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happy holidays @pruehalliwell! i’m so happy i got to be your secret santa this year; it was such a joy talking to you because frankly we don’t talk all that often to begin with and that’s sad. you’re such a lovely person and i hope you have a wonderful holiday season! love, your gilmore girls secret santa

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Gilmore Girls not getting any Golden Globe nominations 

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happy holidays @wafflegilmore! i love you and i hope you have a wonderful holiday season. you deserve it. love, your unofficial gilmore girls secret santa

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Who in the hell @ Netflix do I have to fight because they had the audacity to intrude in one of the most awaited moments in television history…

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It was always supposed to be Luke.

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Luke can waltz?! Luke can waltz! 

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Still best friends? Still best friends.

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Wow.

I just logged into my tumblr for the first time in years and took a scroll through my personal tag. 

it’s amazing how fundamentally different I feel. Not just in my actions but in my emotions and the way my thoughts expressed themselves. It’s funny to look back and realise how unhappy my lack of focus in studying psychology was making me. You’d think a $20k degree in human behaviour and emotions could have opened my eyes to that. 

It’s interesting that I’m still struggling with the same problems. Still losing the same weight as I get my health back on track, rapidly put on weight during a binge fest then start the process all over again. I still deal with fairly ridiculous levels of anxiety and insecurity, and my thanatophobia is always there in the background on a daily basis. I’m still a wild mix of contradictions; I am the ultimate introvert/extrovert mix. I want to be alone or I want to go out until either of those things actually happen and then I just want the opposite. However, I feel like I have the tools to cope with these curveballs much more gracefully now.   It strikes me though how much I am *happy* now. I feel like I am on a much more stable footing in my dealings with life. I have my own home, Vass and I are married, I changed careers and we are moving into the ‘we made it’ phase of our lives. 

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this is a serious contender for the best thing on YouTube

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