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Love me Noona:JJK

Synposis: he is a strange man. You've thought this since the day you met him. See, there are countless of pretty fresher girls in your college. Some of them so pretty that it made you wonder if he's blind or something. Because despite so many beautiful girls of his age dying to be with him, he wasn't even glancing at them. Why? Because he, Jeon jungkook, the most popular freshman in your college, was interested in you, a boring senior who'd rather die than attend a damn party. So even though he was a strange man, hearing him say "good morning Noona!" became a part of your morning routine.

Genre: Noona romance, smut, fluff, pairing fresh man koo with senior mc,college au

Warnings: smut, older reader, bold koo, tattooed koo, flirty koo, mentions of fight, koo punching someone, raw sex, a little cum play, grinding, yandere koo, a little angst, getting into fight, mentions of blood. Also this is unedited .

A/n: HELLO HELLO LATTE IS HERE MY PEOPLE

Lollll hey thereeee not sure if you remember me or love me noona but here it is, finally completed. I can't log in to my old account anymore because after I changed my phone I forgot to pass that data into my new phone. So I had to copy paste the whole teaser into this account and then write the remaining story 🥲🥲 anywaysss I hope you guys enjoy it and I know it was a longgggg wait and I wonder if you guys even remember it lol but even if you don't I hope you still enjoy it lovies.

And I'll tag the people who wanted to be tagged in this fic! I'm sorry if I can't tag everyone because there were sooo many of you and I'll try to tag as many as I can!! Love you!!

Author's pov

"I can't believe we're getting so many assignments even with the exams coming" yoona grumbled as she angrily typed in her laptop. At this rate the poor laptop will start crying too. Sighing tiredly you made a noise of agreement while rubbing your forehead because of the forming headache. "Mr Kim is cruel" you mumbled taking another sip of your iced coffee as another whine left yoona's lips.

A frown made its way to your face as you realised that you drank the whole cup as the only liquid coming through the straw was a few drops of water of the melting ice. Standing up with another sigh you looked at your equally tired best friend "you want anything? I'm going to the cafe"She immediately nodded and smiled gratefully as she took out her wallet "one hot coffee please. My treat" you hummed with delight, taking her card "thank you" blowing her a kiss you let out a small giggle as she blew one back and turned around. While walking towards the gate of your college,you heard some commotion and looked towards the noise for a second to see people forming a crowd around someone.

Thankfully the line wasn't too long so you were able to come back quickly. Perhaps you were too quick to get back to your seat and finish the damn assignment because one second you could see yoona waving at you and the other second all you could see was greyness and- "oh my-!" you gasped sharply as you collided in a firm chest causing you to stumble back as both the drinks spilled from your hands. Your eyes were clenched shut as you waited for your body to fall on the hard ground but instead you felt muscular arms wrapping around your waist and your hands flew to grip whatever they could.

As you came back in your senses, the first thing you heard was a heart beat, and the next thing you heard was a low chuckle "you okay there?" and the last thing you heard was a raspy voice which sent chills down your spin. Your eyes widened as you hastily stepped back, now noticing that you were in the arms of an unfamiliar man. Feeling a rush of embarrassment you bowed your head "i-im very sorry-" as you looked up, your breath got caught for the second time as your eyes took him in. When you felt his muscular body against yours, you were sure that his face would be on the rougher side. So you were very surprised when you found yourself staring at a pair of big doe eyes and a small bunny smile.

"it's okay. It was my fault too" he raised his eyebrows and for a second you thought you were looking at a small kid. But then you also realised that you had to crane your neck upwards to look at his face properly. Even in his grey t shirt you could see the outlines of his muscles. The way his arms flexed as he raised his hand towards you "jungkook. Jeon jungkook "

You quickly looked away because you're sure he caught you checking him out since there was a small smirk hanging on his lips "y/n. L/n y/n" smiling softly you took his hand, staring at how his hand fully engulfed yours. For a second he didn't leave your hand and kept looking at you but when you cleared your throat, he smiled, his hand leaving yours.

"y/n l/n 3rd year" you looked at him questioningly as he mumbled to himself but then noticed that he was looking at the Id card hanging on your neck "so you're a senior " he mumbled yet again and you wondered if he was talking to himself or you. You were confused when he looked at you with another smirk. The soft doe eyed face completely disappeared and instead you saw mischief in his eyes which seemed to sharpen with his smirk "then...." you hummed smiling at him as you saw a few people looking at you both out of the corner of your eye.

"Good morning Noona. I look forward to getting to know you"

For some reason you wondered if the tilt in his voice was your imagination or not. Because right now he was looking at you with eyes so intense that you felt your heart starting to pound. Fast.

Still, you smiled yet again as you nodded "likewise, jungkook"

~~~

"what the fuck was that" yoona looked at you with wide eyes the moment you sat down. And despite having an idea of what she was talking about, you still looked down at your laptop and said "what was what" yoona leaned back in her seat and smirked "oh don't you play dumb Jasmine. You know full well what I'm talking about. I mean I know you've been single long enough but seriously? Falling into the arms of a stranger is a bit too much-" "shut up" she raised her hands in surrender as you glared at her "it was just an accident. And don't start making up stories in your head. I probably won't even see him again" you mumbled as you resumed typing in your laptop.

Yoona hummed but she wasn't looking at you. She was looking behind you at something. Someone to be specific. "I wouldn't be too sure" she mumbled with a small smile as you looked at her confused "what was that?" "Nothing jas. Finish up I have a class soon" she patted your head as she stood up and collected her things while you nodded and waved her bye. She pinched your cheek before waking past you, leaving you completely oblivious to the popular freshman staring you from his table, completely ignoring the guys talking around him.

You certainly left an impression. And it was kind of hard to not think about you when he smelt like Jasmine the whole day.

~~~

It had been a few days since you saw the bunny teeth guy. While he was certainly very charming, he slipped away from your mind because you were fully bombarded with tests and assignments. So when you suddenly saw him after walking out of your class, you were surprised to say the least. After all you weren't supposed to see him again. There were hundreds of students in this university so the chances of bumping into him again were low.

"Good morning Noona" Jungkook tilted his face with a smile and for a moment you were lost in that cute bunny smile. And then you realised you were staring, again. Yup you are definitely too tired. Giving your head a small shake you smiled up at him "good morning Jungkook. Are you taking this class too?" Now it was Jungkook's turn to stare at you and suddenly you felt a little self conscious. You didn't really look the prettiest this morning. In your haste this morning you just threw on a simple t shirt, a cardigan to protect yourself from the beginning of the chill, and a cotton skirt which came above your ankles. And your hair was in a loose braid. So having a guy this good looking stare at you definitely gave you all the reasons to be self conscious.

But then he suddenly murmured "you remember" you blinked, a little confused as you adjusted your bag over your shoulder. Tote bags are cute but they're also one step away from breaking your shoulder. Jungkook must have noticed the subtle movement because he suddenly pulled your bag from your arm and flung it over his shoulder. Your eyes widened as you tried to take it back "y-you don't have to do that Jungkook, it's fine" for some reason he looked a little too happy. What reason did he have to be all smiley at 9.30 in the morning?

"I owe you a coffee" Jungkook said suddenly as he started walking ahead "huh?" You said dumbly as you followed after him through the busy hallway full of sleep deprived people. "Coffee" he said, looking at you from over his shoulder "you spilled it because of me remember?" Ah yes. That fateful encounter when you first met him by spilling coffee over him. You felt a wave of embarrassment as you walked behind him "I'm so sorry I can pay you for dry cleaning or maybe just give me the jacket if you haven't washed it yet" "of course I washed it Noona" he grinned "it's been a week" now you felt embarrassed for a whole different reason. Of course he must have washed it, he's not a gross person who doesn't wash their clothes for days. This is only your second meeting with him but you feel so embarrassed you'd rather hope that there's no third meeting.

