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I'm never going to get over the triple punch that was suvi fighting her mother figure, them finding ghost and it being bad but still changeable, and then eursalon walking his sister back into the spirit realm holy fucking shit man
#seeing the length of the finale I was like how are they gonna wrap everything up there's no way#and then they did it fucking perfectly my god#shouldn't have expected anything less#but my gut it hurting from being sucker punched by the narrative#I say sucker punched it was not a surprise I absolutely knew it was gonna knock the air out of me#I don't think I will ever stop thinking about this story and these characters and this world and just everything omg#also very excited for space though#like cannot put into words how hype for space I am#holding onto the hype for space to try and temper the autistic distress of things ending and changing#will almost certainly start relistening before the day is over#worlds beyond number#wbn#the wizard the witch and the wild one#twtwatwo#wwwo#wbn spoilers#worlds beyond number spoilers#it's honestly criminal that I don't know anybody who listens to this podcast like what am I supposed to do with myself
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this story has meant so much to me I can't fully put it into words. it's accompanied me through some of the worst years of my life; the finale being the first episode I listened to having found a place to live and moved in after being homeless for a year feels so perfect. this world has changed me, these characters have changed me and I'm so grateful to have experienced it
I can't believe it's over omg omfg
#I'm crying so much rn someone send help#it was so fucking good it was so good#worlds beyond number#the wizard the witch and the wild one#wbn#twtwatwo#wwwo#thank you to this podcast for existing
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I can't believe it's over omg omfg
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OMG THERE WAS LESS PODCAST THAN I THOUGHT THERE WAS
#I was listening to the great bear say “honour” and I was like damn this would be a great place to end the ep#and then the end of episode music started playing???#it was indeed a great place to end the ep#but I thought I had twenty more minutes I'm gonna throw up#what's the last twenty minutes? ig we'll find out#worlds beyond number#wbn spoilers#wbn#the wizard the witch and the wild one#twtwatwo#wwwo#AAAAAAAAAA
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infinitely grateful that I live in a universe where my mum didn't have access to modify memory <33
History doesn't repeat but it does rhyme.
#she had to do it the old fashioned way lmao#god having to tell a kid that their recollection of an event is wrong or that something didn't happen hundreds of times is so inconvenient#if only we had a solution#truly though thank god geas and modify memory don't exist because I would be fucked I fear#my favourite characters are always the wizards with mummy issues and that's so real of me actually#worlds beyond number#wbn#wbn spoilers#the wizard the witch and the wild one#twtwatwo#wwwo#dimension 20 fantasy high#adaine abernant#suvirin kedberiket#I have not stopped crying the whole way through the finale I'm not okay at all
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it's sick and twisted that steel starts talking and I'm immediately like oh yeah this makes sense actually maybe everything is fine maybe I was mistaken sorry mum my bad
#the mummy issues are mummy issuesing#I feel so unwell help#suvi better be stronger than me istg#worlds beyond number#wbn#wbn spoilers#maybe spoilers? idk just in case#the wizard the witch and the wild one#twtwatwo#wwwo
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truly less than thirty seconds into the finale and I'm already crying I fully don't know what to do with myself
#I'm gonna throw up I think#I feel genuinely unwell#between the autistic struggle with endings and all the cptsd stuff going on with steel#and also just the fact that this is lowkey the best story I have ever experienced#we are feeling things and I don't know where to put all the feeling things#worlds beyond number#the wizard the witch and the wild one#twtwatwo#wwwo#wbn#either expect a lot or absolutely zero posts from me in the next hour and 45 minutes who knows which way it'll go#either I will have nothing but words or I will have nothing including no words#my skin is about to be so bad from crying
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Analog Knock: with my boot
#the wizard of all time#worlds beyond number#wbn#twtwatwo#wwwo#the wizard the witch and the wild one#suvirin kedberiket#ily suvi ily so much
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oh fuck oh shit oh fuck oh shit oh fuck oh shit
