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Moon reflections are PEACEFUL.

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The Complexes of Mind

a man in camel color shirt and blue jeans waiting for his turn in a queue

a girl with copper shimmer open hairs having warm tea on a dark brown table facing the chair next to me

four feet, a hill, low temperature and a bag of salted peanuts

a man with a tear in left nut brown eye

smile on the face of a man with bisque colored skin, shaved chubby face

girl wearing pageant ruffle socks sitting on stairs starring a flying sparrow with broken wings

out of all these situations, one is real and all others are made up to hide that one.

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Denied

I have poems unwritten

that lie in my brain

of memories we never made.

They lie in slumber suspended

Like a forgotten newspaper left on the countertop neither of us got to read.

We were always too busy,

Careless to a fault,

We forgot to make time,

Let a million things come first,

Now they fade away,

these moments denied,

into nothingness,

Just like you,

Just like I.

e.v.e.

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Some mistakes are not just mistakes.

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Life gave me 2 opportunities, the best what could ever happen to me

You know what I did ? I rejected

and now I am lost.

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Its never too late ? Its late ?

Life blessed me with everything

But I ruined

Now I am regretting

No mental peace

Feeling like fallen star

and its too late now

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a horse with no head

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Captured by me.

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I asked my student to write a story with the title "HONEST" and also mentioned two BIRD characters but instead he wrote something different, to read visit my blog.

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Jackie the dog

My neighbours had a dog named Jackie, some years ago. It was small, quick with long white hairs. always make me afraid, starts sniffing and licking my feet, sometimes barks at me.I hated that dog. I actually do not like dogs tha much. One day, that dog got bitten by a snake and died. When I got the news, I was shocked a little but It was okay for me at that time. Now, a few years later, I am actually missing that dog, the Jackie.

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“I was quiet, but I was not blind.”

— Jane Austen, Mansfield Park (via books-n-quotes)

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THE END

read on blogger.

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AT THE END, THE END

a girl is walking on the left side of the road in complete silence of the black night. the sound of her shoes hitting the ground is clear & audible. She is running from something, Something that is just in her mind.

Its is raining heavily. A boy is laying on a yellow colored bench in a park near to my house. His eyes are close. He is completely drenched in water. A man of about 43 years wearing a black american long coat holding a black umbrella watching him standing on on the top of broken stairs not near to that bench.

A boy is sitting on a chair waiting for someone. Someone he wants to be a friend with. Its is about a year and he is doing this every single night. holds a cup of tea, having a factor of wait in eyes. but when someone arrives with someone's friends, the boy turns his back towards someone.

Sitting on the green grass in front of IHRM, she is having a cup of extremely hot tea with her imaginary friend. Her boyfriend cheated on her and from then she is dating him in her imagination. She always order extremely hot cup of tea.

this whole stuff have a common connection, the profile picture.

AT THE END, THE END

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If you have to re-take a class, because you didn’t do so well it’s okay. if you have to spend an extra year in school because of current struggles it’s okay. These are only parts of your life, this isn’t your entire life. Only a small scene part of the bigger movie. A grade doesn’t define your worth. You are still a human being with value. Do your best. Grind as hard as you can, reach out to your professor and network with other students to study together. Don’t give up. There are so many more options out there for you. 

This is only a low point, this isn’t the end for you. 

Peace. 

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I tried writing a blog in urdu language and now I translated it into English, If you like then please do support me and If you don't the comment section is open for criticism and suggestions, love you all

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