the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

there are calcified layers of shame in my soul that you could carbon date like rock strata

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

On Friendship.

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

you again

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

its so shiddy when u have to convince yourself to do your hobbies. like, its fun, you like it, why cant you just do it. do it. do it. but what if.... mindless media consumption instead....

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

being self aware suuuucks like yeah this thought pattern/behavior is stupid and pointless and a symptom. i know this. [does it anyways

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[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

Edward Steed

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

trees are very 🥺 because sometimes i’ll stand under the shade of a tree and look up at it and it’ll sway its branches about in the wind and i’m like oh my God i’m alive and YOU’RE alive. we are alive together and made up of the same starry stuff and standing right next to each other in this moment on this earth. do u feel it when i reach out and press my hand to your trunk? can you hear me? i think you’re so neat. and then the sunlight filters through its leaves just so and that lovely green color leaves me dazzled. it’s just very nice to be an alive thing next to a different sort of alive thing

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

I'm really not a very angry person there's just a lot of rage inside me

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[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

when i was shopping earlier i saw a product where, instead of there being a price tag, there was a qr code. and they wanted you to scan it to get the price. i wonder what it would feel like to be a wolf and to full force bite onto something's throat. your hunger satiated and your thirst quenched. your enemy defeated. in one swift follow-through.

[the-one-to-show-to-my-therapist]

“nobody is making you do this” i am driven by unnatural forces you will never even begin to comprehend