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What if you were an aroace coded trans woman who had a television for a heart and I was a nonbinary-coded lesbian who buried myself alive and we autistically held hands and were happy and no longer trapped in a moon-juice-induced hallucinogen metaphor?

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It’s late at night and I just finished I Saw the TV Glow, and I’m wondering how many trans or nonbinary people feel like they were born sad? Like you came out of the womb carrying a deep feeling of sadness that doesn’t seem to come from anything in your life? Is that dysphoria too? Does it fade with transitioning? This is a question for a quiet late night hanging out with close trans friends, I know, but I wanted to toss this post into the void anyways. I’d love to talk.

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So what did yall think ab this movie. Personally I think it was one of the most gut wrenching types of a wake up call you can ever hear

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100% sure that whenever Trump dies, that day will become a Tumblr holiday, and there will be posts that circulate annually with crab rave GIFs in the reblogs as far as the eye can see

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In honor of Indira Varna being in tonight’s episode…

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how to convince a sweet and lovely girl that she is a delight to be around, whether she is unwell, exhausted, or preoccupied, that she is utterly and completely beautiful whether she's trying or not, and that she is so worthy of love :/

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I could probably write a long essay about Lost Johns' Cave, and maybe I will someday. That episode fucks so hard. As a claustrophobe who is both fascinated and horrified by caving I am its #1 target demographic. The way the cave is described is so beautiful. They way squeezing through those tiny tunnels is described makes me nauseous. It's also a fascinating episode because Laura Poham is probably the least reliable narrator in any statement. Pretty much everything she says either isn't true or is twisted somehow. It's still not fully clear to me if she's deliberately lying or if she genuinely beleives her version of what happened. I lean towards the latter because you shouldn't really be able to lie in a statement. Although I don't know if that's ever explicitly stated. Maybe it is possible, especially in written statements where the statement giver is under the influence of the Eye but not being directly compelled. Oliver does also lie about his name in Dreamer. I'm gonna be on the lookout for more instances of statement givers lying as I do my slow re-listen.

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"One episode before going to sleep!"

The episode:

" Take her, not me. "

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I. don't really have any justification for this I just feel like I should post it here

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I really need a crossover of Magnus archives and doctor who. There's some, but not many. But I want a very specific one. Where Jon meets the doctor and Knows everything (or alot) about him and the doctor is like what the hell is happening?

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statement of ruby sunday, regarding her experience being followed by a strange old woman. original statement g

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Just condensing this into one post

Friendships that would be unstoppable if they were allowed to happen

Kirsch and Vanessa

Magna and Leopold

Vanessa and Gordon

Gauche and Noelle

Vanessa and Charlotte

Rill and Luck

Noelle and Luck

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so high school // mary’s song - taylor swift

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THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT

5 stages of grief

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I’m sure this exists but I had to make it anyway

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I like to think that the ao3 staff find out that ao3 is down from the screams of anguish on tumblr alone

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And 👏 this 👏 is 👏 how 👏 you 👏 treat 👏 Captain 👏 Charlotte 👏