#worlds beyond number#the ending???#I actually don't know what to do with myself#favourite episode yet maybe?#god this podcast is so fucking good omfg#can't wait to throw up about suvi fighting her mum#that's gonna be so good for me and my mental health#I did dislocate my jaw gasping at the ending once again I feel I am owed compensation#this story is committing crimes against my jaw#also chronic illness a little bit but mostly the podcast#I truly don't have the words for how I feel rn I feel fucking insane#my skin is gonna be so funky tomorrow from all the crying over fictional characters I've done this evening#wbn#wbn spoilers#worlds beyond number spoilers#twtwatwo#the wizard the witch and the wild one#wwwo
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not even a third of the way through the episode and I'm sobbing
SUVIIIIIIII
#worlds beyond number#I am literally not okay right now I feel fucking insane#in the wise words of drunk sworn I DON'T WANNA BE HERE I DON'T WANNA BE HERE#I'm loving it though really#am I?#I feel genuinely unwell with emotion we're gonna make it out of this episode in tact we're gonna do it I believe in us#wbn#twtwatwo#the wizard the witch and the wild one#wwwo#wbn spoilers#worlds beyond number spoilers#truly do not know if I'm ever going to be the same again this podcast has changed me in ways I can't comprehend or begin to describe#love it when media does the things and changes your life forever!!#suvi ily forever I hope ur okay <33#suvirin kedberiket
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this might be truly the most niche reference I could ever make but the scene where van's arm is out of her control felt so fucking real like sure my version was my smart drive randomly turning on in a board game cafe and almost flipping the table in front of me onto the people I was with and not strangling my good friend but the fear and frustration and anger and embarrassment that comes with not having control of the thing that's supposed to be an extension of your body is so fucking real
#I fear that the dimension 20 fan with a smart drive from a time frame that has since been recalled due to errors but hasn't got it replaced#club is a club of one#I don't really know how I'm supposed to get it replaced the place I bought it from sent a message at the beginning of the year#saying that they'd get in touch but they have not in fact gotten in touch so I just have a smart drive that likes to drive on a whim#and also turns off abruptly for no reason#idk which of these issues is more problematic probably the one where I end up driving into tables#but also sometimes I end up stuck in the middle of roads and that is also not good#for people who don't know (most of the d20 fandom I assume) a smart drive is a power assist device for a manual wheelchair#it's a lil motorised wheel that attaches to the back of the chair and makes you go zoom (it's pretty slow but still)#anyway I really love the disability rep in cloho it makes me very happy van ily#van chapman#cloho#cloudward ho#cloudward ho!#cloudward ho spoilers#cloho spoilers#dimension 20#dimension 20 cloudward ho!#d20#the fact that I paid 5k for a tiny little wheel that turns on when it's not supposed to and off when it's not supposed to is fucking wild#being disabled is so fun and interesting and cheap and fun
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don't mind me just having all the air taken out of my lungs over "I love you." "I will not survive another disappointment"
#just average mother daughter communications yep#I fully forgot to breathe and I don't know if I'll ever fully remember again#FUCKING STEEL OMG#how dare you make me feel things about my relationship with my mum when I was having a good day laughing about game changer things#I feel violently ill rn#haven't listened to the rest of the episode I fully had to take a break because what the fuck#WHAT THE FUCK#I will not survive another suvi/steel conversation I'm being so fr#I will not survive this episode I fear#I'm going to scream I'm going to SCREAM#my relationship to my mum is fine idk what you're talking about this is all fine#the wizard the witch and the wild one#twtwatwo#wwwo#suvirin kedberiket#the wizard steel#the wizard sky#worlds beyond number#wbn#wbn spoilers#the amount of times I've had a conversation with a parent that's gone like me saying I love you and them saying don't disappoint me#it's too many times#any times is too many times but it's like extra too many times#anyway gonna start listening again somebody hold me
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🚌Presenting the BRAND-NEW season - Dimension 20: On a Bus!
DM'd by Katie Marovitch, and as players: Aabria Iyengar, Brennan Lee Mulligan, Jasmine Bhullar, and Mark Mercer!
