thesaddestpersoniknow

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

“Creo que si es mejor que nos alejemos.”

En un instante murieron años. Después de eso no se podía retroceder. Y que quedó? Promesas vacías, un montón de recuerdos que rompen el alma cada vez, un poco de ropa, fotos, tantas canciones dedicadas y tantas por dedicar, una familia en un futuro que era tuyo, pero ya no era nuestro. Nunca lo fue. Fui tu proceso, tu etapa rebelde, nunca te quedarías conmigo y ya lo sabías. Cual era la maldita necesidad?

-P

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

We’re all struggling. And, in our way, we’re finding a way to deal with it. Some numb their pain, some think they can hide it and just pretend, some try to be distracted. But, at the end of the day, we’re all just feeling a great deal of complicated emotions that we don’t know how to cope with.

We are struggling.

-P

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

My life goal is to become the person I needed when I was younger. And to be that person for others.

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

i was in this same exact position a year ago and i’m still just as sad. i absolutely hate that for me

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

“I want to be with you, it is as simple, and as complicated as that.”

— Charles Bukowski

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

I’m not a good person

Ask anyone who has ever tried to love me

I never could do it quite right

I never thought of anyone at all

I was never capable of love

I was never a good person to love at all

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

Be kind. Almost nobody is having a good time.

“Two things to remember in life: Take care of your thoughts when you are alone, and take care of your words when you are with people.”

— Zig Ziglar

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

i’ve always been too much for people, and when i started internalising it i realised i’m too much for me too

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

I gave you all.

Everything that I had, and what I hadn’t I would find a way. Still it wasn’t enough, I wasn’t enough. I will never be enough for you and you’ll never be worthy of me. I just realized that a little too late

-P

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

Take me to a place where my heart doesn’t hurt so much.

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

Even harder than relationships

friends can break ur heart too

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

Solía llevar tu foto en mi cartera. ¿Recuerdas esos tiempos? Yo los recuerdo…

cuando fingías que aún me querías.

-P

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

July 8th 2021

I need help. I’m desperate. I’m scared and so fucking lonely. I’m an addict, I know what I am, I wanna change it most of the time. But I also wanna keep it with me, its a part of me. But I can’t carry this anymore, I need to do something. Hold on to something, anything that helps me survive. Keep breathing, for them, always.

-P

How am I still alive? I don’t wanna hurt my mom, so I hang on, for her, for them, always for them. Never for myself.

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

Todos los días son iguales, me duelen tantas cosas que ya no las distingo. Drogas y cicatrices, mucha soledad y cansancio. No creo que sea posible que me pueda sentir peor pero no lo dudaría si pasara. Ya no hay más nada que pueda hacer, y no quiero. Me he esforzado tanto por tratar de ser suficiente, por hacerlo bien. La soledad es la única opción y yo, con una tendencia a la autodestrucción, deje de pelear conmigo y me rendí.

Quizás si soy todo lo malo que dicen de mi y solo no lo había notado, y yo aquí queriendo hacerlo mejor, que pendeja. Solita, a fin de cuentas es mi profesión.

-P

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

[thesaddestpersoniknow]

So many times I have died alone in my room