You were a little out of breath as you struggled to catch up with him, his long legs easily eating up a long distance while you were almost jogging to walk beside him. It seemed like he noticed your struggle, because suddenly he was walking a lot slower and it was now easy to walk beside him. You wondered if he slowed his pace so you could walk with him. But maybe you were thinking too much. You tend to do that.

~~~

"Jungkook you don't have to do that" you said for the nth time as you both stood in the line at your favourite coffee shop. "Say your order" he said as you both reached the front, completely ignoring your words while reaching for his wallet. This guy does that a lot. You didn't notice you were pouting as you told the lady on the counter your order and he smirked a little as he handed her his card "Noona" he called you as you both waited for the coffee and you looked up at him, still a little pouty "what" you grumbled but he didn't say anything. He just smiled as he stared at you for a moment and you forgot that he was still holding your bag like it's a priced possession. You were about to ask why he randomly starts staring at you when your name was called "coffee for y/n!" "Coming!" You said as you rushed to the counter and took your coffee before walking back to him.

"were you about to say something?" You asked him as he opened the door for you and shook his head "nothing" you hummed, a little confused but grateful for the coffee. The warm coffee helped soothe your throat which was starting to feel a little sore. "Thanks for the coffee" you said before taking a small sip. "No problem" he smiled down at you as you both walked on the sidewalk when you suddenly realised something "Jungkook" he hummed softly "yes noona?" "What time is it?" He checked the time on his watch and said "it's almost 10:20. why?" Your eyes widened and you snatched your bag from him "I am so late! Thanks for the coffee kook I'll see you later!"

Jungkook was left dumbfounded as he stared at your small form running away and disappearing in the crowd. But a small smile slowly made its way to his lips as he looked up at the clear sky, a sigh leaving his lips as he ran his hand over his face and mumbled "kook....fuck noona"

You left but the scent of Jasmine lingered around him long enough.

~~~

You stood by the door of your class with your arms crossed over your chest, looking up at the boy who is slowly starting to become all too familiar. "What are you doing here?" You squinted your eyes at him while Jungkook simply gave you that cute grin as he handed you a cup of warm coffee and took your bag without any word "good morning Noona" his nose scrunched as he smiled down at you and you melted, again.

Sighing softly, a soft but reluctant smile pulled on your lips as you both started walking to your next class "good morning Jungkook. What are you doing here?" You asked again and for a moment you thought he almost looked... disappointed?

But before you could question it he shrugged and said "you dropped two coffees because of me. So I'm here to give you the second one" you couldn't help the amused smile pulling on your lips. Because yoona was the one who paid for those coffees after all. "Actually it was my friend who-" your words got cut off and you gasped sharply as someone bumped into you, causing the cup in your hand to slip and the warm liquid fell on the floor, some of it falling on your hand too.

You immediately clutched your hand to your chest, your eyes clenching shut for a moment as you felt the burn while Jungkook's eyes widened and because your eyes were closed, you didn't notice the coldness settling in his eyes as he stared at the person who bumped into you "watch where you're fucking going"

Hearing the tilt in his voice, you opened your eyes to see everyone staring at the three of you before your attention was diverted when you saw who had bumped into you. Sehun. He is a third year student as well. Known for being a huge dick.

Sehun's jaw clenched as he stared at Jungkook, both of them the same height "or what kid?" He scoffed and Jungkook's jaw clenched as he stepped towards sehun but before the situation could escalate, you quickly gripped his arm "Jungkook" you whispered, tugging at his arm "stop. It's fine so stop. Everyone is staring" Jungkook stared at the guy for a moment longer, his jaw still set before he looked away, taking your uninjured hand and walking out of the forming crowd with ease, his tall frame easily making way for you while you were left staring at his back as he pulled you out "did I scare you?" He asked, not looking at you and you shook your head "I just don't like it. Fighting and arguing" his response was just a silent nod.

~~~

"it's not that serious" you said again as he kept your burnt hand under the water "shut up Noona" you pouted as his tone changed, signalling he was starting to get irritated "did you just get irritated with me?" Jungkook sighed, looking down at you with soft eyes and you felt yourself getting lost in them again. How could you not when he looked at you like that? Those were the same eyes which were looking at sehun so coldly. He almost looked...scary.

You didn't notice when he wrapped his handkerchief around your hand, didn't notice how he gently rubbed your hand and only heard the soft mummer "you gotta be more careful Noona" you nodded, a bit dazed "okay" you said softly. You couldn't argue with him when he was looking at you with those soft eyes and talking with you in an even softer tone.

And then, his gaze flickered down to your lips which caused you to unconsciously bite your lower lip. His jaw tightened and he looked away, letting go of your hand "let's go. Or we'll both be late for our class" you could only nod dazily as you followed after him, this time not complaining about him taking your bag again.

~~~

In a blink of an eye, almost a whole month passes by like this. Him bringing you coffee before your second class every morning, then taking your bag and walking you to your next class. You often asked him why he did this. And every time he smiled that boyish smile and said "because I like your attention" and every time you would reply "I'm sure you get attention from almost every girl in this university " but he would just reply "but they aren't you"

You wonder what that moment meant. The one which happened almost a month ago. Was that just your imagination? The way his gaze darkened, his jaw clenched. Did you imagine it all? Because after that nothing like that happened again. Every day was the same. Coffee, a little walk, hoping to see him again in the day. Since when did you start hoping to see him?

You wondered why he liked being around you so much. After all you are not that interesting. There are plenty of girls who have a personality which naturally attracts people. You're not one of them. You're just a boring senior who just wants to get this degree and get the hell out of here. You don't go to parties, don't have many friends, there's nothing interesting about you. Heck the only friend you have from your first year here is yoona and for some reason she's decided she doesn't wanna intrude your little walking ritual with this guy who's becoming increasingly popular day by day.

"I'm older than you" you randomly said one day as you sat on his bike, sipping on the coffee he bought you. Your legs swung back and forth as he stared down at you, his own cup in his hand as he said "I know" you tilted your face, watching him curiously "there are girls your age who are probably in love with you" he just shrugged in response "I know" you let out a sigh and shook your head "you're impossible" you mumbled as you sipped your coffee, oblivious to the smirk on his lips. You didn't realise that day that you were the first girl who has ever sat on his bike.

Everyday was the same except today, something was different. Your lips parted as you looked up at him standing there with that same smile and that same coffee order . Except this time, there was a bruise besides his lips, a small cut and a forming red bruise. "What happened?" You asked worriedly, reaching up and grazing the cut with a gentle hand "I got punched" he shrugged and your eyes widened "what?!" Jungkook blinked at your outburst "Noona everyone is staring" you huffed as you grabbed his hand and pulled him away, taking him to an empty classroom.

~~~

"who punched you?" You asked as you gently cleaned the cuts and bruise, your brows furrowed in concentration. He was sitting on a desk while you were standing in between his spread legs and you were acutely aware of his muscular thighs touching yours while his tattooed arms rested on his side, his eyes looking up at you which seemed a little sharper than usual.

"sehun" he mumbled and you gasped "what? Why?" You asked sharply, accidentally applying too much pressure on his wound and he winced a little "ouch noona" you immediately gentled your touch, apologising softly "I'm sorry does it hurt too much?" He nodded but it was a lie. Honestly all it did was sting a little. He's been hit worse. Sehun is fucking weak. But he didn't mind hiding the truth because of the way you were fussing over him. Atleast he managed to get your concern.

"why did he hit you kook?" Ah...there it was again. He tried to hold back a smile as he mumbled "cause I got in his way" you took a deep breath, wanting to go and punch that asshole right at this moment "please tell me you punched him back harder" you grumbled as you finished cleaning the wound while Jungkook simply shook his head "I didn't"

You blinked, very confused and a little irritated too as you looked at him "why? You should have! He deserves it" you scoff as you applied ointment on the cut under his lips "cause you said you don't like fights" your hand froze and your gaze slowly met his as you whispered "what?" Jungkook's hand gently wrapped around your wrist, giving it a soft squeeze before his thumb rubbed on your pulse point "you said you don't like fights." He mumbled "so I couldn't punch him back"

For some reason your heart clenched as you stared in his eyes which seemed to look at you like you were the most important thing in his world. And it scared you. You don't know why but it made you feel anxious.

"you could heal me" he murmured, his free hand coming up and gently pushing your hair back from your shoulder as you whispered "how?" He stared at you silently for what felt like hours, his gaze hard and intense. And then the last thing he said before crushing his lips on you was "by loving me"

Jungkook kissed you like he was a starved man. He kissed you until you were out of breath. He kissed you until your knees buckled and you had to hold onto him so you wouldn't fall. He kissed you until you felt like you were melting in his arms. It wasn't a gentle kiss. It was rough and fast and hard and it left your lips red and bruised. When he finally pulled back, you found yourself pinned on the desk where he was sitting a few moments ago. You have no idea how you found yourself in this position. But here you were, lying on the desk with him on top of you.

"love me Noona" he mumbled, kissing your forehead, then your nose, then your jaw, until his kisses lowered down to your neck and you couldn't stop the soft moans leaving your lips as his lips sucked a particular area on your neck "Jungkook" you whimpered softly, your fingers tangling in his hair as his teeth grazed over the mark he left on you and his left hand squeezed your thigh gently as he came back up to your lips "love me Noona" he repeated, his forehead leaning against yours as you both breathed heavily "only on one condition" you whispered and he smiled that bunny smile which you've been falling for since the day he showed up in front of your class. "Anything" he said, nuzzling his nose in the column of your neck and you cupped his face to make him look at you "you will punch sehun twice as hard when you see him again" you said, your fingers gently grazing his jaw and a cocky smirk hung on his lips which made your already pounding heart pound even faster "as you wish" a rough chuckle left his lips before he kissed you again.

