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what does being high feel like

ziplock bag

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Progress never cry.

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everybody in the club going yippee

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CUZ YOU ARE

as my dear husband said “damn ur a yearning yearner”

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As someone with passive suicidal ideation on the best of days, tonight is really fucking bleak. But I just thought of something that filled me with fire, and I wanted to post it in case it helps someone else.

If they want me dead, they're going to have to kill me themselves. I will not do it for them. I will stand here, alive, just to spite those that want me gone, and I will laugh in their fucking faces at their wrath over my existence until they steal the air out of my lungs.

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Pet shaming.. Pokemon shaming.. Why not some merc shaming? :B

Pfft what am I doing I should be drawing something else.

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want to cut off all my hair

want to peel the skin off my face

want to burn the clothes off my body

want to unattach my limbs and reattach them so that they feel better

forced to just sit

forced to feel an never ending amount of restlessness

forced to wait until this feeling passes

knowing it’ll come back

because it always comes back

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ftm: faggot to maggot

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ALSO TBOY WRESTLING MADE IT TO LA TIMES WE UP 💪🏽😤

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mine just kinda got picked for me. when i first came out to my friends, they asked me what i wanted them to call me and i blurted out the first one i thought of. i’ve been going by it ever since

HOW DO TRANS PEOPLE (in general but specifically guys, bc i'm a transmasc myself) CHOOSE THEIR NAMES

HOW

HOW

IT'S BEEN FOUR YEARS SINCE I FIGURED OUT I'M NOT-CIS AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO CHOOSE/STICK WITH A NAME IN ALL 1460 DAYS

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Kissing boys>>>anything else

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i wish other boys saw me as a boy... as much as i love my queer friends (im so grateful for them) its hard knowing theyre the only ones that see me for who i am.

I want to be able to do things other boys do and have no one question it. i dont want to be called a girl anymore.

sometimes i overhear people talking about me and it just feels like a stab to the heart... i never asked to be a weird girl, i just want to be a boy.

sometimes i also wish i was a cis girl, wish i felt like a girl, everything would be so much easier.

why do i have to suffer for the way i was born? i never asked for this

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