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[thiefcatmoth]

pac: how to spend new year and christmas.

general reading. pick a pile, listening to your intuition. if nothing resonates, leave this pac behind.

pile 1

you should spend the coming holidays basking in the atmosphere of self-love. you must understand that you deserve warmth, love, all the happiness. if in order to immerse yourself in self-love, you need to distance yourself from other people, do it. try taking a bath with shimmer and a bath bomb to feel like you're floating in space. if you feel the most loved and happy with some close people, share the bright moments of the coming days with them. your dreams for the christmas holidays will shine like stars, and you need to continue to believe in them!

pile 2

it is best to try to use the upcoming holidays as a time for travel and self-discovery. if you decide to travel with a group of friends or even colleagues, this trip can be even more productive for you. don't be afraid to socialize on new year and christmas, don't be afraid to explore new horizons! no matter how long the journey, you have every opportunity to spend this trip in comfort and think about yourself and your life a little more. but don't forget that when interacting with others, you should be careful with your words and emotions. don't let pride get the best of you.

pile 3

try to spend the upcoming holidays in the most unusual atmosphere for yourself - maybe it's a closed party, or a new interesting place, or an extreme activity that you've never tried? if you feel inclined to spend this time not alone, choose one or two close people with whom you will feel best. i'm not sure that you will have enough energy for a noisy party, and besides, you should take care of yourself. after all, during this time you will come closer to achieving one of your goals, which in the new year will shine for you as brightly as the sun above the horizon!

pile 4

dive into winter head first! organize winter activities for yourself, create an atmosphere at home that will touch your cheeks with frosty breath. it is best to spend these holidays in a fixed environment, without too abrupt changes, moves and trips. if you are thinking about choosing a company for celebrating the new year and christmas, think about those with whom you can really relax - and it's okay if you turn out to be the only person like this. if you suddenly want to invite someone or go to someone later, the doors will be open, you can always change your mind. it will be a time of a new beginnings and just a good time for you. do not be afraid of anything.

thanks for the reading!

dividers by @strangergraphics-archive, all images are not mine

[thiefcatmoth]

pac: your next month.

general reading. pick a pile, listening to your intuition. if nothing resonates, leave this pac behind.

pile 1

pay attention to your health: if you have long thought to go to the doctor, you should do it. also, be ready for large and rather sharp changes in the activity that brings you income. most likely, you cannot control these changes, but you should not be afraid of them. changes are not always for the worst. in general, the next month you will need to balance between dreams and a rational mind. this approach will help you maintain psychological stability and cope with difficulties. if you already had any personal problems, then in the next month you will be able to cope with them, even if after that you won't feel very good.

pile 2

changes are waiting for you in different spheres of life, but they can be different in scale. in the field of finance, clear efforts, conscientious work and the right choice of words will bring you success. perhaps you are going to have some kind of fleeting sympathy or even an affair at work?.. only you can decide whether to continue this connection or not. don't be afraid to expand your horizons in the near future. there may be problems on the horizon, but if you're willing to think big and try different approaches, you can handle everything. believe in your own dream, rely on like-minded people, and everything will be fine.

pile 3

unexpected twists and turns may await you in the coming month. you can learn something new that should have been kept a secret from you. if you are not satisfied with the job, then you can change it, although do not think that it will be easy. you will not be able to earn easy money, none of the opportunities for this will pay for itself. in general, you should be careful in the coming month. everything matters: how you talk to others, and how you perceive the world. a new cycle in your life is beginning, and no matter how frightening the upcoming storm may seem to you, you should give yourself up to its flow and just get through it.

pile 4

in order to change something in your personal sphere in the next month, show yourself to the world. help yourself to be confident, take care of yourself and don't be afraid to look and behave the way you want. the doors are open to you in terms of money, job and even health, both mental and physical. you have the opportunity to make your life better, you just have to make a small plan and follow it. fate itself will mysteriously tell you where to go and what to do, you just have to confidently follow the signs and trust yourself. however, do not get carried away with excessive dreams of the distant - try to change something now, and this will change your distant future.

thanks for the reading!

dividers by @strangergraphics-archive, all images are not mine

[thiefcatmoth]

pac: embrace your darkness.

general reading. pick a pile, listening to your intuition. if nothing resonates, leave this pac behind.

