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cathedral

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Dairon: -knocking on the Xhorhouse door- Caleb: -opens the door- Dairon: Is Beau here? Caleb: Oh. You know what? Beau: -runs and jumps out the window behind him- Caleb: …she just left.

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a d.va print for emerald city comic con

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I know reblogging my own post to add something is probably a little trashy, but I want to make it clear that the people above are correct. I was wrong, and I spoke out of anger and frustration that was clearly aimed at the wrong direction and focused on the wrong things. It may have taken me a few days but I can put on my big boy pants and admit that I was wrong, and that what I said and did was biphobic, but also that I have learned and I am adamantly trying to improve my behaviour and never do something like this again. I am genuinely sorry to those that I hurt, and to anyone who followed me for my original posts or agreed with them, please reconsider and think about what these people have said, because they are right.

i just love this increasing disillusionment with the show and the cast… like just get your shit together and come right out and state your character’s sexualities and genders. that shit isn’t backstory, it’s not something you get to hide away and confirm after death. it’s not a thing you hint and joke about, it’s not a surprise. it’s crucial to identity, as crucial as their race or class, and unless they’re hiding it for very specific reasons there’s no reason for the viewers not to know. please stop hurting us like this. please stop. it literally causes our deaths and i’m tired, and angry, and tired of being angry.

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Pandora redraw

2019 – 2014

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Colours in film [ 2 / ? ]

The Fall (2006) dir. Tarsem Singh

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Women of X-Men ➝ Domino

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The Queen of the North 🐺✨ ig: kieraplease

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loose-bits replied to your post: I don’t know how to express this but I am really...

ok but dont kick my teeth in haha :fingerguns:

ha yeah fair enough, thanks for replying 

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I don’t know how to express this but I am really sorry for being biphobic in my analysis of CR in any and all ways that I have. I recognize that I’ve been treating Fjord’s interest in woman as signs of him being straight, which they aren’t by any means. I recognize that I’ve been trying to analyze or make excuses out of these judgements and that that is wrong of me and erases the presence of bi people in the CR community. I recognize that the things I’ve said that criticize the cast or the show are rude of me, and that I have no right to ask for anything from them or from the fandom. I’m going to stop. I hear you all and I’m sorry I’ve hurt you, sincerely.

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Okay I’m genuinely really sorry, I’m not trying to say that I find bi people less queer, or that you don’t deserve representation or anything of that sort! I don’t find m/f relationships unacceptable by any means whatsoever, nor am I trying to say that I do even if I’m clearly not able to show that. I’m trying to point out that certain rhetoric hurts gay fans such as myself because it mocks us and makes what we are a joke or a fetish, but I’m realizing I don’t know how to say that without hurting other people in the process. 

I’m going to stop, I doubt either of you want to interact with me and I understand that, but I do want to say that I’m sorry this came off so flat because I really am sorry and I’m just trying to figure out how to make it better

I do want to genuinely apologize about the post regarding Caleb and Essek. It was meant as a jest, though I see now that it was in bad taste and I apologize. I’m not trying to hurt people but I clearly did and I really am sorry for that. I’ve deleted the post since because it does not reflect my actual thoughts and feelings on the topic and I want to be very clear that I have no problem (nor would do any thing about it even if I did) with Caleb ending up in a romantic relationship with a woman in canon! I was speaking about a very specific hypothetical in a very exaggerated way that was meant as a joke, but I understand that many people did not see it that way and I apologize that I let my own passion cloud my judgement. I will not make posts like that in the future, and I will do my best to not hurt people again in the ways I have with my past posts. 

I also want to explain where this all came from so  here’s the essay. The whole thing. Hopefully more eloquent than I’ve been on here recently. It was written months ago, so some of the things in it may seem strange in the context of current canon but I don’t feel like completely revising it.

I am putting the essay under a cut to avoid clogging up people’s timelines, but I do encourage people to at least try to read some of it. If there really are biphobic flaws in it, please please tell me genuinely, because that is so far from my intention as a critic and an academic. All I wish to do is point out harmful rhetoric, and in the context of this previous episode explain why I was so upset in the first place. (also if you’re wondering about the pronouns and addressees in the essay it was actually written as a letter to the cast but I couldn’t find an email to send it to)

Keep reading

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skwerlly-squirrel reblogged your post:i just love this increasing disillusionment with...

WOW THATS A BIG YIKERS.

#its not your charscter?????#leave them alone jesus

Yeah I see that now, and I’m sorry for this post. I don’t want to look like I’m running away from it so I’m not sure whether I should delete it or not, but I have written an apology and I do mean every word of it 

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also a final ask of those of you who are a bit more tumblr fluent: I hold myself accountable for my mistakes which is why I don’t like deleting posts unless I deem them a substantial misstep in personal sanity and judgement (usually when I vent post or something and then decide to delete it after), but as for my apparently big post that I have issued an official apology for, should I take it down? Should I wait then do so? I really hope my apology is good because it does come from the heart, and I don’t want to leave toxic words out there, especially not those that I created, but I also don’t want to seem like I’m running away or trying to hide a mistake. Does anyone have any advice (please)?

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also seeing as hopefully a few more angry people will be passing by here I did look up queer dnd podcasts and here’s a redit thread that recommends a few: https://www.reddit.com/r/audiodrama/comments/8frq1t/queer_dnd_5e_podcast/

I’ve personally started listening to Join the Party which is really great and is fairly similar to TAZ in structure (3 players, altered 5e mechanics, super great DM and LOTSSS of connection with the NPCs), and has a really lovely gay couple as two of the major NPCs. I’m really enjoying it so far and I’m hoping to give Godsfall, The Last Refuge and Dungeon Rats a try soon.