~~~

It was all in a frenzy. When he pulled you out of the classroom with his marks all over your neck, when he took your bag from you as always, when he gently set his helmet over your head and closed it securely, when he hopped on his bike and held your hand to help you get on the back, and when he sped out of the university.

You held onto him tightly, your face pressed on his back and your hands stayed wrapped around his torso. And whenever he felt your grip loosening, his squeezed your hands with one his hand, silently telling you not to let go. And you won't.

When you reached his apartment building and got off the bike, he removed the helmet from your head and the way he stared at you, those usually doe eyes now darkened with lust, you couldn't stop the whimper escaping your lips. And the moment you entered his house, your back hit the door as he kissed you again, his tall frame towering over your shorter one as your arms wrapped around his neck and his tongue met yours.

A shaky gasp left your lips as he gripped one of your legs and hiked it up, a breathy moan leaving your lips as you felt his hardness pressing straight over your clothed pussy. Low groans left his lips as his hips rocked against yours and it felt too good. God it felt so good that you weren't even embarrassed of the sounds you were making. You never imagined that such sounds will leave your lips but here you were. "Jungkook" you whimpered, your head falling against the door and exposing your neck to his hungry lips as he continued grinding against you "fuck y/n" he growled, sucking and biting all over your delicate skin and you felt your heart skip a beat. This was the first time he called you by your name.

~~~

Jungkook felt like his head was spinning. His senses were surrounded by the scent of Jasmine. Wherever he touched you, wherever he bit you, all he could smell was Jasmine. Now he understood why your friend called you that. And it suited you, it really did. You were really like Jasmine. Soft, pure, untouched. He wanted to get lost into you. He wanted to drown into you and never rise again even if it meant it was his last day in this fucked up world.

He didn't realise when it started. At first it was just simple curiosity. He was merely curious since you never reached out to him after the day you first met. He knows that if it was anyone else, they would have just found an excuse to see him every other day. But he was convinced that you had forgotten about him already. So to just satisfy his curiosity, he decided to meet you and fucking hell all it did was make him even more curious.

He started to like being around you. You were so sweet and soft and gentle. All he knows is that he suddenly started to want more of you. Was he in love with you? No atleast not at that time. But it was something much darker than just a crush. No, it was the need to see you everyday but also the need to stay away just so he wouldn't scare you away. It was the need to nuzzle his face in your neck just so he could smell more of that sweet scent which always seemed to surround you. It was that need to gauge out the eyes of any guy who looked at you the wrong way. And it was kind of hard to control himself when there were many of them. It was the need to bury his fingers in your long locks and pull your head back until you were crying out in pain and pleasure. It was the need to remove those glasses which hid your big eyes. It was that need to touch your body which seemed to be made for him. Yes your body was made to be worshipped.

He realised that now as he undressed you as gently as he could, laid you on his bed as gently as he could. He wasn't a gentle man but as you looked up at him with those soft, trusting eyes, he didn't want to be anything but gentle. Your body was a temple. And only he could worship it. He realised that as his hands roamed over your softness. Over every dip and curve.

It was that need to hear you cry out in pleasure. It was that need to fill you up until you were left sated and satisfied. He would do anything for you. He realised that as he buried his face in between your soft thighs. Fuck those thighs. so soft and supple like they were made to be grabbed by him. And oh those sounds that left your lips, he could come undone just by your voice. He ate you out as if you were his last meal. A sound of approval leaving his lips as you threw your legs over his shoulders and your thighs locked his head in between them.

"Jungkook!" Your cry was muffled as you buried your face in the pillow which smelled like him, your fingers tugged his hair and your free hand gripped the sheets so tight that your knuckles were turning white. His mouth didn't stop it's ministrations as he gently took your hand which gripped the sheets and held it in his hand, letting you squeeze as hard as you wanted to.

"I got you sweetheart" he murmured as he pushed his tongue inside your pussy, groaning at the sweet taste and the groans sent vibrations straight to your clit causing your mouth to hang open as your thighs clenched around him "that's it Noona" he gently bit your clit before sucking it hard "cum for me" and that you did. You came so hard it felt like you blacked out a bit. Your legs shook violently as he lapped at everything you gave him until you were left withering and shaking.

Oh how did he manage to get so lucky? He would never know. He didn't think he deserved you. You were far too good for him, far too sweet, far too pure. And all he wanted to do was ruin you. He wanted to ruin you and he wanted to save you. He wanted to take you to the heights of pleasure where the only name you remembered was his. He wanted to be the one who catches you whenever you fall. He wanted to ruin every life which would threaten yours. Fucking hell he was obsessed.

He realised that as he pushed his throbbing cock inside of your warm pussy. All he could hear was your sweet voice moaning his name as he fucked you with slow and deep thrusts, until he couldn't take it anymore. A deep groan left his lips as he pushed your legs up to your chest and pounded inside you hard. His one hand slipped in between your bodies and rubbed your clit as he fucked you deep and hard.

He fucked you until silent tears of pleasure were leaving your eyes. He fucked you until your mouth hung open and a string of saliva dripped into his pillow as your back arched and your eyes rolled into the back of your head. Then without a warning, you came again.And he followed soon after, pulling out just as his cock shot ropes and ropes of hot cum all over your stomach, a long and low moan leaving his lips as his balls emptied before he fell on top of you. You gladly accepted the weight, feelings warm and safe and protected.

And the only thing you heard before passing out was a soft whisper "love me Noona"

~~~

You smiled at something yoona said as you both swayed to the music while Jungkook watched you from the bar. His eyes filled with a fondness which he was getting used to. You looked so beautiful. You were wearing a sleeveless black dress which was all shimmery and it hugged your curves in all the right places. It only came to mid thighs, highlighting your perfect legs as you danced with your best friend and your hair seemed to sway with the music as well. Fuck you are so perfect.

Suddenly you said something to yoona as you handed her your drink and yoona nodded, blowing you a kiss. Your eyes met his and you smiled at him from the distance as you mouthed "washroom" he nodded and winked at you, causing you to blush and yoona to giggle as you stepped out of the dance floor.

He sighed, smiling to himself as he took another sip of his beer. "You know this is the first party she came to" yoona told him as she came to the bar for some water "that so?" Jungkook mumbled as he looked in the direction of the washroom. You were taking too long. "Yupp" yoona said and giggled as her date for the night kisses her neck "tell jas that I went home first please" she yelled over the music before she was swept away. Jungkook nodded before he walked towards the washroom to check up on you.

And then he heard your voice "let go of me!" His heart clenched with fear when he heard that and he slammed open the door of the washroom, his gaze darkening with a cold fury as he saw the scene in front of him. Sehun. Of course it's that bastard. He was holding your arm tight enough to leave a bruise and his jaw clenched when your eyes met. A low growl left his lips when he saw the tears in your eyes as you saw him and he walked towards you in two strides. By the second stride, his hand was gripping the back of sehun's shirt and pulling him away from you roughly.

Sehun had no time to react before Jungkook punched him straight in his nose and you whimpered, your eyes clenching shut as you heard the sickening crack of a bone breaking.

