themosttraumatizedguyever

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

whatever dude i dont even look that tormented mostly

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

you COMMENT on fic? you comment on the story like it's worth something? oh! oh! love for reader! love for reader for One Thousand Years!!!!

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the fanfiction in my head is soooo good wish you guys could see this

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“writing fanfics is something I do in my free time for fun. I will not treat it like a job and will instead treat it like a hobby because that’s what it is.”

also how it feels being a fanfic writer:

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Me? Stalling updating my fic because I’m nervous about it’s reception?? It’s more likely than you think

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Hi! Hi! ^^ I love your fic "Heart of Stone". Read it several times already and I'm wondering if you are going to continue it?

Hi! That’s nice to hear <3 yes I am gonna continue it, chapter 8 is almost done, I’m just slow (^_^;)

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

going crazy over characters who see themselves as weapons finally meeting someone who sees past their blade. who looks at their hands drenched in blood and asks "what is wrong?" instead of "what did you do?". because that person knows that the blood on their hands never came from them, that being a weapon means that there is always a wielder. that they are not responsible for being kept sharp. that it isn't their fault they were never given a scabbard.

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submissive in the way a livestock guardian dog is submissive to the sheep it kills wolves for

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would he fucking say that? let's investigate.

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

Ao3 version that lets you open the 'director's cut' where I, the author, explain every detail in excruciating detail to you and what it is in reference to.

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What if you wanted to write a fic and everyone wanted you to write the fic and the fic itself wants to be written, but then you could not write it. Wouldn’t that be fucked up?

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*kills you & resurrects u* *kills you & resurrects u* *kills you & resurrects u* *kills you & re

[themosttraumatizedguyever]

wonder how old he was when he got that scar

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spinning him in my mind a bit