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Day 15 of drawing till I become decently known.

I drew this as a joke..

Ignore how i tried to cover up my mistakes with a black ink

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Day 15 of drawing till I become decently known.

I know I have been drawing with pens in this mini sketchbook for ages but I don't have the power for a full artwork

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DAY 14 OF POSTING MY ART TILL I BECOME DECENTLY KNOWN.

Drawing with pens is a blessing and curse there are so many mistakes in this drawing I couldn't undo😭

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Day 13 of posting my art till I become decently known

I LOVE THIS STUPID GLITTER PENS

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Day 12 of posting my art till I become decently known (SUPPORT A SMALL ARTIST)

I was testing some pens I bought on my mini sketchbook

my oc would be 10/10 besties with his old look

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Day (forgot) of posting till I become decently known

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CRYNCHY DRAWINGS

Sometimes I get the urge to draw digitally whenever my tablets dead so I do it on my phone.

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RE-UPLOAD.

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I tried to give tweening a shot with my ocs.

I HATE TWEENINGGGH ISTG WVIWIGWOGWIVWIGWEOHEOHE.

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Reposting my own post becuase I feel like it didn't get enough attention .

Seems like life had other plans for me after i decided to quit the undertale au fandom if your in the tmnt fandom pls hit me up I'm new just pls be around my age (18).

(THE first drawing was mostly based on kid mikey 2003 all of them were really cute but I did change alot of stuff)

2003 Mikey has been my all time favorite ever since I was a kid but I have only ever seen 2003 and a bit of 2012, I really like the last ronin Mikey but j haven't gotten into the comic yet.😭

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Should I make a TMNT 2003 fanfic? (NO smut no y/n, just the brother and etc)

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I decided to make a silly oc for TMNT I don't know what their story should be yet but I already love them!

I had to ask for help from friends on what to name them.

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Seems like life had other plans for me after i decided to quit the undertale au fandom if your in the tmnt fandom pls hit me up I'm new just pls be around my age (18).

(THE first drawing was mostly based on kid mikey 2003 all of them were really cute but I did change alot of stuff)

2003 Mikey has been my all time favorite ever since I was a kid but I have only ever seen 2003 and a bit of 2012, I really like the last ronin Mikey but j haven't gotten into the comic yet.😭

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Hello there dear undertale au fandom despite the fact I'm taking a break from the fandom in hopes to be able to quit my fnafic will still continue.

If you have never seen my account or come across the fic I will include the first chapter here and the link to the fic on ao3 <3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/57182554 via @ao3org

Keep in mind this is my first ever fanfic so it won't be perfect but I will fix it as time goes by!

Third-person POV:

Let's start with a bit of a backstory y/n a normal person in their early adulthood life who has been living in one hell of a calm neighbourhood.

They inherited the house they currently live in from their grandparents, shocking how they gave the house to them and no one else well maybe they wanted the house intact for a few more years since y/n was not sure if it was in any other relatives' hands it would still even count as a house but y/n wasn't concerned about the reasoning they have been living there for some years now.

Their living area was far away from any distant or immediate family and they loved it to stay that way, they had already spent half of their life so far with them, their not going to live with them by constant meetings and contact since it would beat the whole purpose of moving out, buuutttt there was a bit of a problem with this house now you see there's this window that stares right into y/ns next door neighbours back yard very odd and uncomfortable but they didn't care after all that house has been on sale for ages at this point they should just count it as abandoned

And they were happy that no uncomfortable interactions were going to happen anytime soon

Right?

Well

It was as they thought until one day y/n was just laying down on their bed scrolling through social media, when they put their phone down and came back to reality they realised they missed a lot of noises coming from outside, noises that sounded specifically like heavy car or machines

They quickly got up and left their cave (room) to peek out from one of the house's many windows to see where these noises are coming from and why the hell would there be any type of heavy cars or machines near their house

As they peeked outside they were met with a massive heavy car in front of the house next to theirs

They paused why wouldn't they be informed about this wait no why would they even need to be informed on it, they thought:

"cool finally about time to give that dusty house the good old wrecking ball"

But, little did they know that their assumptions were more than wrong, as they kept on being nosy and peeking they spotted two skeletons in front of the house as people seemed to be loading the house with furniture y/n the thought:

"Wait is someone seriously moving into that old house? Or are people just getting all the stuff out to destroy? What are those two skeletons some Halloween decorations? No, I swear I saw them move maybe they're animatronics?"

Y/n just stood there staring and being a nosy neighbour and cooking up all types of possibilities&nbsp; in their head until they saw the skeletons walk, it took a long and confusing while for the realization to hit them like a train

"OH MONSTERS"

They screamed at themselves in their head.

