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thevexedvixen · 2 days ago
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BDSM: A Fanfiction Rec List
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This week, we have BDSM! Check under the cut for 10 fics that explore and feature all things kinky and BDSM, and don't forget to comment and kudos if you like them!
Attraction is just a form of Gravity by ThreeGremlinsInATrenchcoat (201070, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Caleb had caught Essek's attention immediately. And ever since, this strange little neglected attraction has been bothering him. He initiates a mutually beneficial arrangement upon realizing that Caleb's interests match his own surprisingly well. A purely physical, transactional deal.
Reccer says: This is one of my fav fics, one I’ve read more than once. The development of the relationship and feelings, the character portrayals, and the brilliant weaving of a kink negotiation conversation throughout the chapters is all just so good. The sex is also incredibly hot. I learned some things about myself. I feel like BDSM is well represented in this, including negotiations and the importance of after care and usage of safe words.
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Research Method by AnaliseGrey (3819, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: Choose Not to Warn
There are many things that Essek loves about Caleb. He’s kind, and he’s gentle, but it’s his patience Essek is currently occupied with. Caleb’s terrible, obnoxious levels of patience.
Reccer says: Another scorching hot fic!
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cuz you are bigger than the planet earth, and I am your satellite by allmadeofstardust (6085, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Essek & Caleb do some research into a type of magic that can unlock all new explorations (in the bedroom) in the library. (Spoilers: it's suspension bondage - dunamancy style)
Reccer says: I wrote this! And honestly it's one of the sexiest smut fics I've written. It has intense body worship, severe power dynamics, a beloved amount of trust, and some fun exploration of dunamancy usage in the bedroom. Plus, it features the wizards being nerds purely for sexual pleasure. What's sexier than wizards?
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coping skills by eldritchmochi (251061, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: None
Modern with magic bdsm au.
Reccer says: So much good in this fic! Wonderful and respectful exploration of disability, and many Super hot sex scenes
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Artificer Devices from Late-Period Aeor: An Experimental Interpretation from Arcane Reconstruction to Functionality (E. Thelyss, C. Widogast) by renquise (5858, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: None
Essek and Caleb find a fuck machine in Aeor. Caleb recreates it for Essek.
Reccer says: Essek strapped down to a fuck machine? Absolutely love.
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i cannot throw "i love you" very far by SaltCore (3427, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Caleb needs a break from his thoughts. Essek provides.
Reccer says: This one is more sentimental & sweet, and the description of what subspace looks like from an outside perspective is great!
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i don’t need gravity, I just need growth by mojo_da_jojo (20686, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Caleb stumbles upon a smut novel in Essek's possessions that reveals one of Essek's longtime fantasies. Essek, of course, is mortified. Caleb, however... Caleb has ideas. M
Reccer says: This fic is so incredibly hot! If overstimulation and embarrassed kinky role play sound like a good time, this will be your cup of tea!
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the ties that bind you hold my heart by LivThael (4330, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Essek takes his time with taking a happily-bound Caleb apart at the seams. There's some talk of some fun things they could do together in the future, too.
Reccer says: It's both hot and sweet! Essek is a very capable Dom here AND Caleb gives HIM aftercare too. This is the first part of a series that only gets hotter from here!
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Pop Quiz by CatgirlTheCrazy (1250, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
It turns out that words like "tentacle" and "tendril" are not interchangeable synonyms, and neither is an accurate term for what an octopus has. Caleb is not allowed to come until he can show that he thoroughly understands this.
Reccer says: Smoking hot tentacle action but it's also funny and just plain weird in the best, most fun way possible
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forever is just the beginning by burningafterdark (burningdarkfire) (3580, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Caleb receives a new book from Essek, with the agreement that Essek can use him however he likes when he’s reading it.
Reccer says: I think the device of the book is very fun, and both of the characters relish the roles they are playing within their game.
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This is one of our weekly communally-generated Shadowgast rec lists. Every week we announce a new theme and allow anyone to submit a fic recommendation. 
And hey, anyone includes you!
Next week, we'll be featuring fanfics featuring Ludinus Da'Leth, Any fics coming to mind? Well, then use this form to submit!
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thevexedvixen · 3 days ago
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What better way to get my mind off of the new job than to draw some gay shit.
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thevexedvixen · 3 days ago
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experiment with wavemother robe 🤓☝️(commission wip)
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thevexedvixen · 9 days ago
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Works in Progress Recs
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This week, we've got nine (nein) works in progress to ring in the new year with! Check them out beneath the cut, and as always (but especially for works in progress) - if you like them, be sure to let the author know!
