to give him my contact information, to which we convinced him all three of us are lesbians and we "wanted nothing to do with any of them, we just kind of used them for free drinks". That should've made me sad but it didn't, I hurt someone's feelings but not an ounce of me cared. Being heartbroken really changes you.

We took a cab to the second club at around 2am, while fully knowing that boys go desperate if they don't hook up with someone by midnight; after 2am they're FERAL and very, very annoying. We started drinking more, dancing on the dancefloor and 5 minutes later another guy approached me, but he was very persistent and hard to get rid of; to the point that we had to rotate and change locations just so he couldn't see us. At that time I was getting really drunk and I thought I should definitely call me ex, as if that was the most righteous thing to do. Funny thing is, my brain doesn't differentiate between logical and absolutely insane while I'm drunk, but my best friend immediately noticed and took my phone away on time. I swear to god, for the longest time I thought I lost my phone last night lmao. That's how buzzed I was. Afterwards, we decided that going to this club was a mistake and we just wanted to rest for a couple of minutes in the hallway of the club and go home later; not even 2 minutes later 3 guys approached us, one of them making fun of one of my friends for sleeping at the party, to which my impulsive bestie intervened and told him to fuck off. I didn't even have enough time to laugh at her reaction until the third guy sat right next to me and started flirting; it was so forced, so desperate, so needy and disgusting. But he was attractive so I gave in and made out with the third guy in one night, breaking my own record (although I was aiming for 4). Things started escalating when he became too aggressive, like choking me too hard, touching me inappropriately in the middle of the hallway with people passing by all the time etc. I told him to stop but I was too drunk to be as feisty as I usually am and it all felt so good I couldn't really help but moan. I also caught myself closing my eyes and imagining him being my ex, but that fantasy broke as soon as I realised he'd never be that aggressive with me, he would always ask for consent. Just that realisation made me instantly turned off, but the guy was still all over me, inviting me to his house, begged me to go to the bathroom with him etc. I refused everything and hoped to only make out with him and go home soon there after, but things went in an even weirder direction when he SLAPPED me, thinking I'd be into it (I was, but it still hurt and it was unexpected), and went to his friend group and called me a whore. All of my friends immediately, without ANY hesitation attacked him. My bestie kicked him, the other one started fighting with his friends and I was yelling at him all sorts of insults I could think of. Called him a short little desperate bitch that can't get any so he forces himself onto girls who are obviously too drunk to say no, called him ugly (he wasn't), my bestie told him she knows a lot of people from his hometown because they happened to be from the same place, told him she's gonna get his ass wiped very soom if he doesn't apologize to me etc. We all got outside and decided to just let it all go, order some pizza and sleep until noon. Then, outside the club, he came to me and begged me to take him and his friends to my house because they had no place to crash at?? I started LAUGHING like a maniac and told him "guess who's the whore now, you dumb fuck? Try fucking someone and earn your stay that way"

There's not really a lot of things I love more than being vengeful and serving revenge myself, the way I like it. But I really was a bitch to absolutely everyone last night, all because I'm so heartbroken and in such a dark place. Also liquor courage doesn't help me, it makes me violent 💀 We finished the night off with pizza and my best friend face timed her boyfriend and explained the whole situation, to which he said that I'm FOR THE STREETS LMAO. He's funny so I didn't take it personal. I woke up with the biggest, most jaw dropping hangover of my life, I'm still recovering and it's been almost 12 hours since I woke up. And as I was taking off my makeup I noticed red marks on my neck from that bitchass choking me too hard. I felt disgusted but it didn't last long because I know I'll do the exact same thing this weekend. And the next one. And the next one. Until I feel a bit more at ease in terms of my ex, or until he finally texts me and decides that he wants me again.

All in all, I'm glad I'm putting men in their places on a daily and I'm having so many new stories to tell y'all lmao

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Us niragi stans

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And yet again, I don't have electricity because there's a construction company working on it at 10 FUCKING PM, my battery is on 20%, which means I'll have A LOOOOT of time to overthink, cry, and be anxious about everything. I hate the day after drinking, I always feel like shit.

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I hate when I randomly start thinking about my ex (crush) and I can't help but reminisce about the times we spent together and how we never even kissed but there was so much tension it was unreal. We used to see each other every weekend at this one specific club, but he actually got in a fight with the security and he's banned from the club for the time being probably, and I'm STILL going there, and I'm STILL praying I'll see him there again. I even went out there last night, saw one of his friends and tried to hook up with him just so his friend could MAYBE tell him something about me but he didn't want to because he knows my crush wanted me at one point and it's a "guy code" apparently to not mess with their friend's dibs. I got so drunk, even got high, I made a lot of mistakes but the worst thing I could've done today was reread our old chats, and of fucking course I broke down and cried my eyes out while listening to Camila Cabello's Shameless. I miss him so much although he was the worst possible choice for me. He's the worst. He's so toxic and nonchalant. Doesn't give a fuck about how I feel, does whatever he wants. But then when other guys try to get with me, he gets jealous and possessive and almost starts fights because of me. But the worst part is, it's not even about me, it's just so he could feel like the alpha and assert his dominance over everyone. He's a Leo so it makes perfect sense lmao. I actually hate how I feel and I know I'll feel like this for some time, YET AGAIN, even though I promised to myself that I'm leaving him in 2022, I even blocked him to secure that decision. But I guess that wasn't enough. I hate this. I hate him. I hate how he treats me. But I want him more than anything I've ever wanted. I've literally never felt like this before in my life. I want to make jokes with him, I want to feel the undeniable tension between us whenever we're together, I want to catch him staring at me from across the club and neither one of us looks away, I want to feel safe and protected while he's around because I've always felt like that around him. I want him so bad. It's all so fucked up

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Ppl saying Niragi is “Annoying” deserves to die, fuck you he can end you in second u ‘lil bitch