The realization only occurred when y/n remembered that monsters have been living on the surface for a while now and a while we're talking about only 2 years, yes y/n did have to admit to themselves that 2 years is still a lot and bashed themselves for forgetting

But still, it was super weird seeing skeletons walk around, with no skin, you know...

Y/n then realised how creepy it was how their staring at these two monsters like a desperate ex trying to get someone back by stalking them, they icked at the idea then they decided to walk away from the window talking to themself:

"Well this will take some time to get used to.."&nbsp;

Well even though the monsters have been here for two years it still hasn't changed the fact that y/n has never met one close up or interacted with some to even live next to them, but they wonder .

"Why a neighbourhood that has old people in them...I mean by now monsters should know the most brutal racists and disrespectful people are these old people who think they're entitled to everything all because they soggy old meats of emoness"

Then they snap themselves out of it.

Present time

Y/n still hasn't interacted with the new unexpected neighbours all they do is go out for work and they do it quickly they waste no time to avoid any type of chance that will make them interact with the monsters, well the only reason y/n was avoiding them was because they where nervous they didn't trust themself to interact with these two they guess brothers would go well y/n was sure they will say some out of pocket things out of awkwardness and unfamiliarity..

But they ran into a problem, a BIG problem "Did I seriously forget?" They thought staring through the window that stares into the old house's backyard "Oh my God..." they say because that damn window is on top of the sink, the same sink that they use to wash their dishes and cook and this window wasn't tiny noooo their grandparents just needed to make it as long as possible "dear grandparents... I DON'T CARE WHAT TYPE OF FREAKY RELATIONSHIP YOU GUYS HAD WITH THE OLD NEIGHBOUR BUT THIS MASSIVE WINDOW IS WAY TOO MUCH" they fumed staring at the sink from far away as it was packed with dirty icky dishes .

Maybe it's time to become delusional like toxic religious people.

And this wasn't to be quick no... because y/n didn't have a dishwasher, they were too broke for all that money, so they just stood there like a lunatic staring at the sink like it murdered all their family members.

Yeaahhhhh...yippeeee this plan of avoiding their new neighbours is going to fail horribly .

How perfect

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Hello there dear Undertale au fandom

This will be a bit of a rant but I'm going to talk about my reasons for taking a break and hopefully be able to quit and also talking about the fandom.

First of all, I'm very aware the fandom would not give one or two flying poops about me since I'm a small account but I still wanted to make this.

The reasons why I'm quitting and the talk about the fandom will be mixed so

The reasons I'm quitting are because I realised I'm never going to get anywhere in the Fandom I did everything anyone could name and nothing worked 2-the fandom makes me overly uncomfortable and I don't know why 3-its taking a terrible toll on my mental health, I have been fixated on the fandom for years and it's just ruining me.

Also, the fandom is just insane not in a good way, MOST not all of the fans are selfish and refuse to go outside to see that other people are alive as well and it's not just only them, they feel entitled to everything and they cross boundaries daily and are just mostly straight up rude, despite the fandom being a pretty good size the people littery have 0 urges to communicate with other fans I have been literally begging for friends in the Fandom but only ended up getting 2 in the span YEARS and I understand why people don't want to blindly make friends but also the fandoms NOT friendly at all I'm general, especially towards small accounts you barely get any support and even if you do it's a tiny group of people, i feel like they absolutely despise small accounts for 0 reasons and they literally do nothing to help you on your journey and also try to claim that their good people and love to help and painting a picture where their all a Saint in which is not true.

More info about me: you guys need to keep in mind that I have terrible depression and I struggle with being neurodivergent there's 0 way for me to get diagnosed in the country to know what I exactly have that's under the umbrella In the country i live in and it's impossible to get any help, all therapists will do is try to shove some pills down your throat, but me being in this state still doesn't change the fact the undertale au fandom is setting itself up for failure.

Also, another thing I should mention is the fandom has normalized a lot of things that should NOT&nbsp; be normalized, this goes for a lot of fandoms in the end however au fandom isn't the only one I want to say there are a lot of things I want to quit like drawing, I love drawing but I can't handle it anymore.

I want to get rid of my fixation on the characters that's why I'm only going on a break for now in hopes I can get myself to stop making my mental health suffer because of a stupid fixation, I hope I can quit drawing and the fandoms I'm in, I'm just tired of people not understanding not everyone's rainbows and sunshine or just "silly" I'm not silly IM MENTALLY ILL and I'm tired of being labelled as silly by people online for being terribly depressed or just struggling with being neurodivergent.

That's all.

Hope this will be one of the last drawings I do.

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Honestly thinking of quitting the undertale au fandom.

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Drawing oc x character becuase God gave me abilities to draw and I'm putting it to use.

Their ship name would be Blue Flowers, your honour! (I got bored so this was fun to do)