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I just received my mystery Halloween commission from @valkblue and I couldn't be happier because it is Heinrix ❤️ and he looks great. I also love the pose and the fitting background. Thank you so much again for this great and awesome surprise 💜

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This game has gotten in my head again. Not complaining. This image entered my head last night and refused to leave until it was realised.

So here's an iconoclast sandwiched between two dogmatic hotties

*bites lip*

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Thinkin bout space. And magic. And loading screen tips for a game about space magic.

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thanks Holy and @theevilscribbler!! writing's been slow but here's what we've got --

Heinrix lingered behind, but there was something pinched and impatient in his expression – he kept half-turned toward the door like he was about to leave. “Is there anything else you still need to do with your biomancy?” “No, Magos Haneumann already administered the counter-agent and at this point the medicae can do more for you than I can.” “Then go. Investigate. Interrogate some people. I appreciate you staying” – she squeezed his hand for emphasis – “but the best thing you can do for me is to figure out who did this.”

Tagging @lorraineofcominantes @pycnolite @maggotknight @gravelorded!!

Last six lines

I was tagged ages ago by @vossn but I had nothing to share but with the next chapter done her are the last six lines written:

“No. Just hold me. Hold me and tell me everything will be fine.” Heinrix clasped her tighter still. His heartbeat thrummed in her ear. The warmth of his embrace rekindled the ember in her chest, and its heat spread along her limbs. With every shared breath her splintered heart mended. Like a diligent craftsman, Heinrix reassembled it with every stroke of his hand. Every whisper added another tiny part. Every brush of his lips against her skin gave it another jagged piece back. It was far from being whole, yet it would heal with time and care. “Everything will fall into place, my love.”

I'm tagging @holylustration @pheedraws @pallysuune @vitanithepure @jaal-ama-daravv @hazelderiva

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I’m making some very slow progress with them XD

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IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 

❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞

❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞

❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞

❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞

❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞

❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞

❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞

❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞

❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞

❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞

❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞

❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞

❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 

❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞

❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞

❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞

❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞

❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞

❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞

❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞

❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞

❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞

❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞

❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞

❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞

❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞

❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞

❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞

❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞

❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞

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[WIP] breaking the chains of duty all by yourself, handsome?

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Another WIP from the illustration I'm struggling with.

And I have a heavy moral choice for you!! So, shall I give esteemed interrogator Van Calox a smoothie, or no? Which one do you choose? Either way he'll have fun :D

(And Pasqual won't have fun, because laypeople around are so hopeless...)

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Crossover with a Pathfinder Heinrix - Abadar's angel

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I keep thinking about how lonely Heinrix must feel.

It basically is enough to tell him if he feels lonely he can come to RT to have a conversation and it starts the romance path. Just a bit of kindness and he starts to fall.

He tells us he was working alone in the Expanse - and while we do not get a clear answer in game, it seems to have been a couple of years at least, traveling through the expanse in the hunt for the cult, setting up his agents and spy network.

As Interrogator and Psyker he isn't going to win popularity contests. You have people afraid of him, maybe hating and dispising him for his job and what he is and what he stands for. He can't really trust anyone, enemies could be everywhere. If someone is nice to him, it could just be a ploy to get close to him to hurt him or to use him.

He uses different approaches to get people to work with him - torture or gifts. People are a resource he has to work with. I think if a gift would work for everyone he would prefer it but some people require other incentives. It is another part of his duty and there is no other way for him - this is why he is still alive (allowed to live as psyker). There is only duty for him.

I can imagine after all these years / decades as Interrogator he automatically analyzes people he meet. We see it in his banter with the companions, how observant he is. He might also categorize them as how useful they are (look at his banter / comments regarding Kibellah who he would like to recruit for the Ordo).

He also has the burden of secrets he has to carry - we see it in game how he is reluctant to share information. He scolds himself when he hesitates in act 4 to talk about Emelina for example.

Keeping people at distance is to keep himself and the other safe - he says himself in act 4, it isn't the first and likely not the last time he gets someone killed who was close to him. And in Commorragh he says that dealings with agents of the golden throne bring people in danger.

I know some people think he also used seduction but for me this does not fit to him at all - I would expect him to be smoother in this case and not as he said himself - not used to courteous small talk. He has noble origin, he knows the rituals, can dance... (unofficial information from his writer) but he is not used to talk nice apparently. Not to mention the way he invites RT to the date. And the way he is longing for even simple touches.

While RT can be a friend or even romanced, he only really has Cassia as friend and to some part perhaps, Argenta.

He doesn't seem to have much friendly interaction with the other acolytes as well - Tanakia and Aishara mock and insult him and while he seems to value Achilleas, Marazhai comments that Achilleas feared him "...so much".

This leaves only mostly Emelina (as far as we know) who was kind and good to him, being a mentor, playing regicide with him and teaching him the skills he needed to survive (and likely that he used to help RT as well). And we know how this ends...

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If you are taking requests, may I request a Heinrix?

sure

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horror timeloop game where an entire group gets timelooped and have to work together to break out but realize in horror after a really good loop that one of them no longer remembers any of the progress made and now does the same thing every loop. they have to get out individually. they cant escape together. making progress means reducing the amount of people you have with you

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HERESY!!!!!

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Sketch commission for @cawyden-gaming

Dynamic pose here we go! Had tons of fun on this and really challenged myself! thanx to @velcroni for being my reference for the falling lord commander!

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Inquisitor Nightmare

when heinrix hears about my decisions

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End it with bad ass inquisitor

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Floating Across Water

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love them ~