thedarksideofthemoon1992

[thedarksideofthemoon1992]

Everything Is Fucked Up

That was the calm before the storm, a storm that we could not avoid. And swept everything in its path My healing included And that's okay It was something that had to happen Just I thought it wouldn't come so fast

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Invisible

She is afraid of being invisible In time, the fear disappears and she feels fine But the day comes When without realizing it She became invisible And the damage is irreparable Because even if for her it was a short time For others an eternity has passed And her presence has vanished Like the scent of roses in the wind

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Her worst nightmare

Her true personality

Very few people know her, I would even say that no one does.

Helpful, caring and kind

The perfect mask

To cover that thirst for revenge that slowly consumes her.

She is dangerous

But at the same time, she's tormented by guarded secrets

She hates herself

She claims to be a liar and a hypocrite

But she lies to keep something she's always longed for

She is slowly consumed by pain

She punishes herself for being the way she is

She is...... her worst nightmare.

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Voices

She listens to imaginary voices, which feed her ghosts of the past.

Smile, nothing happens, or maybe it does

The voices come back but there's nothing to do to make them go away

Just wait in silence, a silence filled with stormy voices

That tear her soul apart little by little

Leaving her to crumble and sink into her own misery

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Broken

Today my heart broke, again

In the most beautiful and painful way that can exist.

He is happy

Walking down the street, with her

Holding hands, they don't separate, only when he goes for a smoke.

All I can think is "I wouldn't have parted"

I'm so happy for him

But in my heart the perfect couple will always be "me and him".

It tears me apart to be alone

But it comforts me that he's happy

I still love him with the same intensity as I did years ago. It hurts, it burns and it hurts me but "when you love someone you have to let them go".

And as much as I hate clichés, it's something I have to accept.

He has a new girlfriend

And I think it's a sign to let him go.

She's beautiful, she's a model

And though I find her similar to me

I know she's a figment of my imagination

She's blonde, tall and slim, they have the same style

I know deep down they complement each other.

She's perfect

I have no words to describe her

She's like the stereotypical American model, but three times more beautiful.

And that's the problem, she doesn't look real

Still, she makes the man I loved and still love happy.

She's wonderful

Today my heart finished breaking