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Last night I dreamed I was in an alternate reality of some sort, and the only way I could tell was because my sister wasn't married nor pregnant, and was dating someone else and not her husband.

"Who is that? Where is (Husband)?"

"We don't talk about him, this is your sister's boyfriend"

This made me stop, then laugh "Oh, this isn't Real then. This is a dream, guys. I'm just lucid dreaming. In Real life, sister is married to (husband) and is heavily pregnant"

I left. But I felt like The Boyfriend was angry, and that he might come for me.

I went to my house and went to feed my cats (another hint that made me realize it was indeed a dream), when I turned around and saw him shadow from the entrance door and through the hallway, disappearing behind a wall.

Backpedalling back in to the kitchen, I gasped, knowing it was him and that he was in the house. I turned around and bumped in to him, even tho by all accounts he shouldn't be there.

He said he didn't care about my sister, really, and he'd prefer my attention instead, taking my hand and bringing it to his face, but instead of kissing it, he opted to lick it. I pushed him away, angry, not even in my dreams would I do that to my sister.

He grew angrier, and at some point I kicked him.

Then, the part I can't stop thinking about happened

"I want to be Real. I'm tired of being here, where nothing is constant!" He hissed "Make. Me. Real. If you won't, I'll find a way to get out of here."

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#how to get over someone, a 10 step program by Harley Quinn

BONUS:

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i know i can be stubborn and frustrating and i’m not spontaneous and i push too far sometimes but i do love you. i never said i was easy but i’ve always meant it when i have said i love you.

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🧸🙅‍♀️ Trouble Regressing Masterpost: 🙅‍♂️🧸

🍼 Regressor Oriented: 🍼

I Feel Like I don’t Deserve to Regress

How to Get Over Internalized Shame About Regressing

I have a Problem with being a Little

I Find it Hard to Regress

When it Feels Like You’ve Lost the Ability to be Fully Little

Tips for Kiddos Who can’t Regress

Tips to Get Out of Bigspace

Things that Make Me Feel More Little

Ways to Feel Tiny

How to Start Feeling Small

Things that Help Me Regress

15 Little Things to Help You Feel Small

How to Get Little on Your Own

What’s the Best Way to get Into Little Space?

Gentle Reminder to Those Who can't "Let Go" when They Try to Regress

💞 Carer Oriented: 💞

How to Make Your Little Go into Little Space

How to Help Your Little Get into Littlespace

How to Help Someone Regress

Advice for New CGs in Getting Their Little Small

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stop using mental illness as adjectives!! the weather isn’t bipolar. your ex isn’t a psychopath. eating a little more than usual doesn’t mean you binged. wanting things to be clean isn’t ocd. being an introvert doesn’t make you antisocial. a weird urge isn’t an intrusive thought. triggers aren’t things that weird you out.

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click here to find out your government assigned character crush

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it ok to not be ready

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Gay😏irl

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Fact: any given polycule has someone who has at least one of the following things on them at all times:

a sewing kit

a full set of dice

a pocket knife

a perpetual sense of dread

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Happy Valentine’s Day

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What they say: I'm fine

What they mean: In Dealing with Intrusive Thoughts, Remus says "What's fruit without the pits" in regards to the fruit eaten by Adam and Eve in Eden. To which Logan replies, "Apples don't have pits". However no religious texts confirm what the fruit was, even though the most common interpretation is an apple. Furthermore, Logan says earlier in the very same video, "Why don't you read the book and see if you still need to correct me?" This leads me to believe than Logan is not only a hypocrite but a fraud in this essay I will

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Rummaging for BPD © han hyland

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A husband and wife are doing a crossword puzzle.

Husband: Programs for mobile devices. 4 letters

Wife: Apps

Husband: Adolescent, 4 letters

Wife: Teen

Husband: Contraction meaning failed to perform, 5 letters

Wife: Didn’t

Husband: Take a life, 4 letters

Wife: Kill

Husband: Religious songs, 5 letters

Wife: Hymns

Husband: Santa’s little helper, 3 letters

Wife: Elf

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fucks sake

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outfits that say im cute but there is something wrong with me

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i am so in love with the way your eyes sparkle

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What about my human right to do cocaine