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Quitting my old job at a toxic work place wasn't completely "easy" but I felt good about the choice and felt really good once I actually put in my notice.

Quitting this part time, 2nd job that I LOVE and brings me levels of joy I've never experienced at work is killing me. It's the right choice but it just makes me so sad

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“It’s okay if you want to ask some basic questions or just chat but I’m not interested in dating or romantic relationships”

“So what’s your entire life story? What lead to you being who you are today”

Absolutely not 😂

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Update I sent a generic message back and he wants to meet up now 😭

I had a guy dm on instagram and it’s this really nice message where he talked about meeting me at a con earlier this year but ended up being to nervous to talk to me much

And that he talked with his therapist about regrets for this year and not talking to me was his only true regret of the year

And I want to reply to the dude in a nice way but also a way that makes it clear I’m not looking to date anyone

I legitimately don’t have a problem replying to a guy when he’ll message similar things but almost every single time, it’s just because they want a shot at a romantic relationship with me. I can count on 1 hand the number of men who have private messaged me as strangers and not wanted to get with me.

Surprising one of the ones who ended up respecting my boundary the best was the man who asked me if I’d be interested in doing an “adult film”. At a convention. That my mother attended with me for the first time 😂

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I had a guy dm on instagram and it’s this really nice message where he talked about meeting me at a con earlier this year but ended up being to nervous to talk to me much

And that he talked with his therapist about regrets for this year and not talking to me was his only true regret of the year

And I want to reply to the dude in a nice way but also a way that makes it clear I’m not looking to date anyone

I legitimately don’t have a problem replying to a guy when he’ll message similar things but almost every single time, it’s just because they want a shot at a romantic relationship with me. I can count on 1 hand the number of men who have private messaged me as strangers and not wanted to get with me.

Surprising one of the ones who ended up respecting my boundary the best was the man who asked me if I’d be interested in doing an “adult film”. At a convention. That my mother attended with me for the first time 😂

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With Meta owning some of the most popular social media apps it’s not as fun to complain about instagram or Facebook being down

At least tumblr is still here

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It's my 14 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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I have worked an office job for a decade and have been miserable most of the time. But it pays me just enough to pay my bills and I don’t have to work past 5pm or on weekends

This October I took a part time job at a retail store and love it so much that I’ve crunched the numbers to see if it’d be worth it to leave my office job for retail (it’s not 😞).

It’s literally just a matter of my brain and body not being most productive sitting behind a desk all day doing paperwork.

I thrive with getting to move around and help people in an area I actually have experience with that I enjoy.

Is it still an immense privilege to not have to work some holidays or weekends? Absolutely. But I am unhappy 100% the time I’m at work. And I love the company I work for and the non-toxic environment.

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I keep seeing posts saying how much Lin Manuel Miranda’s absence was felt in the new Moana soundtrack and how people yearn for his music and my brain immediately went:

“they crave that Manuel Miranda”

And realized the “crave that mineral meme” is so old now no one would even understand my poorly executed joke

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I’m sharing here just because it’s not actually important but I still wanted to write it out

I saw the Wicked film and overall loved it but actually did not love Defying Gravity. I think they did too much

It’s such an emotional song and I think the addition of so much action during the song made it disjointed. I would have preferred the action to be more understated with a better focus on the singing

It was almost distracting with how much jumping and flying around there was. It didn’t hit me as emotionally as I thought it would

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It’s hard to explain to people how it works when I’ve become emotionally attached to a character. When I have a character that is “mine”.

It recently happened with Agatha All Along.

Agatha is now one of my “characters special to me” and when I was talking to a couple of people about the show they were asking if I was excited about Wanda possibly coming back and what was going to happen with Billy in the finale.

And I said “I don’t really care about Billy or Wanda, I just want more Agatha”

And their face kinda fell and I had to explain real quick that it wasn’t that I didn’t like the characters, I was just attached to Agatha and looking forward to more of her

And it ended up coming out like

“You know in Twilight when Jacob imprints on Renesme? That’s what happens to me with certain characters. I get attached and want as much content for them as possible”

And they nod like they understand but I’m pretty sure they just think I’m a Wanda hater that’s a little crazy 😂😂

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opening the road!!! vs OpEnInG tHe RoAd!?!?!?

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Explain yourself.

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#totally incorrect quotes (in|sp)

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And now I feel guilty because my mom isn't talking to my gramma

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BE MAD BE SAD BUT DONT U DARE GIVE UP

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I thought listening to Chappell Roan would make me fee better but now I’m sobbing to Pink Pony Club in the car