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[theisa8]

A poem inspired by SEVENTEEN'S Vocal unit's song 'Habit'

The view of you with someone else breaks me.

Not like you did when you left me in pieces.

It’s hard to act like I can keep it all together when I see you okay.

I want to see you having a hard time, like I am.

I also want to act okay, after all that you have done.

I miss the way my lips curved when calling out your name, it now feels like a habit.

Lying under the tip of my tongue, about how I want to let all our memories slip away.

Though I’m laughing with someone else, my mind is always directed to you.

I feel like a fool, knowing you already have someone else and yet here I am– thinking that you may still come home to me.

A habit of calling out your name, feels like a stuck memory I want to get out of.

There are so many words I want to tell you, now that you’re gone.

I just wish I could laugh with you like how I did back then.

I wish you could realize how much I miss you back– how much I want to embrace you. I want to tell you that.

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OMG!! heyy! Gab here, I'm here to let you know that I'm working on a seventeen au (specifically jeonghan x oc)! Oh and, DM me on discord (writingmythoughts#0017) for a look at my other works and for story commissions ;) That's all, thanks!

[theisa8]

Gamer! Micah Yujin x GN! Reader

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— ‘ Insomnia’

[ • Word count: 1,026 words • ]

Prideful and slightly toxic Micah AU

Warning: | angst, smut, blowjobs, m! Masturbations |

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It was quite late and you still could feel your boyfriend awake, you knew he was still sitting on his chair and hacking, gaming and all that shit. You were tired of it— all he was focused on was his priorities,, but it feels like you aren’t part of his priorities anymore.

You try to give him affection and yet he just pushes you to the side like you are no one special to him, it hurts but he doesn’t need to realize that. He’s a whiny bastard who understands people’s feelings quickly but never realizes how he makes them feel,, he can be stupid sometimes.

Sometimes when you try to tell what you feel to him he would just push you off and let his pride get the best of him, it’s honestly tiring.

After all that you have done for him, he would be repaying you like this? You tolerated it at first, but it slowly started to get to you— you felt powerless once you both start arguing about somewhat a ‘stupid little thing’. He could insult you; but you couldn’t insult him, his pride genuinely couldn’t take it.

A few minutes later… you fell back asleep, you were in between ‘reality’ and the ‘alternative universe’ since you know people say that your dreams are things that happen in an alternative universe— but back to the point,, you were in between reality and fantasy then you suddenly heard a groan.

Somewhat sounded like… Micah? You slowly opened your eyes to see a 🧱 up Micah stroking himself,, you were taken aback from what you were seeing but you noticed him looking back at you when you suddenly glued you eyes shut.

‘Was he… touching himself to me?��� you thought to yourself, minutes later he started saying names— and guess what? He was moaning your name,, “Ha… Angel.. Hah fuck~” he moaned your name under his breath— and not gonna lie that turned you on.

You could feel yourself getting turned on to the sound of him touching himself to you, it sounded like music to your ears.

You suddenly felt him stand up and you felt his hands wonder your body,, he first touched your face, then he moved to your neck, chest, waist, hips, and so on. You honestly wasn’t expecting a turn of events especially on how your guys’s relationship was turning toxic. You thought that he felt nothing towards you anymore, but I guess you were wrong.

A few minutes later, after him practically exploring every inch of your body you felt his cock rub against your inner thighs— you were startled with the following actions that he just made. But not surprised enough to underestimate him to ever do anything like that, but all you know is throughout your whole relationship not anything this sexual has ever happened between the both of you.

After that you felt his arms snake around your waist and he pulled you closer to him, minutes has passed by after it and you almost fell asleep— again…. BUT, THE MICAH YUJIN STRIKES AGAIN….! He started to shake you awake saying he was needy for your touch, for your affection.

You knew what to do, you slowly went down and starting stroking his cock, and after A LOT of stroking, you ended up putting him inside your mouth. You slid him in your mouth slowly, yet impatiently.

You can hear him moaning, the poor dude was practically crying— though the fun hasn’t even started.

A few moments after, you stopped sucking on him and slid back up to stand up to his level— your face is now on the same level as Micah’s face. You started kissing him softly and passionately,, he grabbed on the back of your neck and pulled you closer to him; and he slid his tongue in your mouth deeper as he explored your mouth, his other hand soon wondered around parts of your bodies. He started massaging your chest and teasing on your nipples, you felt helpless under his touch— you moaned in between the sloppy kiss you both shared.

After a lot if teasing,and kissing you decided to jerk him off again which caught him off guard, your pace became faster and faster as seconds passed by. He was making sweet noises as reply to you jerking him off, his breathy moans filled the silent room. The more faster you go the mire gets close to cumming, which excites you. 50 minutes has passed since the room was filled with silence, it felt like time flew in a blink of an eye. You soon got used to the tirn of events and you started enjoying it because you knew you wouldn’t always see the sight of your boyfriend drowning in pleasure… and it’s because of you, you’re the reason he was in so much pleasure during the time.

It was already 4:44 AM when you both already fell asleep in each others comfort. You loved seeing a side of your boyfriend you don’t always see, it was enjoyable.

You woke up to check the time on your phone, and to your surprise it was already 8 AM and you couldn’t find your boyfriend in bed.

You hurriedly got out of bed and searched the house for your boyfriend and you found him watching the movie you both loved when you two started dating. Moments passed and it seems like he still doesn’t notice you, soon later he does see you standing there staring at him with a blank expression when he finally spoke which woke you up from fantasy,, “Hey Angel?” he spoke with his sweet voice “Uh- Y-yeah? Sorry, I was just zoning out” you replied with a shy yet awkward smile, your face was so red and you were flustered as fuck since you zoned out in front of your boyfriend.. and you were staring right at him in the process.

He said it’s fine and called you over to him and he grabbed your hand and pulled you to sit on his lap, you both ended up cuddling and eating whilst watching your guys favorite movie.

A/N: OKAY THIS TOOK ME NOT SO LONG FOR SOME REASON AND YES WRITER GAB IS INFACT BACK YALLS,, SORRY FOR THE DELAY… MY WRITER SELF HAD NO IDEA ON WHAT TO WRITE SO HE LEFT FOR A WHILE, BUT NOTHING TO WORRY ABT NOW SINCE HE IS BACKK!! I WELCOMED BACK WRITER GAB BY WRITING A MICAH X READER THING AND I ENJOYED THE PROCESS OF WRITING THIS PIECE SO I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY READING IT TOO! IF THERE ARE ANY ERRORS THEN PLEASE TELL MEE! AND IF YOU GUYS HAVE REQS THEN FEEL FREE TO REQUEST!!:)) THANK YOU AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY / NIGHT MY LOVESS!!<33

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[theisa8]

I haven’t wrote in a while now, I don’t have any other contents too so maybe I would start uploading Skz x readers soon! Hope you would be looking forward to that♡

[theisa8]

Maxident Hyunjin<3