A Favor Accepted by Samjoinedthereconcorps (211727, General)
Reccer's Content Notes: Graphic Depictions of Violence
Picks up after canon right after the Essek reveal, Essek goes to Rumblecusp with the Mighty Nein and works to earn back their trust. Feelings with Caleb ensue.
Reccer says: The slow burn for the two builds up off of what has been shown in canon but viewed through a Shadowgast lens, making the characterizations feel grounded and accurate. The Mighty Nein dynamic and how the bring Essek into their fold is just great :)
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Re-sublimity by OMGitsgreen (18505, Mature)
Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
What happens when one who should be long dead is suddenly once again in front of you? Their voice, their face, even seemingly their morals and inclinations? A Shadowgast Jupiter Ascending AU, where Caleb while visiting the planet of Roshona with the Nein for spaceship repairs learns his existence itself proves astronomically impossible odds: a true Recurrence.
Reccer says: I'm StreetwiseFool on Ao3. I have ADORED this work for the years since it's latest update. I will adore it evermore. Please give it love, as I yearn for that final chapter. It takes the most fun concepts from the (not so great) film where derives its au plot and makes it SO heartrenchingly shadowgast and spectacular. There's whump, there's affection, all of the Nein are wonderfully done here. Plus I love how they adapted the film's worldbuilding to Exandria's and vice versa. My heart broke in the best way and you can't help but fervently wonder how it'll all play out as you read. I hope the author sees this and knows no matter finished or unfinished I'll love this work forever. I'm stoked for the chance to recommend it.
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Wizard Brunch by RainbowBard (25485, Mature)
Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Essek gets a mysterious message from a stranger asking if he wants to join him for brunch.
Reccer says: I love this. The idea of Essek meeting and hanging out with Gilmore is something that should happen all of the time.
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Fortune's Favor (Fortune's Fools) by Flashhwing (30289, Teen)
Reccer's Content Notes: Choose Not to Warn
Essek gets stuck in the past and meets the M9 while they are still disorganised hot messes. Artagan is along for the ride.
Reccer says: It was probably the first Shadowgast and M9 fic I read and it set the tone.
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the golden thread around your neck whispered visions of my undoing by MarsBar2019 (191412, Explicit)
Reccer's Content Notes: Choose Not to Warn
Caleb Widogast does not belong here.
Reccer says: The best sort of plotty smut.
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Soak me in your sin by witches_chant (12712, Explicit)
Reccer's Content Notes: Dubcon/Consensual Non Consent
When Essek and Caleb confess that they have had secret, slightly exotifying fantasies about each other, they decide to test it out in role-play. The indulgent weekend brings them closer together, and reveals new layers of both their sexuality and darkness.
Reccer says: Delicious cnc rp between Caleb and Essek!
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Cascade Effect by firefright (6867, Teen)
Reccer's Content Notes: Omegaverse
Essek follows the Nein into Aeor, where the already daunting task of saving the world is further complicated by yet another twist in his and Caleb's fractured relationship.
Reccer says: Always here for some good omegaverse! A wonderful take on how Essek and Caleb's relationship has become strained after the exposure of Essek’s lies.
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Temporal Shunt (The Art of Vanishing in Place) by Inanerial (43419, Mature)
Reccer's Content Notes: Graphic Depictions of Violence
Essek struggles with past trauma and his eating disorder
Reccer says: A wonderful look into a possible Thelyss family dynamic that takes into account the religious trauma Essek might have experienced. The food struggle is real and handled very well.
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The Kitchen Sink by mousecookie (17126, Mature)
Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Modern AU - Caleb has many odd jobs, which means he keeps accidentally running into supermodel Essek Thelyss, who is concerned Caleb might be following him (he’s not)
Reccer says: Very cute and scratches multiple ‘modern AU’ tropes at once (coffee shop, superstar, museum curator, etc)
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This is one of our weekly communally-generated shadowgast rec lists. Every week we announce a new theme and allow anyone to submit a fic recommendation. 
And hey, anyone includes you!
Next week, we'll be featuring BDSM!
Any fics coming to mind? Well, then use this form to submit!
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thevexedvixen · 13 days ago
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Suggestion, if it pleases you: Astarion's reaction to Gale in the wavemother's robe?
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(he will indeed be watching, and not just his back, heh)
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thevexedvixen · 16 days ago
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A better future is possible if we have the courage to pave the roads to it. Also libraries are punk as fuck, pass it on.
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thevexedvixen · 16 days ago
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Professor Widogast!
