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- newamsterdamgif on twitter. 

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#a sweet, injured boy

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what do u mean i don’t have a social life I just went grocery shopping with my mom

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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”

— Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms

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first of all, who let me get so emotionally invested in a television show

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me: *is super motivated to do a thing*

literally one second: *passes*

me: *is no longer interested in the thing at all*

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MELODRAMA (2017)

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You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.

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“i don’t know”

it’s been a while since the last time i uploaded. 

i’ve had a lot of ups and downs. i am now at this point of my life where i don’t know what should i do, who should i love, who should i call my friends,. 

i mean, i am happy. i can joke around with my friends, my family, my boyfriend. but when i am alone, it comes the moment where i don’t know what’s going around my mind. 

i.fucking.overthink.everything.and.i.don’t.know.what.to.do.

i would love to meet new people. i am such a nice person, i really am. but somehow i manage to push away everyone i know. 

my boyfriend. i have 2 and a little more years with him and without me thinking, i started pushing him away. i don’t know why. 

my best friends. i love them to death. i really do. and they are not even bad people. it’s just that, sometimes they show me i am not that important to them anymore and my shield goes back up and prepares me from whatever it’s going to come at me. i don’t know why i do that. 

I WANT TO BE FUCKING WORTH IT. I WANT TO BE ENOUGH. I WANT TO LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM. I WANT TO ACT AS I AM WITHOUT A FEAR. 

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i found myself making a video of one of my favorite persons in this world. 

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Long live the Queen. Long live the King.

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Reign Merchandise: http://amzn.to/2aguEAL

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- Lana Del Rey ft. The Weeknd, Lust For Life

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