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It's Just Sex

She always said that we were sleeping together but being fuck buddies said it much more bluntly She’s making coffee as I awake in a queen sized bed My head is pounding, it usually does when I wake up in her bed Just two people making there own after party Because the real one’s just too loud and at least it’s fucking quiet in one of our places It’s nothing more than sex, right?

I still knock even though she’s given me a key and I leave no souvenirs behind I leave her place pristine I’d rather waste our time, dancing in the sheets You give me a reason to feel again But still, this is nothing more than sex

Soon enough, I meet her friends and they have thousand of questions I try to answer And she just shrug at this press conference such a cute little grin playing manager and when it’s over and it’s back her and I She praises me on how well I handled and I notice a glint In her left iris for the first time Isn’t this still about the sex?

And these weeks I notice the smallest little things the way she skips when she’s excited how her laugh can sometimes come out as a squeak taking stock of each iris glance Her eyes are almost silver but she lists then as hazel I see her with her friends and shes the rope that ties them together a misfit chosen family that she seems to put in front of the real one And I guess I can handle that as long as this is just about sex

It took months until I realized I was burying emotions and maybe this did start as a sex thing And I don’t want that stop but I also walk through fields of clover with you I want to hold you had in public I went everything that means

This was all just about sex

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Red supergiant meets white dwarf star

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You and I—both forever—together—you and I!

17 August, 1906 Aleksandr Blok (1880-1921), Selected Poems

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A silver spell cast over the ocean Okinawa [沖縄], Japan [日本]

Aleksandra Alba   IG: tanzdreamer 🜍 ⟡ ⟢ 

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Saturn peeking behind the Moon, seen from the top of the Mauna Kea Volcana, in Hawaii, in September 2024. Do you realise a person on Earth took that picture. Wow.

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