themosttraumatizedguyever

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

me, reading my own incomplete writing : *gasp* and then what happened?

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

screaming, crying, throwing up, as I force myself to write a story i'm very passionate about and love writing and have no obligation to write except that i want to

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

"you should be at the club" I should be working on my fanfic

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

*me, checking my own AO3 account to see if I have posted any new fic I’ve been waiting for yet*

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

Readers let me go a full calendar year without telling me I left an editors not in a posted chapter?! JAIL! Jail for 1000 years!

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

do you ever re-read your own wips like 'damn the bitch that wrote this oughta finish it'

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

Ao3 version that lets you open the 'director's cut' where I, the author, explain every detail in excruciating detail to you and what it is in reference to.

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

Please remember your favorite writers are attention whores with a praise kink, they need validation to survive. Feed them comments and reblogs to save a life.

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

i wish we could expand the definition of characters having a "parent/child relationship" (platonic connotation) to the nastier parts of parenting: the projection, the control, the invasions of privacy, the entitlement, the codependency that sours into mutual bitterness because the relationship is unbreakable and fragile at once. I want to see two unrelated characters have the kind of perversely needy animosity generally reserved for a lonely, angry mother and her kids... i want to see two characters who never once knew each other as kids play out the dynamics of an inheritance of misfortune otherwise reserved by fathers for their children

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

there's something about amoral manipulative little masterminds who are constrained only by their intense fealty to a person of high(er) morals that's just. chef's kiss. so good

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

he makes me so happy and so profoundly sad at the same time

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

“oh yes, i am very reasonable and normal about this subject!!”

*proceeds to mass reblog any related content*

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

Guys you’re not gonna believe who updated their fic