"got permission this time, shithead" Jungkook snarled as he got on top of sehun and kept punching him until he was left unconscious and you had to hold his arm and pull him back as much as you could "Jungkook stop!" You yelled "enough!" Jungkook was breathing heavily as he allowed you to pull him back. You hugged his arm so he wouldn't start beating him up again. You were surprised,to say the least. You never expected him to act like this. The sweet and flirty Jungkook that you had gotten so used to? He was nowhere to be found as you saw him beating sehun up.

Jungkook let out a harsh breath as he turned to you and cupped your face, gently wiping your tears as you looked up at him with your bottom lip trembling. "Are you okay? Did he hurt you?" He asked roughly and you shook your head, burying your face in his chest "I'm fine can we please go home?" Your voice came out small and shaky and he forced himself to calm down and nodded "of course" he mumbled, kissing the top of your head.

You watched him as he washed his hands, washing away the blood on his knuckles while Sehun's friends took him away as quickly as they could. No one wanted to deal with Jungkook right now. They were all older than him but he looked like he could kill someone right now.

After he dried off his hands, he wrapped his arm around your shoulder and guided you out of the washroom and through the crowded bar. Due to the loud music no one had noticed the fight.

~~~

Once you both reached his flat, you cleaned his bruised knuckles and covered them with bandages, avoiding his eyes but he made you look at him "Noona" he mumbled, cupping your face, desperate to look in your eyes "are you scared of me? Please don't be scared of me-" "I'm not" you said softly as he leaned his forehead against yours "I'm not scared of you koo" he let out a shaky breath "I'm sorry I just couldn't control myself when I saw what he was about to do" his jaw clenched as he wrapped his arms around your waist and held you close to him. "I won't let anyone hurt you y/n" you knew that.

But you don't know why you got chills every time he called you by your name. Maybe it was because of how rarely he used your name, only calling you by nicknames or Noona. Maybe because of the way he said it. Like a dark promise, like it was the only name which mattered to him, like he would do anything for this name.

But when he told you that he would do anything for you, you believed him. You know that he will do anything for you.

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Anything.

After all, all he wanted from you was your love. Everything else? He'll take care of it. All you have to do is love him.

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Oh my god I read all of your stories and......I am in love with all of them.....I will be hoping to read more of them i absolutely love your writings~ <3

Oh my gosh thank you so much loveee 💖 I'm so happy to know that you enjoyed my silly little stories and don't worry I'll post something new soon!! Have a great day or night <3

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I really like your work and I look forward to the rest of your work.....؛)

Thank you so much lovie 💖 I'll be sure to post something soon I swear 🥹

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hello! just recently discovered your work and i really love your writing style!! ^^

Hi there! Welcome to my silly little blog, I'm so happy that you enjoy my work! 💖 Thank you so much my love 💕

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Just want to say your writing is just so SCRUMPTIOUS

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Your beauty and my lust: Dazai Osamu

Synopsis : when he couldn't stop himself and his mind wandered to your delicate skin and soft curves.

Genre/Warnings: ada dazai, masturbation, fluff, mature themes

Author's pov

Sex was a common thing for dazai. When once in a while he wanted someone else's touch and needed a quick relief, he'd just flirt his way inside a woman's heart and her body. But it was just sex and nothing more. Some women were okay with it and some weren't. Not that he cared as it only ended up with him getting kicked out. And when there was a mutual choice, he'd leave after satisfying both himself and his partner for the night. No cuddles or soft love making. Just rough and quick and dirty sex which in most cases, left his partners in wanting more. But he didn't care about them.

That wasn't the case when it came to you. The new and shy member of the armed detective agency. Now dazai admits that he likes all women but the day he saw you for the first time, he felt his heart flutter for the very first time. And that was a new feeling for him. So at first he tried to keep his distance from you. Yes, he's talk to you normally and reply kindly whenever you asked him something or just greeted him after coming to work but he didn't try to make any moves on you.

He didn't flirt with you like he flirts with every other woman and he didn't act like a crackhead like he does around kunikida. Of course you weren't aware of his usual nature because you were new at the agency but sometimes he found himself acting like his real self rather than that annoying coworker who'd jump in a lake the moment he sees one.

So no matter how many times he tried to keep his distance from you, it never worked because the moment you look up at him with that sweet smile and those beautiful soft eyes, he felt his heart melt. More than once, he caught himself staring at you as you worked or talked to any other member. When you'd walk towards yosano's clinic to tell her something, his eyes would be caught staring at the gentle sway of your hips, your soft curves as you'd bend down to pick something off the floor, or when his eyes would soften as he'd watch you laugh and smile at something kenji said. He noticed that you were fond of the younger members despite not knowing them since too long.

No one noticed when he stopped flirting with every woman he sees. No one noticed when he stopped asking women to commit double suicide with him. Of course Ranpo was the first person to notice that the former executive has feelings for his new coworker. But he didn't say anything and just watched as dazai handled you so gently, the hand that once held a gun and killed countless people was the same hand that was now gently pressed against the small of your back as you slipped on a stray piece of paper lying on the floor.

Ranpo watched as your feelings for the former executive grew by the day as well. He noticed your shy smile and your timid steps as you gave dazai a cute little paper bag which had a small box of cookies in it. He noticed how shyly you told dazai that you had made the cookies yourself and that you wanted him to try some. It was so obvious, Ranpo thought as he munched on his snacks and watched his coworkers acting like fools in love.

It was snowing one night and you and dazai were walking home together. You didn't notice when he gently guided you to the inner side of the side walk and walked besides you on the outer side because you were too busy telling him about the new case that you handled Alone for the first time. You were dressed snuggly in your pale blue winter coat But you were a little worried that dazai's trench coat was too thin for the snowy weather so you took out your warm scarf from your bag and looked up at him shyly as you both walked side by side.

"dazai san?" you said softly, a soft blush rose on your cheeks when he looked down at you with eyes swirling with emotions "yes angel?" he grinned when he saw your blush deepen and your eyes widened at the nickname despite him calling you that multiple times. "u-umm" you stutured slightly out of shyness but he waited patiently for you to finish your sentence, only looking at you with soft eyes "y-you look a little cold so would you like my scarf?" you say shyly as you extend your scarf towards him.

His eyes widened for a moment before he grinned softly and nodded, despite not feeling cold. But instead of taking the scarf, he stopped walking and leaned down, looking at you expectantly "care to help me doll?" your eyes widened once again as you blushed profusely and nodded silently while raising your hands by his neck and gently tie the scarf around his neck. You smiled softly as he leaned back to his full height and pulled the scarf over his nose. You didn't notice his eyes darkening when your scent wrapped around his senses because you were already walking ahead.

You waved at him before entering your dorm and he sighed, groaning softly as he walked in his dorm and closed the door behind him,forgetting to lock it because his mind was hazing with lust. He let out a small grunt as he took off his coat and sat on his futon before taking off your scarf. He was going to place it on the table before his moments halted and he slowly raised the scarf towards his nose and inhaled deeply, his eyes falling shut as he smelled the jasmine perfume that you always wear.

A low groan left his lips when he felt his cock throbbing in his pants and his breathing got heavier by the second. He had stopped sleeping around after realising his feelings for you. You were precious. Too precious for someone who is tainted like him. But he couldn't help it as his mind wandered to thoughts that he wouldn't dare say out loud. He breathed heavily as he fell back on his futon and unbuttoned his shirt, feeling a little too hot. He fumbled with his zipper and pulled down his boxers just enough to tug his hardened cock out. A deep grunt left his lips as he pressed your scarf firmly against his nose and inhaled deeply as his hand palmed his cock.

"fuck" he groaned, squeezing his cock tightly before he spat on his hand and rubbed his saliva over his cock to make his movements smoother and faster. Heavy pants left his lips as he sniffed your scarf again and his pace increased, his toes curling up and feet pressing against the futon as he jerked himself off. His movements quick and desperate as images of your soft curves and gentle voice clouded his mind.

