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Vetalamierda

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only 5 seconds

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YALLSTARION

I've seen too much edits of yallstarion... yes.

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i can't do this anymore! i mean i can, and i will, obviously. but i can't fucking do this anymore!

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amikor az első emailnek, amit ma megnyitok az a tárgya, hogy béremelés, akkor tudom, hogy jó napom lesz.

aztán amikor olvasom, hogy megköszönik a munkámat és mindezt a nagyfőnök írja meg, akkor már könnyezik a szemem.

lehet, csak a pms meg a nem alvás, de ezt az érzést most nagyon sokáig szeretném magammal vinni.

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A little bit of knowledge, free for the taking, prompted by something in my entirely offline life:

When a therapist, psychologist, psychiatrist, or any other competent mental health practitioner tells you in a mild or observational tone that you are "very good at compartmentalizing" in your first session, that's not actually a good thing.

Like it's not inherently a bad thing either, to be clear: we generally develop intense compartmentalization skills because we needed them! They have a purpose!

But what they mean is not "gosh, look at you with your high level elite skill that everyone should aspire to, you barely need any help from me at all!"

What they mean is " . . . ah. You . . . have been through a lot of shit. Hmm."

What they mean is that your compartmentalization capacity is obvious even in this very brief first conversation and that means that you are compartmentalized to a point where you probably don't actually know how you feel about things and have entire rooms of Psychological Wounds you not only aren't actually attending to but don't know or admit are there.

I say this as someone who generally gets this, assuming I have not already myself said, "so as a result of bullshit I am great at compartmentalizing myself all the way to a breakdown/ruining my own life!" and thus we have shared the Dark Laughter of Serious Mental Health Work. It's not a bad thing, AS SUCH.

It's just not "look at you and your totally healthy self! A+ in mental health, a thing that is possible to achieve and healthy to want!"

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He tried his best

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Heartwarming story: Little girl doesn’t have to do anything to fund her dad’s surgery because his expenses are covered by his country’s universal healthcare.

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