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This week we have professor Widowgast! Check below the cut for eight fics that feature Caleb as a teacher, and don't forget to kudos and comment if you like them
Professor Widogast as Observed By His Third Year Transmutation Class by GoringWriting (25490, Teen) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Exactly what the new Professor of transmutation is like is a mystery. Until now.
Reccer says: Cute!
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Joie de Vivre by RhythmicCicada (3710, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Caleb Widogast's desk in his office at the Academy is good for more than paperwork and sometimes a nice nap. a.k.a Essek wears lingerie and Caleb fucks him on his own desk.
Reccer says: Very interesting subject, and, of course, Hot!
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We are not alone in the dark with our demons by CanaryCry (140032, Mature) Reccer's Content Notes: Graphic Depictions of Violence
After the epilogue there is still a lot of clean up to do. Fixing the scourger program, moving on and finding love and relationships.
Reccer says: The set up with surviving trauma, moving on, Caleb and Beau, Caleb and Essek, Yasha, it's all so good, honestly what's not to like?
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I think of all the education that I’ve missed (but then my homework was never quite like this) by MarsBar2019 (15118, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Essek shows up to one of Caleb's classes in disguise and ends up receiving a more private instruction
Reccer says: Caleb is just so perfect as a teacher and it shines through so well here!
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hold me down, hold me true by Lakrisrot (enheduane) (12600, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Essek teleports into Caleb's home whilst Caleb is out.
Reccer says: Very soft and well-written
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a sort of beacon where there used to be a dull roar by wordonawing (8781, Mature) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
Essek starts living with Caleb after he sustains an injury on the run. Caleb lives in Rexxentrum and works at Soltryce, where some of this fic takes place.
Reccer says: Feels cosy, the shadowgast is very cute
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Judgement & Justice by BurdensOfTomorrow (57477, Mature) Reccer's Content Notes: No Content Notes
All rise for the trial of Trent Ikithon, former Archmage of Civil Influence. Caleb is a professor at The Soltryst Academy and is also active in the trial against Trent Ikithon
Reccer says: This can get pretty heavy but I really like it! It mostly focuses on Caleb and the trial of Trent. I really enjoyed how different it was from most other stories I have read. I thought the author did a great job of getting into the mind of someone going through a major trauma.
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lover, you were made for this by aplusjaybirdie (gemstone_wings) (989, Explicit) Reccer's Content Notes: None
Essek and Caleb have public sex in a park - near Caleb's coworkers
Reccer says: I liked it!
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This is one of our weekly communally-generated shadowgast rec lists. Every week we announce a new theme and allow anyone to submit a fic recommendation. 
And hey, anyone includes you!
Next week, we'll be featuring the eighth edition of WIP fics. Any fic that is a work in progress counts, no matter how long ago it was updated! Any fics coming to mind? Well, then use this form to submit!
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thevexedvixen · 17 days ago
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Merry Christmas and happy holidays! Really wanted to have some Christmas themed stuff up for you guys this year, and I’ve been missing drawing my classic Gale. Also, a little bonus Astarion being unhelpful and teasing his husband in a sticky situation. Let me know what you think! I plan to have the matching Astarion piece up later this week!
Bonus Astarion watching on (PS, the mage hand definitely belongs to him):
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If you’d like to see these in full, check out my Patreon which you can find through the link in my bio. All my NSFW posts are exclusive to my Patreon page.
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thevexedvixen · 17 days ago
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All of the books, except for one signed book in Canada, should have been delivered. To celebrate, here's all the paired sketches I did at the front for people who purchased the option.
I've got a few more books to list after xmas, so maybe there will be a few more of these.
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thevexedvixen · 22 days ago
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Did a few little spicy Shadowgast doodles over @ my Bluesky - follow the link! https://bsky.app/profile/rosemuse.bsky.social/post/3ldlufrnio22f
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thevexedvixen · 27 days ago
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Come on, baby
We better make a start
You better make it soon
Before you break my heart
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thevexedvixen · 30 days ago
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🅃🄸🄼🄴 🅂🅃🄾🄿 🔥
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thevexedvixen · 1 month ago
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T I M E S T O P
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thevexedvixen · 1 month ago
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CW-BDSM
Happy Thirsty Thursday
This week’s prompt was: “do you need to use your safe word, Darling?”
Offscreen-Astarion in strappy leather outfit and heels, gleefully wielding a riding crop.
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Uncropped on patreon
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thevexedvixen · 1 month ago
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Professor Gale Dekarios ❤️‍🔥
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thevexedvixen · 1 month ago
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thevexedvixen · 1 month ago
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Wizard lovers✨️🧡
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