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Really proud of this one

Chaostober Day 28 - Goostarion

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In another life I would’ve been an actor. I’m so passionate about it but it’s not the path I’m going down but if I had to choose two dreams to achieve it would be to act and write books.

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I was looking for romance fics on AO3 and skimmed some tags of a fic and this person put #SlutxSlut and I love that

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List of things i’m currently handling well:

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ARE YOU TODAY’S DATE?

BECAUSE YOURE 10/10

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I would love for there to be an Alice in wonderland musical on broadway I would be OBSESSED

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Gay people will be like “this is my comfort show!” And then show you the most emotionally devastating, stress-inducing, tragic piece of media you have ever witnessed

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Commission for @midnight-musings-of-nyx 💜

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I’ve been reading glee season 4-5 kurtbastian fics and I forgot that the way Blaine was in those seasons was so accurate to the not Klaine/blaine friendly kurtbastian fics. I forgot that Blaine trying to fatten Kurt up and being weirdly competitive and controlling was actually canon…like I read Blaine call him manorexic in a fic and I was like wtfff and then I heard it in the show and my jaw dropped. How did I forget this I’ve watched this show 7-8 times all the way through

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Ugh I know this show is so horrible in so many way but I really think that Glee is the most important show to me. As a kid I wanted nothing more than to be apart of something and belong with people. And Glee was the only show that made me feel that way, most of the time it was the only thing that made me feel that way. When you’re a young (undiscovered) bisexual atheist in the south a lot of people don’t want to be your friend and a lot of them aren’t allowed to be your friend. But each time I watched Glee with my mom every week I felt like I wasn’t alone. It’s crazy the impact such a chaotic and unpredictable show can have. I don’t think anyone except for those of us who grew up watching it as it aired can fully understand what that show did for us.

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So I listened to Grant's podcast episode

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There’s something unsettling and comforting about seeing a piece of yourself in every main character an author writes. Each main character (and love interest) that Emily Henry writes has some piece of them that feels like it was ripped from my bones. It feels like being rushed with cold water at the realization that somehow someone captured this thought, this bodily reaction you can’t name a reason for, this fear, and they do it without knowing it will cut you open and bleed your vulnerable heart. It’s beautiful and terrifying to realize the effect fiction can have on you.

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need him to grab me by the jaw and tell me how pretty i look

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Grant Gustin or Darren Criss need to sing The Air That I Breathe by Maroon 5

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Something that pisses me off about seasons 4 & 5 of glee is that everyone always seems more offended at the actions of Ryder and Jake in regards to the love triangle with Marley than they do when people are invalidating Ryder’s childhood sa. Like Sam and Artie literally say that it’s not a big deal and that it would have been a dream come true and Schue mildly scolds them. BUT when Ryder sings Innocent Man in the Billy Joel episode to Marley he looks SO scandalized.