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Is anyone awake?

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I just woke up from my nap

I took it at 7

I alaramed it for 8:15 when I woke up

It alarmed again

Dayummm

I truend it off

It is 9:56 and I'm awake and sleepy

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I miss my rock child that had like 3 other custodian parents

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..NOOO

I'll do it now

What if I record .myself singing again

Chat

Give me a part of a song I'm booooooooOOOO-

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But why I got get done by March 2 hmm

What if I record .myself singing again

Chat

Give me a part of a song I'm booooooooOOOO-

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They were playing but it wasn't normal playing, it was with their fists. It was consensual then I recorded bc what of someone got hurt and they needed evidence. They stopped after I recorded and they keep saying (behind my back) I'm such of a snitch that I snitch on "games." I wouldn't snitch on harmless things, but it's a damn fist fight that's a "game." What if someone gets hurt? Damn. Then one of my classmates (former pres that I dislike) says " You think you're a hero if you keep on snitching and snitching?" Honestly, I wouldn't if you guys were responsible. There's a difference between snitching and honesty, despite them being the same.

Snitching is to get someone in trouble because you dislike or hate them. Honesty is when you tell the truth out of concern and for the betterment of people.

My friend, new pres, asked me if I'll be okay on Monday because they'll hate me even more just because of something I didn't tell our teacher. I will. If they threaten or do anything, I'm not afraid to tell my teacher. I hope they get suspended or expelled. I'll see if maybe I can stay always in the faculty if they try entering school illegally and with bad intent.

I'll go back to my old specialization classroom, where my good, old classmates are. Not saying my new ones are bad, most of them are but not the ones that are left.

Uh found myself in a pickle

Pray for me I'll be threatened and maybe punched and yelled at monday

I'll explain after dentist time

Anyway after TIDEPOD it's downy next :D

[thefavoriteshrub]

Uh found myself in a pickle

Pray for me I'll be threatened and maybe punched and yelled at monday

I'll explain after dentist time

Anyway after TIDEPOD it's downy next :D

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Deep in the night the fight lasts for hour

You can be hurt or you can beat her

Wouldn't you like a taste of the power

Wouldn't like to use more than words

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Wouldn't you like a taste of the power

Wouldn't like to use more than words

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Me and Floof hangout :D

MORE POPPERS RAGGGGRHHDVHSJBSBSJSNZBZ ZJAANBsbbzbznn

Why I do that silly pose tho

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I will eat this

What if I record .myself singing again

Chat

Give me a part of a song I'm booooooooOOOO-

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understandable-

who ad when he does gets revived? take ur time maybe lets continue it tommorow im getting eepy :3

Nah fr I'm in bed agagagag EPP TIME GOOGNIGHT TOMORROW FRODAY WEEEE

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To me, when I left for like maybe it was two weeks after the valentines post, and then seeing some posts by a friend because I was bored and scrolling to see how much I kinda missed (applies to the other times to, like when my Tumblr reset and the urge and indirect took over and cried internally-), I feel shit

I don't know why I feel like that, maybe I feel that way bc I wasn't there to keep you safe or help you when you were at your lowest, or you made smth rlly cool and I ignored it and didn't even compliment u or the thing you've done. I was focused on myself and not you. Smth like that.

Then again with the other part that no one cared and moved on. And I know eventually the world will move on when I truly die, but it will hurt more when I've done nothing. I know some people die without having their names written in books, but people continue it and me yeah no Nuh uh

But I know myself the things I've done, I just refuse that I did do them or if they had any impact unlike others

Then I still do them despite that because hey at least I'm trying? But there is just a pet in me saying I shouldn't bc it's futile

Damn is this really what having no validation, attention and always comparing yourself does to a person? I think it was maybe a right choice for therapy

Oh but she isn't here

GOD DAMNIT

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(ok wha happened to him tho i dont undertsnad 🥲)

Void got hungy

Void felt smth yummy in him

Void pulls for food

Void eats

Bro dies

Bro gets revived

:3

No idea why the void gets hungry I made that in the spot and now I must think Abt it

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Everything was blurry but he can hear voices he thiught he was now in the process of being consumed

Kiora: agagagagagfa ablibe revive COMEONNN

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He got offended the last second kiora said it.

Kiora: FLOOR BOY :D

*Legit like idk after minutes blah bleh blih bloh bluh*

Kiora: Alibe :3

?: I'm not even sure he is, still looks dead.

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(d-did the floor just kiled him 😨)

Nah it ate him

Wait

Oh yeah no def