You smiled softly at the thought of seeing him again as you knocked on his door, his key in your hand. You had found it earlier today lying by his desk and picked it up thinking you will give it to him later. But then it completely slipped your mind and you just found it in your dress's pocket. Thinking he must be trying to find it, you decided to give it to him now as you knocked again. Your brows furrowed when you didn't hear any reply and a small seed of concern settled inside you because he'd always answer after one knock. You knew he wouldn't be asleep because you both just got home a few minutes ago after all.

"dazai san?" you knocked again, the worry growing inside you when no reply came. Hesitating for a moment, you tried to open his door, a little surprised that it wasn't locked. "dazai san, I'm coming in!" you called out as you entered his dorm but again, no reply. After taking off your shoes you walked in to see his living room empty other than a few half empty bottles of sake on the table. He wasn't in the kitchen either so you walked towards his bedroom and raised your hand to knock but you froze when you heard a low moan "nghh.... fuck y/n It feels so good" your eyes widened and your cheeks flushed when you heard the deep moan of your name. You should leave, you know that. Maybe you heard wrong, yes that must be the case.

You know you should leave but with the door slightly ajar, you couldn't help but peek a little and heat curled in the pit of your stomach when you saw him. He was laying on his back, his legs sprawled out as his large hand worked up and down his cock which was covered in pre cum. His shirt was completely unbuttoned , revealing his bandaged chest and his hair were sticking to his forehead as he panted heavily. Your eyes widened when you a familiar scarf lying by his face and You felt yourself getting wetter by the second as you saw him pressing his nose in your scraf and breathing in deeply as he squeezed his cock tightly. your cheeks flushed even more as you felt your arousal sticking to your panties,causing you to unconsciously press your thighs together.

Oh it was so wrong. You should leave, you should leave but it was as if your feet were stuck to the floor as your eyes watched his movements, your body heating up as you gripped your dress. A soft whimper left your lips when another sultry moan of your name left his lips and you felt yourself gushing as his movements quickened and his abdomen clenched "hah- god y/n I'm so close" his eyes rolled back and his face pressed against the pillow and mouth hung open in a deep groan of your name as his cock spurtled out ropes and ropes of hot cum.

Your panties were ruined, you could feel the wetness of your arousal and it was a little uncomfortable. But you couldn't move from your spot as he breathed heavily, covering his eyes with an arm as he laid there, trying to catch his breath. Just as you were about to force yourself to move, a raspy chuckle left his lips "how long are you gonna hide there, doll?" you gasped softly and clamped your mouth shut as you felt embarrassment and shame filling inside you.

He groaned softly as he sat up, not bothering to dress himself as he tilted his head and looked at the ajar door with a lazy smirk "come here y/n" the way he said your name, it was enough to make you follow his command and you walked in shyly, trying to avoid eye contact with him. He chuckled and pulled you down on his lap, his smile widening when he watched you squirm and blush profusely "i-im so sorry-" you were cut off and a soft whimper left your lips when he suddenly pressed his lips on yours in a deep kiss.

"need you angel" he murmured, smiling softly as you kissed him back as he laid you gently on his futon. His hands trembling as he made sure to be gentle while sliding off your dress as you looked up at him with soft eyes filled with trust and adoration and lust.

Dazai Osamu is not a gentle man. But when it comes to you, he doesn't want to be anything but gentle.

And for the context, he noticed you the moment you entered his dorm.

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insane men covered in blood. you agree. reblog.

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I'm so happy you liked it! ^^ and don't we all need a man like him?

The devil's darling : Osamu Dazai

Synposis : with your first visit to the port mafia's headquarters, you see the other side of your lover. The one that he never showed you before. It was as if you suddenly remembered that he wasn't just your sweet boyfriend . He was also the most feared man in Yokohama. He was also the youngest boss of the criminal organisation, the port mafia.

Genre/ warnings: port mafia boss dazai, fluff, angst, mentions of blood, knife, mentions of getting stabbed, slightly suggestive

A/n: this story doesn't follow the original beast au storyline. In fact I won't even call it beast au because everything else is same other than dazai being the boss.

Author's pov

You hummed a soft tune as you walked around the huge office, lightly touching the art piece that hung on the wall in fear of damaging it somehow. Now you know you just shouldn't touch the delicate art work but you couldn't help yourself. If you find something fascinating then you just need to feel it once. And you also know that your boyfriend wouldn't blink an eye even if the art piece got damaged. He's more than capable of buying a few hundreds of the same piece if he wants but you'd rather live without the guilt of ruining it.

Deciding that you should probably stop touching it, you took a step back, opting to admire it from a distance. "sweetheart" you perked up at the sound of his voice and turned around, your lips curling up in a soft smile as your eyes met. "hmm?" you hummed silently asking him to continue.

Dazai placed the papers he was going through down on his desk, looking at you with soft eyes "are you feeling bored, my love?" he mumbled and you quickly shook your head. Well you admit that you were starting to feel a tiny bit bored with him silently working on some papers but you didn't want to disturb him so you opted to look around his office to pass some time. You know he's a busy man so you cherished every moment with him that you can spend in comfortable silence.

He looked at you silently for a moment before pushing his chair back slightly and extending a hand towards you "come here angel" your smile widened and you skipped towards him, placing your hand on his. A small smile tugged on his lips as he pulled you on his lap, kissing your wrist when you cupped his face with soft hands.

He hummed raspily when you leaned forward to press a quick kiss on his lips, his one arm wrapping around your waist while the other tucked your hair behind your ear "hey samu" you whispered against his lips before pulling back, giggling when his lips chased yours "hey angel" he mumbled pulling you in another kiss "you know I can tell when you're getting bored, sweetheart. You keep looking at the clock every now and then."

You scrunched your nose smiling sheepishly. Of course he'd catch on "okay I am feeling a little bored but it's fine. Your office is so big I'm sure I'll find something interesting in here" you said tucking a side of his hair behind his hair. You love it when he tucks his hair behind his ear. He hums as his hand slips inside your shirt, lightly caressing your bare waist "do you want to go back home? I can call a car for you -" before he could finish his sentence, you cut him off quickly shaking your head "no no I'm fine. I want to stay here with you. I can wait until you finish your work and we can go home together " you paused before adding "b-but I can go back if I'm disturbing you"

He tched pulling you closer "nonsense. You're never disturbing me, angel. I'm happy that you're here. I was asking in case you wanted to go back" you smiled at that, kissing his nose "then we'll go back together" he smiled softly with his hand going to the back of your neck. Pulling you towards him, his lips brushed against your forehead before he pressed his lips on yours in a deep kiss. Your eyes fluttered shut as you wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him back softly.

At the same time, someone knocked on the door and you pulled back startled, going to get up but dazai didn't let you. You looked at him surprised when his grip around your waist tightened and he held you firmly on his lap while someone entered the room "boss" Nakahara Chuuya's voice sounded in the room and you turned your head to see chuuya standing there with his head bowed and his one hand holding his hat against his chest "they've been taken care of as you asked" who was taken care of? You'll never know and you don't even want to know.

You were just here to spend some time with your lover "good. Now chuuya, you've come right in time" chuuya looked up, silently asking dazai to give him his next orders "see, this is the first time my sweet girl has visited the headquarters and she's started to feel bored so would you mind giving her a tour around the building while I finish my work?" you looked at dazai surprised while chuuya nodded "of course not. I'd be happy to" "samu" you whispered tugging his coat slightly to make him look at you "I'm fine staying here" dazai smiled, running his thumb across your bottom lip "I know your curious little brain is dying to look around the building, sweetheart. So go with chuuya and I promise I'll be done by the time you come back. Then we'll go home"

You hummed thinking for a moment before nodding and looking at him with a smile. He raised an eyebrow when he recognized the mischievous glint in your doe eyes . You bite his thumb lightly, giggling softly when you saw his eyes darken a shade before getting off of his lap and pressing a kiss on his forehead "then I'll see you later Samu" he hummed, squeezing your hip and watched as you turned around and started walking towards the door.

You said a small thank you to chuuya as he held the door open for you and turned around one last time to wave at dazai, smiling as he waved back. You fiddled with your fingers awkwardly as you both passed by the multiple guards whose jobs were to guard the boss's office. Each one bowed towards you and you almost told them to stop bowing so much. You weren't used to it, unlike dazai who wouldn't even glance at them.

The long walk towards the elevator was silent with chuuya walking besides you in a respectful distance. You'd seen him many times before. You're aware that he's dazai's right hand man so you've seen him besides dazai multiple times but you've never talked to him properly so you were a little scared that the whole time will be spent in awkward silence.