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pile 1

to understand and accept your dark sides, you should first of all look at things more broadly than you are used to. darkness is always relative, and what seems bad or dark to you in yourself can be the most attractive to others. look at yourself from the outside, examine every aspect of your personality and try to find something new in it. every flaw can be turned into strength. in addition, some circle of people in which you are emotionally and spiritually involved can help you. this can be your family, friends, as well as your hobby club, witch community and so on. perhaps you can draw strength for self-acceptance even in the circle of your favorite plants, animals or spirits - the main thing is that you feel a connection with this community on the level of feelings, heart. this connection will help you to see yourself better, discovering in yourself what you did not expect.

if you are oppressed by public opinion or someone else's, then I want to tell you this: darling, you are more than enough. you are as good as you can be at this stage of your life. you can shine like the midnight sun whenever you want - all the ways to do it are in your hands. yes, these ways may seem unusual or even unfair to others, but they are your ways, and you should use them. take the lockpicks from your sleeve and open the way for your own freedom with them, because you deserve it right now.

know that your darkness is ready for you to accept it. you need to love yourself a little more, admit to yourself that you are already good enough, and then go out in all your dark beauty to the world. trust me, you will catch glances when you manage to come to terms with your shadow.

pile 2

the darkness inside you is just waiting for the right moment to break out. perhaps you were forbidden to express and use it, or maybe you yourself suppressed your own dark sides, and in the end it turned into tension. if you do not give free rein to what you have locked inside for so long, your thoughtless actions can lead to bad consequences. a sharp change will follow in any case, but you can still decide whether you will do it yourself or let someone break you. people who know a lot about what is hidden in the darkness of your soul can help you cope. perhaps it is time to finally go to a psychologist, if you have been putting it off for a long time. maybe you will be able to share your thoughts with someone on the Internet and someone will share their own experience with you in return. communication based on mind and reason is now your key to your own darkness.

in general, you should rely more on yourself and your own intuition. be gentle with yourself, listen to your own needs, think about how best to implement them. there are probably more productive ways to deal with your dark sides than just pushing them deep into your soul, so that they gather dust and lie there as a heavy dead weight.

remember about the upcoming turning point, but do not retreat from your goal. strong emotional storms can distract you, someone can try to get you out of yourself, divert you from the path of understanding your own darkness. but you should stay the course, and before each new step take at least a few seconds to think. darkness is not only chaos, it is also a skillfully applied mind.

pile 3

i get the feeling that your dark sides are underdeveloped or that they were never important to you before. this is the part of your life that has been a shadow on the periphery of your vision, always dimmed by the sun of your soul - or perhaps you have become so accustomed to only shining that you have literally deprived yourself of darkness. but these sides, no matter how unusual they are, are in you. you have room for self-expression in all its forms, you have an internal charge of sexuality that is ready to unfold. but, as for the previous pile, what is important for you is persistence and the ability to go on without deviating from the course. perhaps soon you will no longer be able to shine as brightly and sunny as before, and you will have to learn to live with your dark sides.

however, you should remember that your path is not based on coercion. if you force yourself to do something that is not close to you, the process of accepting your shadow sides will simply not happen. for you, the only way to fully accept yourself is to naturally learn to grasp your inner nature and boldly, but not harshly, defend it. you have enough strength to tame, develop and protect your dark sides from other people's opinions.

don't be afraid to ask for help from others if you feel you need it. your loved ones (or rather, loved souls, including even undead or divine ones) can become your companions and guides on the path to self-improvement and self-acceptance. your darkness should be gradually studied, accepted and grown. for you, this is a long journey that will bring special fruits.

pile 4

first of all, I will say that this pile has a lot of trauma and healing cards. and the most traumatized thing I see is sexuality. maybe someone from this pile has experienced a big trauma in life, physical or moral, and it still hurts and leaves an imprint on your life. i deeply grieve and sympathize with everyone who has encountered something like this, and I just hope that you have not closed yourself off from yourself and others. i understand that the healing process here will be very long and difficult, but believe me, you have the strength to cope. the main strength for this pile is to believe in the impossible, even when it seems stupid and useless. you should turn to people who can help you with their knowledge, to specialists, to experienced and smart persons. and even when it seems to you that there is still so much ahead, and there is no more strength, you will be able to look back and see how much you have already gone through. the dark sides for this pile will not be a weapon, as for other piles, but rather a source of energy from which you were torn away. at the same time, remember that the darkness is not empty - it is inhabited and filled with your reserves, which are important. you will never be empty, even on the darkest night of your life.

two things will help you cope with other people's opinions, assessments and comments. firstly, the ability to hear yourself and your needs, and secondly, intentional and thoughtful small details that you can start with. respond to someone's remark calmly, justify your actions and your choice with arguments. show others that you are independent, that pressure on you will not achieve anything, and step by step win back your freedom to be as dark as you want.

you are already on the threshold of moving to the stage of active healing of your dark and sensual sides. you will no longer have to hide the darkness and protect it, like a black kitten, behind the collar of your jacket. just a little more, and if you resist the temptation to give up everything, you will be able to fully help yourself become your true self.

pile 5

you already know about your dark sides firsthand, right? at least you are already very close to accepting your own darkness, and there are only a few steps left. at this last stage of the path, which you could have passed even unconsciously, you will have to cleanse your life from the husk that is holding you back. if you wanted to try to reveal some of your dark sides, but were hesitant, cast aside doubts. if your darkness has long been asking to come out and show itself to the world, let it go and see what happens. you have more than enough opportunities and skills to cope with yourself and at the same time give yourself free rein. it is good if you came to this consciously. if your path was previously purely intuitive and you have no idea how it all happened, you should take a minute to analyze. as soon as you catch the patterns and features of your darkness, you will learn not only to encourage it, but also to manage it.