Watch the full episode here
#on a bus#dimension 20#katie marovitch#brennan lee mulligan#aabria iyengar#jasmine bhullar#mark mercer#incredibly here for the weird bus stuff
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listening to horner corner as an ace and arospec person is so good like please teach me about your culture you're all so fun
#I come from tumblr but in the aroace way not the horny way#I like to play smash or pass with gender envy or no gender envy (same with hear me out)#highly recommend as a method for any other aspec trans people who want to join in the fun games#cried when they described steel ending with war crimes and grant was like “I have a question about the armour”#so glad to see people's priorities are correct actually#there are so many characters that I'm smash on from a “you're so neat I like your vibe”#steel is a pass though I do have too much family trauma for that#and also the war crimes#worlds beyond number#horner corner#the horner corner#the wizard the witch and the wild one#twtwatwo#wwwo#wbn
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finishing episode 51 of the wizard the witch and the wild one and immediately starting episode 2 of trinyvale x strahd is an incomprehensible time what is happening
#love hearing about wbn delays and being like let's fucking go let's fucking go#because every time there's a delay the episode wrecks my shit#and it did indeed wreck my shit#everything is happening and I don't know what to do with myself#the reveal at the end had me screaming#the music was fucking banging like it's always banging but it was *banging*#and then the tonal whiplash that ensued when I started naddpod ofc ofc#mind still reeling from the steel and suvi mother daughtering it up in the citadel of it all and losing my mind over leomund's girthy yurt#we're doing so well so stable#I wish I had more thoughts to contribute on wbn but all I have is incomprehensible screaming#wbn#worlds beyond number#the wizard the witch and the wild one#twtwatwo#wwwo#naddpod#not another dnd podcast#trinyvale x strahd#these two coming out on the same day felt unhinged and very correct#life is good we're giving ourselves concussions from the vibes shift#both works of art in their own right
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nothing will haunt me like evan kelmp getting his arm exploded to death. nothing will haunt me like "there is a very real part of him that struggles under the effort of staying." nothing will haunt me like "if it depends on what was important to him, then obviously it is his friends" and "all of these things are easy for him to haunt" and "there is something in whatever drifting space he is now that wonders what he mattered to, and if it needs to be even".
nothing will haunt me like "it's easy to drift and to move away, but it's hard to close your eyes when it's so bright around" and "the shadow reaches out, and starts to slowly put objects back in the backpack" and "the main thing I'm going to do is take the shoes off my dead body and put them on."
#me and evan kelmp and adaine abernant holding hands worrying that we want other people more than they want us#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE FUNNY SEASON AABRIA#evan kelmp stop making me cry challenge impossible edition#I forgot how much this ep fucked with my whole shit my god#like I was still reeling from all the homelessness stuff#staring at the bags I've been living out of for nine months because I can't settle here or maybe anywhere#(we did just like yesterday get long term accommodation somewhere though so yay for that)#and then it's like oh yeah the arm explosion situation that's here too#the way evan interacts with his things makes me feel insane and also very seen and validated#looting his own dead body for his nice shoes that are a symbol of never being clocked and called out as something different and wrong again#carrying everything he owns in a backpack even after he has a home because he can't bear to risk losing them or leaving them behind?#fuck me man#also aabria's description of what haunting his shadow feels like is just like perfect rendition of dissociation#“everything feels like the understanding of what you should feel and not the feeling of it. it's dull and removed”#like I've used this but less poetic to describe dissociation goddammit do I spend my life haunting my fucking shadow#him kicking his body violently into the backpack I'm going to throw up#my reaction would imply this is a first time watch it's absolutely not#this is like the third or fourth of season 2? and I've lost count of how many times I rewatched before season 2 came out#I can't like things in a chill and normal way and that's okay I think maybe#shoutout pissberg for making this episode not just me ugly crying about the kelmp of it all#mismag#mismag 2#misfits and magic#dimension 20#dimension 20 misfits and magic#mismag spoilers#misfits and magic spoilers#evan kelmp
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van : "I don't know I'm not a bleeding linguist"
also van : *decrypts a message in an unknown language / code in truly minutes*
#siobhan thompson omfg you're so cool#people who can reliably solve puzzles how does it feel to be the coolest people ever actually#like I can do them sometimes but other times the brain fog appears and I have not a single brain#god this ep was so fucking good#all of them working through their shit is literally made for me#everyone's crying in pairs was so good#I have not stopped thinking about any of it and that's saying something because irl life has been fucking wild#like I got accepted for accommodation after being homeless for a year and my brain is thinking about a d&d game that isn't even mine#she did the puzzle so fast!!#cloudward ho!#cloudward ho#dimension 20 cloudward ho#d20#dimension 20#cloho#cloho spoilers#van chapman#siobhan thompson
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