So when you both reached the elevator and he pressed the button, you finally decided to break the silence "I hope I'm not disturbing you while you're busy, nakahara san" Chuuya's gaze snapped at you and his smile made you feel a little at ease "of course not, y/n San. I could actually use a little walk right now too. And please just call me chuuya" you nodded smiling softly as you both stepped in the elevator, now feeling more relaxed.

"is there anything you'd like to see first?" chuuya asked before pressing any button. You shook your head and he nodded "then we'll start floor by floor" the moment You both stepped out of the elevator, you were suddenly aware of the many eyes on you and it made you feel very, very uncomfortable. It was like every person in the floor was staring at you and judging you.

Your gaze fell on the floor and you whispered to chuuya "is it just me or is everyone staring?" chuuya kept his eyes ahead, chuckling softly. He didn't need to look around the room to see what everyone was looking at. "don't worry. This is the first time the mafia is seeing their boss's partner. That's why they're all staring. They don't mean any harm" even though he said that, he still looked around the room once with his eyes cold and stern. And once was enough to make all the men look away.

You didn't notice when people stopped staring at you because you were already busy looking around the huge place. There were so many long hallways and even more doors that you were sure you'd get lost in here if you wander around alone. Every person around you stepped back as you walked past them. But thankfully you were distracted enough to pay them no mind.

"this is the security room" chuuya said stopping in front of a black door before opening it. You hummed leaning forward on your tiptoes to look at the dark room. The only light in there being the many monitors that showed each and every part of this building. "you can go inside" chuuya smiled as your eyes widened "I can?" he nodded "of course you can" he held the door open for you but before you could take a single step in, the men sitting inside were already standing up and bowing a full 90°. Ah they must have probably seen you with dazai through the cameras when you had entered the building. Your eyes widened even more and you hastily said "p-please continue your work!" before looking at chuuya who nodded chuckling softly and closed the door.

"let's not go inside any room from now" you look at him sheepishly and he nodded "as you wish" you had a feeling he was trying to be polite by now laughing at you.

The next half hour went by a blur. Walking around the building, with him showing you the various rooms. You actually managed to see the inside of their training room because it had glass doors instead of the black wooden ones. From the outside you could see various types of guns hanging on a wall and many men training. And After only seeing men on every floor, you were surprised and very happy to see a girl outside the training room. She was wearing a mask so you couldn't see her face but before you could stop yourself, you waved at her with an excited smile. Your smile softened when you saw her eyes widen for a moment before she shyly waved at you and bowed before entering the room.

"that was Gin" chuuya said as you both walked towards the elevator "gin?" you looked at him and he nodded "Gin akutagawa. She is Ryunosuke's sister" your eyes widen in recognition "I didn't know he has a sister. They seem completely opposite of each other " you smiled at the image of the two siblings "they are" chuuya replied shortly.

After walking around the building for another 10 minutes, you were starting to feel tired. You've been walking around since 40 minutes but there are still places left to see. It seems like chuuya noticed your pace getting slower and stopped before turning around and looking at you "are you feeling tired, y/n San?" you smiled slightly and nodded "a little" ''would you like some water?" chuuya asked pressing the button on his ear piece and you nodded again "yes some water would be great. Thank you" he gestured for you to follow him "this is the resting area. You can rest here for a while and then I can take you back to the boss's office" he told you before saying something in his ear piece.

You wanted to tell him that you were fine and that you can continue the tour but before you could say anything, you both heard a commotion from nearby. Chuuya's gaze snapped towards the voices and he looked at you for a second "please wait here for me y/n San. I'll be back in a second" you know that you're safe here. This building literally belongs to your boyfriend and all these men work for him. But still the idea of being left alone in between all these new faces made you a little uncomfortable so you shook your head and stood up "I'll come with you" he nodded and got in front of you. All this time he was walking besides you so you were confused as to why he suddenly got in front of you "I'd like You to stay behind me" all the warmth in his voice had disappeared and you recognized the coldness in his voice. You've heard it before when he's doing his job as dazai's bodyguard and second in command.

You followed him as he walked towards the direction where the voices were growing louder and louder, until you both reached what looked like a room made for holding different types of weapons. You peeked around chuuya to see a small group of men standing at the center of the room but your eyes widened when you saw him "dazai?" you whispered, a smile blooming on your face but it soon dropped when chuuya growled "what the fuck are you doing?" you realised that the words weren't directed to dazai but the man standing in front of him.

"y/n San don't come any closer" chuuya said without looking at you and rushed by dazai's side. Your nervousnsess seemed to grow when you sensed the tense atmosphere in the room. Dazai looked calm at once glance but if you looked closely you could see the coldness in his eyes as he raised a single hand "chuuya. Stand back" Chuuya's jaw clenched but he didn't argue and stood a step behind dazai.

"now" a shiver ran down your spin when his lips tugged up in a smile. Not the smile that he gives you. But a cold and humorless one. "why don't you continue?" his voice was calm when he spoke to the man in front of him and only then did you look at the unknown man. While dazai looked as calm as ever, the man in front of him seemed to be shaking with fear. You looked at dazai nervously when he took a step ahead, causing the man to step back "you were saying something weren't you? Cat caught your tongue?" his lips pulled up in a smirk and there was almost a pleasant glint in his eyes when the man opened his mouth to say something "you're crazy" he sneered causing an empty laugh to slip past dazai's lips "oh really? I wouldn't have known until you told me"

Suddenly your eyes caught the movement of the man's hand and your eyes widened when you noticed the shine of a knife in his belt. For some reason the only thing going in your mind was that you had to take dazai out of here. So your legs started moving before you could even comprehend it and you were already running towards him. The man stumbled back when you got in between him and dazai and you breathed shakily reaching up to cup his face "samu" you whispered, your thumb rubbing his cheek softly. You didn't know what you were feeling when his gaze fell on you. That cold and empty gaze looked at you for a moment before a smile pulled up on his lips. But that wasn't the same smile he gave you almost an hour ago. That smile was full of love and warmth but this one lacked both of those emotions.

Chuuya had pulled his gun out the moment you stepped in but you were too busy trying to find your dazai to notice that. Your eyes searched his and you felt his hand gracing your waist in a light, feathery touch. And then as you continued looking in his eyes, trying to find the same warmth, you realised with a sinking feeling that you weren't looking at your lover right now. You were looking at the most feared man in the city.

"sweetheart" he mumbled, his fingers digging in your skin slightly with his voice void of an emotion. He always calls you that so why did it feel so different right now? "go back to my office. I'll be there soon" he wasn't asking you. He was telling you to go back. But that didn't stop you from shaking your head. You needed to get him out of here. "come with me" you whispered with pleading eyes, gripping his coat and hoping that your dazai would come back.

Before he could say anything, you heard chuuya yell "oi!" and all of a sudden, your were in dazai's arms. His arm was wrapped around your waist tightly and you were pulled in his chest. Your heart was pounding when you looked up, noticing that every man standing in this room were pointing their gun at the man who was arguing with dazai. "d-dazai?" you called him turning your head back and a fearful gasp left your lips when you saw dazai gripping the sharp end of the knife with his bare hand. The knife that was inches away from touching you. You looked up at him, tears filling your eyes when you saw the blood dripping from his hand while the man holding the knife stumbled back with wide eyes "samu y-your hand-" he shushed you softly. Placing a hand on the back of your head, he pulled you in so that your face was hidden in his chest. Once he was sure that your vision was blocked, he kissed your head and mumbled the words that only you could hear "those pretty eyes were only made to look at beautiful things, angel. Not at these worthless and pathetic beings"

Because your vision was blocked, you couldn't see him flipping the knife around in his injured hand. But you heard the blood curdling scream that left that man's mouth when dazai raised his hand and stabbed straight above the man's heart. Your eyes widened and your hands trembled as you gripped his coat tightly at the same time another scream echoed the walls.