if you feel pressure from society, you should not react emotionally. you will be able to get rid of this alien burden in more gentle ways. you already almost completely feel your dark sides, so it will be enough for you to reflect on the reason for someone else's discontent to understand whether it is worth paying attention to it at all. i believe that you can do it. even if you are scared, believe me, you just have to try. if you can't fight for yourself right away, try to fence yourself off for a while. you will be able to fight back as soon as you feel the strength in yourself and come up with a good way to do so.

don't be afraid of change. in the past, you were the version of yourself that had not yet found the strength to accept its dark sides. now you have a weapon in your hands with which you can pave the way forward for yourself, to the desired version of your personality. let what happened once no longer hold you back. in the future, you will already be much stronger if you turn to the depths of your shadow.

thanks for the reading!

dividers by @strangergraphics-archive, all images are not mine

[thiefcatmoth]

pac: what energy should you try to connect with?

general reading. pick a pile, listening to your intuition. if nothing resonates, leave this pac behind.

pile 1

you should try turning to the light. you can hang a suncatcher in the room, put a mirror or a prism that will direct the rays of light to the place where you are resting. if you like clear weather, you can sunbathe, squinting like a cat. if you like stormy weather, pay attention to lightning - its dance is mesmerizing, and perhaps you will find in it the very sign intended for you. and if you are a supporter of urbanism rather than nature, you can choose a calming night light for yourself or hang a garland in the room to watch the blinking lights.

pile 2

communication with the earth may suit you. if you like plants, immerse yourself in caring for them, try to find that flower or tree that you enjoy caring for. if you don't really like gardening, you can take a walk in the park or forest to just touch the earth, feel it with your fingers, you can even collect a handful to take with you. collecting herbarium or dried flowers may help you relax. or maybe you can find balance while working with clay during handicrafts?

pile 3

air can help you ease emotional wounds and find self-love. if you haven't tried it yet, you should try aromatherapy. aromas can help you manage your emotions and influence your state, even inspire you. in order to always have a piece of this with you, choose an aroma pendant or make a talisman with a drop of your favorite essential oil or oil perfume. listen to the songs of the wind, let the wind touch your skin, feel the freedom and let yourself go, like a gust of air.

pile 4

it seems to me that water, especially falling water, will be your helper. waterfalls and fountains will cleanse you and give you fortitude, watching the running water is very calming. try to catch falling raindrops and plunge your whole being into the downpour. let your feelings and thoughts flow freely. and if there is no opportunity to touch the elements, you can simply take a shower - running water, shower streams, drops of water from the tap will affect you no less. exhale and allow yourself to be cleansed.

pile 5

perhaps this will seem strange to you, but try to turn to lithotherapy - and do it in the semi-darkness. you do not need light to feel the texture of stones, their weight, temperature, feel the shape and size. surrender to touch and simply explore the world. if possible, make an amulet for yourself from a stone or with some stone elements, and when you feel anxious, touch the amulet. study the stones, spot which one suits you bes, and add it to your life - in jewelry or as a talisman under your pillow.

pile 6

even if you've never liked listening to music, turn to sounds. almost everything has sound. you can hear your breathing, the heartbeat of a loved one, the ticking of a clock, the beat of drums, chants, the rustling of leaves… pay special attention to rhythmic sounds that you can follow, turning off your vision and all other senses. any sounds can help you concentrate, calm down, sense danger in advance. even if you like the most exotic sound like, you know, thunder, you can always devote at least a couple of minutes to it alone with yourself, using your headphones.

thanks for the reading!

dividers by @strangergraphics-archive, all images are not mine

[thiefcatmoth]

pac: how can you help yourself to feel better?

general reading. pick a pile, listening to your intuition. if nothing resonates, leave this pac behind.

pile 1

your energy is already returning to you, the period of decline is already over. you should give yourself time to get stronger and grow, and in the meantime you can devote yourself to meditation and thinking about what good has happened to you. you should celebrate every victory, every step, give yourself emotionally to it and sincerely rejoice. give yourself time for warmth, care, happiness, love for yourself - be your most devoted fan!

pile 2

like the first pile, energy and strength have already begun to fill you again. however, the process is slow, so you must wait until it fully opens up. the doors to the things you want are still closed now, so you will have to stay where you are and adapt. this is a time when it is better not to fight, but to be alone with yourself, to find peace and quiet within yourself, to learn about living with what fills your hands. solitude and admitting to yourself that everything is not so bad will be healing for you now.

pile 3

lately there may have been failures and troubles, mistakes that knocked you off track - as if you are in a dark streak in your life. but this should not upset you, because you are closer than ever to a new beginning. you should emerge from the darkness confidently and boldly. straighten your shoulders, pamper yourself, give yourself some important gift that will remind you of your own significance and value. any little thing can turn out to be that very gift! and also work on allowing yourself to be imperfect, learn to laugh at mistakes and learn from them.

thanks for the reading!

dividers by @strangergraphics-archive, all images are not mine