thepsychoticqueen

[thepsychoticqueen]

#spike all your friends are already looking at the rock

[thepsychoticqueen]

Summary: What would have happened if Spike went to Angel after getting chipped, instead of Buffy? The past and the present collide within, and some memories won't stay buried.

Flashbacks to times long past, abandonment issues, a ton of anger, and angst galore all wait for you inside. Spike still yearns for Angelus, but it's Angel he needs right now.

This is a story of dark and light. There's torture, and pain. But there is also comfort, and warm fuzzy feelings. These boys have a lot of problems to work out, and it's not going to happen quickly. The meaning of a soul, of a demon - as well as the evils of humans and vampires alike, can all be found within. I hope you all enjoy.

More fic information below the line. Happy reading! 🩶

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: Multi, M/M

Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel: the Series

Relationships:

Angel/Spike, Angelus/Spike (BtVS), Angelus/Drusilla (BtVS), Angelus/Darla (BtVS), Drusilla/Spike, Angelus/Drusilla/Spike (BtVS)

Characters:

Spike (BtVS), Angel (BtVS), Winifred "Fred" Burkle, Wesley Wyndam-Pryce, Charles Gunn, Drusilla (BtVS), Darla (AtS), Cordelia Chase, Krevlornswath | Lorne, Maggie Walsh

Additional Tags:

Fanged Four, Hurt Spike, Hurt/Comfort, Flashbacks, Fluff and Angst, Past Torture, Chipped Spike, Aftermath of Torture, Dark, But also fluffy-ish, Mentions of Rape, So much angst, Torture, Psychological Torture, Post-Episode: s04e07 The Initiative, Fluff, Angst, Historical, Somewhat

Language: English

Published: 2016-04-08

Completed: 2016-05-06

Words: 51,095

Chapters: 19/19

Comments: 182

Kudos: 622

Bookmarks: 161

Hits: 19,035