A cruel smile lifted dazai's lips as he twisted the knife in the man's flesh. His smile widening at the screams and cries of help. "you know" he mused digging the knife deeper "I would have loved to hear you talk, had you not made the mistake of thinking you could get away after trying to hurt my love" with that he pulled the knife out only to stab him again. A small whimper left your lips when you heard another scream. The one that caught your lover's attention even with all the screams and cries. It was as if your voice snapped him back from his deranged haze. He dropped the knife and looked at chuuya who nodded, ordering a few men to take away the body.

He rubbed the back of your head with his uninjured hand, mumbling "don't look back angel. I want you to only look at me. Do you understand?" your reply was a small nod as you slowly pulled back and looked up with teary eyes . His jaw clenched at the sight but he didn't said anything and wrapped an arm around your shoulder, walking towards the elevator. The whole way towards his office, you didn't say anything but your bottom lip trembled when your eyes caught the sight of his bloodied hand hanging by his side. Chuuya took a different elevator and followed you both at a distance as dazai guided you back to his office.

As you entered the room, you turned around and looked at chuuya, your voice coming out shaky "c-can I get a wet towel and a first aid kit please? " "right away" chuuya replied and you saw him speaking something in his ear piece just as the door fully closed. You didn't say anything as you took his good hand and guided him towards his desk but you felt his eyes on you the whole time. When a knock sounded, you rushed towards the door and opened it to find chuuya standing there with the things you asked for. Taking the kit and the small basket of wet towels from his hands, you whispered a small thank you and turned around not waiting for his reply.

Still chuuya nodded as the door fully closed, and he turned around, standing there on guard with his hands clasped behind him "no one is allowed to enter this floor until I say so" every guard in the hallway nodded before passing the order in their ear pieces.

You found dazai leaned against his desk, watching you silently as you stood in between his legs, holding his injured hand gingerly and started cleaning the blood off of it. He didn't as much as blink an eye but you felt your own getting teary when you saw the blood staining the whole towel. You exhaled shakily, treating the wound as gently as you could all the while avoiding his eyes.

He observed you silently. His sharp eyes not missing a single detail from your shaky hands to you avoiding looking at him. His looked away for a moment, his voice coming out eerily calm "are you scared of me?" your movements halted and you finally looked at him. Again, his face seemed calm but you didn't miss the subtle tense in his jaw and the many emotions swirling in his eyes. Holding his uninjured hand for a moment, you said "I'm not scared of you, Osamu" his gaze fell on you and he gently squeezed your hand "then why are you avoiding me?" he asked quietly and you looked down again, resuming yout work "i-i'm not'' you both know that was a lie.

Placing his pointer finger under your chin, he tilted your face up, mumbling "look at me angel" you were trying to avoid his eyes to stop yourself from crying. You didn't want to appear so weak in front of him but you couldn't help it. A single tear ran down your cheek and dazai pulled you to him swiftly, wrapping an arm around your shaking form "i-im sorry" you whimpered burying your face in his chest while dazai's brows furrowed "why are you apologizing? You've done nothing wrong sweetheart" he whispered, his hold around you tightening as he pressed multiple kisses on your head "y/n please don't cry" he buried his face in your hair, exhaling the sweet fragrance of your shampoo "y-you got hurt because of me" you pulled back slightly to look at him and wiped your tears, a smile almost pulling on your lips when you saw the visible confusion on his face "what do you mean I got hurt because of you?" his honey eyes stared in your own as he patiently waited for you to finish your sentence.

"well" you looked down "i-i feel like if I hadn't come in between, then you wouldn't have gotten hurt. It was silly of me. Chuuya and everyone else wouldn't have let you get hurt even if that man had tried to attack you. But because I came in between.." you trailed off fiddling with the buttons of his coat. He tched shaking his head with a small sigh and made you look at him "angel I didn't get hurt because of you. That shit head was thinking about swinging his little knife at me before you were there too" your eyes widened at his words "y-you knew he was thinking about hurting you?" a raspy chuckle left his lips as he nodded, taking your hand and pressing soft kisses on your fingers "of course I did" he mumbled "then why didn't you move away? O-or-" he cut you off with a small smile "because thinking and doing are two different things, doll. He was thinking about it. He wanted to do it but he couldn't. He didn't have the guts to stab the boss so he decided to be a fucking coward and tried to hurt you thinking he'd have a chance to escape" his eyes darkened at the last sentence and his arms wrapped around your form, pulling you in his deep embrace again.

You hugged him back, noticing all the tension leaving his body as he relaxed against you. His voice much more soft now "you didn't hurt me angel. You'll never hurt me. So stop worrying that pretty little head, you hear me?" you nodded pressing a soft kiss on his jaw "Samu?" he hummed nuzzling his face in your neck causing you to giggle softly as you placed one hand on his shoulder while the other stayed wrapped around him "what did that man do? Y-you looked angry when I got there" you asked hesitantly not knowing if he'll even answer it or not. He has told you many times before that the less you know, the safer you will be. But there are only rare times when dazai truly gets angry. So you couldn't help yourself but ask.

He sighed tiredly and pulled back a little to cup your face with one hand "we found out that there were a few spies in the mafia" your eyes widened at that "chuuya had managed to find every one of them expect one person" "you knew that man was the spy?" he nodded looking proud at how quick you catch on "I had my doubts but I didn't want to risk him running away so I stayed quiet until my doubts were cleared. When he saw me he got flustered and you know a flustered human will always make mistakes. He didn't have any chance of escaping so he started babbling nonsense" he didn't want to tell you that the nonsense he was speaking, included you. He was already planning on how to make him see hell on earth but you gave him a quick death by coming in between. He wasn't mad at you about it. If anything, it made him realise the difference between you and him once again. While he's out here killing people, you're saving them without even knowing. And a quick death wasn't known as a punishment in his books.

He noticed you've gone quiet again as you absentmindedly played with the locks of his hair "sweetheart" you looked at him questioningly, his hands a little desperate as he pulled you in "tell me I didn't scare you" you smiled softly cupping his face and leaned forward until your lips brushed against his "I'm not scared of you, Samu. You didn't scare me. I was just a little... I can't find the right word for it but I'm not scared of you" he looked at you quietly for a moment before exhaling and pulling you back in his arms "I love you" he mumbled kissing the side of your head and you smiled "I love you too samu"

After a few moments of him holding you, you turned around in his arms so that your back was pressed against his chest and his one arm was wrapped around your waist . He watched you silently as you gently cradled his bandaged hand close to your chest "does it hurt?" you whispered and he could only manage a small shake of his head as he felt his heart skipping a beat when you raised his hand to your lips and pressed a soft kiss on his knuckles.

He knows what you were feeling. The emotion you couldn't name and neither could he to be honest. He was damaged since the early age of 14 so blood and gore didn't have any effect on him. Catching and punishing spies wasn't any surprise either. But this was the first time you, his precious angel witnessed something like this. And he was mad at himself for every letting you see something like this. When he was walking you to his office, he was convinced that he had scared you. That you will start hating him after seeing the side of him that he desperately wanted to hide. That this morning was the last time he was able to see your sweet smile. So imagine how he must have felt when you still welcomed him with open arms. When you still kissed him and heard him and held him with that smile and gentle warmth.

As he saw you softly caressing his injured hand, he wondered how you can treat him with the same love and affection after witnessing his true side. Holding you again was another thing. He was terrified that he won't ever be able to see you and your warm smile again. It scared him more than he expected. And this was the first time his expectations had gone wrong but he was so glad they did went wrong. Because he fell for you all over again. He loved you a little more than yesterday and he held you just a little tighter as you kissed his cheek, asking if you both can go home now.

Home. He never thought he would have a place that he could call home but here he was, letting you decorate his lifeless penthouse with your yellow cushions and curtains and flower pots and what not.

Smiling softly, he nodded, holding you just for a second more before pressing a deep kiss on your lips.

"let's go home, sweetheart"

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theprettywriter · 2 years ago

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The devil's darling : Osamu Dazai

Genre/ warnings: port mafia boss dazai, fluff, angst, mentions of blood, knife, mentions of getting stabbed, slightly suggestive

A/n: this story doesn't follow the original beast au storyline. In fact I won't even call it beast au because everything else is same other than dazai being the boss.

Author's pov

"let's not go inside any room from now" you look at him sheepishly and he nodded "as you wish" you had a feeling he was trying to be polite by now laughing at you.

Home. He never thought he would have a place that he could call home but here he was, letting you decorate his lifeless penthouse with your yellow cushions and curtains and flower pots and what not.

