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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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Disabled nb trans person having a situation
Hey, all. As many of you may be aware, I have bipolar disorder. I also am in recovery from an eating disorder and am dealing with the aftermath of a nasty relapse that landed me in the hospital.
In March 2014, I applied for disability benefits, and on September 6 of this year, I will finally have my court date. No idea how that’s going to go, but it’s been over two and a half years since I’ve had a stable income, and I am hemorrhaging financially.
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That’s a screenshot of my bank accounts. It’s pretty sad. Doctor visits, prescriptions, food, and other basic stuff is tough and sometimes impossible.
If anyone can help, pls donate to my paypal, which is currently also my vital expenses fund.  If you can’t donate, please share the post wherever you can.
Click here for my Paypal.
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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Anxiety: THIS IS TOO MUCH!!!!
Me: What is too much?
Anxiety: THIS
Me: I am literally sitting at home doing nothing. My only obligation this evening is to take out the trash. Work went well today. What exactly is the problem????
Anxiety: EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING ALL AT ONCE
Me: But nothing is happening?
Anxiety: TOO MUCH
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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honestly birthdays were so easy when i was younger like i just wanted toys and stuff like that but now? my parents r like “wht do u want” and im just like??? some self esteem?? emotional stability?? a hobby?? 
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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“I won’t cry, though I will want to cry. Though I will hate myself for not crying.” - Neil Hilborn
From “Our Numbered Days” off of Northboud, a full EP of poetry by the brilliant Neil Hilborn.  Check it out and download yourself a copy!
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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Date a boy who is far more patient than you could ever hope to be.
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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Anxiety: look out me: for what Anxiety: look out
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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For almost 18 years you’re taught to sit down, shut up, and raise your hand. Then you have to decide what you’re going to do for the rest of your life.
Lavon Curtis (via cavum)
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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Y'all ever text somebody and they so boring that you have no idea what to say back
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theblueflowerchild-blog · 8 years ago
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“i don’t care,” i say, caringly, as i care deeply
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