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it's so sad that as 23 yr old i'm so fascinated by cute things bc when i was younger i refused all the "girly" toys and colors bc i thought they were stupid and made me look weak, but now when i show to someone my appreciation for these things they think i'm immature or just weird 💭</3 like pls my childhood was stolen by internalized misogyny

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mada.exe

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by noeinoey

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still deciding between these two wallpapers, idk which is more fitting for autumn

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hi

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1998 axia hello kitty MD74

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People aren't made to work. we should just be hanging out

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my mom used to put me to sleep this way 🥺god this brought back some deep memories

cred to timmy the chonk on tiktok

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if i was a bug i would find you every lifetime just to die in your drink

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how to spend an august afternoon in love

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Makoto Kagoshima

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being an older sibling is like. you've never known a life without me. mom yelled at me and it taught her she never wanted to yell at you. I painted my room purple and grey and then you did too. we live in the same house but I haven't spoken to you in months. I don't know your favorite color. I saw it was going to rain so I picked you up from school on my way home so your books wouldn't get wet. i was so worried when you woke up sick when you were three. you don't remember being sick. mom and dad made their worst mistakes with me and I'm glad they didn't make them with you. I'm doing everything for the first time so you won't be in the dark. I don't know any of your friend's names anymore. I used to know them all. if something happens to mom and dad you won't have to worry because everything will fall to me. you don't like to be home alone but even if you don't see me just knowing I'm there makes you feel better. at least that's what mom told me. you still give me jars to open for you because you can't quite get them. I only see you during dinner. i'd never even think about missing one of your concerts. I stand at the counter when I eat and now you do, too. when offered a selection of books you picked the same one I did when i was your age. I'm terrified you compare yourself to me. I love you. I don't know if you like me. I want you to. mom says dinner's ready

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ppl with english as first language will never understand the hatred from listening to songs in your language because it just sounds cringe and goofy but once u grow up from that phase your third eye opens

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tag game feat. musical divination. put your music library on shuffle and the first song that comes up shows what makes you attractive as a person and the second song shows what your red flag is. tag with your results 🎲🤍

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this book website gives you the first page of a random book without the title or author so that you can read it with no preconceptions!!! great for discovering new recs