Smiling softly, he nodded, holding you just for a second more before pressing a deep kiss on your lips.

"let's go home, sweetheart"

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theprettywriter · 2 years ago

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His lovely love : Osamu Dazai

Dazai loves you a lot. He loves you so much but he never expected the possibility of you getting hurt in any way. Because he will always stand between you and the harm. But he realised that you could get hurt when he wasn't around. And safe to say that the sight of you injured was his least favorite one.

Warnings : fluff, a little angst, minor injury

Author's pov

It was another peaceful day for you and another lazy day at work for dazai. The day started like usual. You waking up from your alarm, wrapped up in dazai's arms, your back pressed against his chest while he slept with his face buried in your hair and his arms wrapped around your waist tightly. You had turned around in his arms and buried your face in his chest to ignore the reality for a few more minutes and stay in the arms of your lover who hummed raspily and held you tighter.

Sleep was like a guest for dazai which only came once in a while. But there were times like these when he'd fall asleep so quickly, in your warmth and gentle touch that seemed to lull him into a sweet slumber. It was times like this when he felt safe and loved. And seeing your face the first thing in the morning after walking up was the highlight of his day.

A small part of him whispered to him that the day started a little too perfect. When the night before you had drifted off to sleep in his arms, he had watched you for a while with eyes containing softness only for you. In the morning when he woke up to find you softly tracing mindless patterns on his bandaged chest, he let out a small sigh of relief. Relief of what exactly? He didn't quite know. Maybe the relief of waking up next to you. Or maybe the relief of you walking in his life like a light to his darkness.

When you quietly whispered for him to wake up, or he'd get late to work, he only mumbled something In response before pulling you back in his arms. And when he woke up half an hour later by the smell of food, he didn't bother to wear a shirt and walked out of his room in some sweatpants. When he found you in his small kitchen wearing just his shirt that was a little too big on you, that small part of him whispered again that the day was too perfect. But he decided to ignore it when you turned around and looked at him with the smile that brightened his whole life. He ignored it when you skipped towards him and stood on your tiptoes to kiss his cheek. But even when you were on your tiptoes he still had to lean his head down a little for you to shower him with morning affection.

The same part whispered again that his life seemed too good to be true when you walked with him towards the door to give him a goodbye kiss before he went to work. When he turned around after wearing his shoes, you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him down a little to give him a soft kiss. His own arms wrapped around your waist and a small sigh left him as he kissed you back with the softness which was for your eyes only.

He decided to ignore that irritating whisper again as he watched you waving at him with a soft smile, telling him to be safe and come back home soon.

Home.

He never realized when his small dorm became his home. Maybe it became home after you came in his life. Maybe you made it a home with your small plants and colourful curtains and pillows and many photo frames containing pictures of you and him and you both with the agency members. But most of all, you turned his lifeless dorm into a home with your love.

It was another lazy day at work for dazai. Today kunikida had forced him to go on a case with Ranpo. It's not like it made much of a difference though. Because of course Ranpo San cracked the case in less than 10 seconds. The only part where he was needed was to nullify the culprit's ability with his own. So for most of the time he absentmindedly looked at the sky, wondering what you might be doing. Maybe you were curled up on the arm chair that he bought for you to read your little fantasy books comfortably. Or maybe you were tinkering around the kitchen for some sweets. He smiled softly when an image of you caught red handed with a mouth full of chocolates at 2 in the morning came to his mind.

He has lost counts of how many times he's caught you in the kitchen in the middle of the night when you thought that he was asleep and sneaked out of bed for some goodies. But you sometimes forget that even if he was in the deepest slumber, he'd still wake up in a second if he senses any movement around him. His mind was always sharp but it has become sharper since you moved in with him. He knows that you're safe with him but he can't help staying alert even in the rare times he falls asleep.

His trail of thoughts broke when his phone rang and he smiled looking at the caller ID "yes atsushi kun. If it's another case then tell kunikida kun that I'll be-" his words halted and his smile dropped when he processed atsushi's words "dazai san,can you come back to the agency? y/n San is hurt-" he didn't hear the rest of the sentence because he was already running towards the nearest taxi standing.

The only thing going in mind were the three words that he never wanted to hear

'y/n San is hurt'

His heart dropped as every worst possible scenario came in his mind. What happened? How did you get hurt? You were safe in his dorm. Nothing can happen to you as long as you're there. So what happened? Did someone break in? Did one of his enemies hurt you to get back at him? Did someone from the port mafia-

His eyes widened. Did mori took you to get him to join the mafia again? His jaw clenched as he felt a rush of fury inside him.

You jumped slightly when the door of yosano's clinic bursted open and your eyes widened when you saw dazai panting heavily. "Osamu? Are you okay? -" you didn't get a chance to finish your sentence because in a second dazai was by your side and you were in his arms. You could hear his heart pounding as he held you tightly, his body shaking as he pressed multiple kisses on your head mumbling "you're okay. Thank god you're okay"

You wrapped your arms around him and buried your face in his chest "I'm okay Samu. I'm completely fine. Calm down" you whisper squeezing him once. He didn't respond but a second later, pulled back and cupped your cheeks. His jaw tight and his voice hoarse "what happened? " he whispered, his eyes darkening when he saw your bandaged forehead and ankle "how did this happen?" he asked again, this time with a certain calmness in his voice.

You could still feel his hands shaking as you smiled sheepishly "i-i came here to surprise you but I had a little accident on the way" his eyes narrowed "what accident y/n?" ah yes. You know he's serious when he calls you by your name. You avoid his eyes and before you could speak, yosano's voice sounded in the room "seems like she was a little too excited to surprise you. Twisted her ankle and fell on the stairs head first. Atsushi found her bleeding and bought her here. Poor boy looked like he was the one who needed treatment with the way he was crying" she snickered as atsushi entered the room "it's not my fault. The first thing i see after coming to work is y/n San on the stairs with her head bleeding. Of course I'd panic" you could hear the pout in atsushi's voice which causes you to giggle slightly but your smile dropped when you noticed dazai looking at you with a blank face.

You cup his face softly whispering "I'm sorry I wasn't careful" he didn't reply, instead sighed and looked away for a second "you could've gotten seriously hurt" he mumbled holding your wrist and kissing the palm of your hand softly "but I didn't" you smile kissing his jaw "I'm fine. Just a little scratch " you look at him sheepishly when he looked down at your bandaged ankle before looking at you with narrowed eyes "doesn't look like a little scratch to me, love" you smiled at the nickname. At least he wasn't mad anymore. "I'm sorry I made your favorite food and wanted to surprise you at lunch but the elevator wasn't working so I took the stairs and I guess I didn't realize how fast I was running " you pout kissing his nose "forgive me please? I promise I'll be more careful from now on"

He kept looking at you for a moment before sighing and taking you in his arms "you better be" he mumbled kissing your forehead gently as to not hurt you. You nod before giggling softly "Samu?'' he hummed rubbing the back of your head "we're matching now" you laughed when he pulled back and looked at you questiongly for a moment before his eyes filled with recognition and he shook his head "you don't need to match with me on this, angel. I like seeing you without these" he murmured caressing your bandaged forehead gently. You huff Hugging him again "now stop being so serious with me. You're gonna have to carry me home today" finally his lips curved up in a smile "I'll carry you everywhere you have to go as long as you want me to. And no running up the stairs anymore" you nodded holding his hand "yes sir"

He chuckled kissing you softly "is this how you feel dealing with me everyday? " you smile against his lips "good thing you know now"

"not to interrupt you guys or anything but dazai? " your eyes widened and you pulled back immediately. God you had forgotten you were still at the agency. Dazai grinned at the redness on your cheeks and glanced at yosano "hmm?" "weren't you with ranpo San? Where is he? "

"......."

"Samu?"

"......i think I forgot him there"

"Samu! "

"what?! It's not my fault. I almost had a heart attack when atsushi told me you were hurt! "

"atsushi go and find Ranpo San immediately!" atsushi's eyes widened before he nodded rushing out of the door "y-yes kunikida San! "

Meanwhile,

"hey you fancy hat" chuuya moved his hat from his eyes and looked at the source of the voice with bored eyes "oh? You're that detective " chuuya mumbled raising an eyebrow "what do you want? " Ranpo pouted crossing his arms over his chest "help me go back to the agency. I can't find any taxi" "hah?! "

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