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bro quadrobics would be 237% easier if only my arms were like 3 inches longer😭

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I am screaming, sobbing, BEGGING the world to take me OUT of this STUPID body.

I am not human I am not human I am NOT person this isn't ME.

You don't UNDERSTAND I can FEEL them there are wings IN my back they are BURSTING out they are writhing against my skin and when they finally free themselves they flap and are uncomfy because this world wasn't made for them. They're ALWAYS unkept and never properly preened because I CANT TOUCH THEM.

And YOU can't see them. AND I can't see them but they're THERE BY GOD THEY ARE THERE Please I am Begging you give. Them. Back. Make them REAL. I don't want these phantom feathers these shifting wings no one can see I want to FLY I want to SOAR. I want to preen them and male a nest and protect my shiny things and sleep with them curled around me.

I feel talons at my feet and fingertips and I try, I try SO HARD to use them, to claw off this stupid flesh and rip my wings free and become M E.

But all I get is dull red marks and angry red crescents.

And the worst part? I'm here. I'm here because I can't say this in real life because either no one cares or they think I'm insane. I'm crazy. And I need to be heard and felt and for someone to SEE these feathers and claws and talons and horns so BADLY I'm on TUMBLR ranting to the public praying someone understands because no one I love will.

Dear God I need HELP SOMEONE LET ME OUT. IM BEGGING YOU.

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Hii I'm a c!tommy fictive and I'm looking for everyone right now! Mostly wilbur , ranboo & tubbo! I'll be watching the post so just interact and I'll dm you!! :3

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oh how i Wish i had paws. how i wish i had fur. how i wish i had a muzzle and a lil nose to boop. how i wish i had ears and a tail. how i wish i had big feathery wings. how i wish i had the body i have in my mind

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I would genuinely give everything I have to feel the sun's warmth in my wings one more time.

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Birdkin culture is being deathly afraid of heights yet feeling so free and at home high in the air nonetheless.

therian/otherkin culture is

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Reblog if you miss preening your wings!!

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now that i think about it, holding someone with my wings would be like. ultimate form of intimacy.

i mean first of all, giving someone full on access to touch the inside of your wings is so tender. like that shit is special.

second of all ITS LIKE A HUG BUT REALLY BIG.

and finally: protection. i wanna feel like im keeping the person safe n theyre keeping me safe just by being with me n like omg

this concludes my essay.

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stimming w my hands ain’t enough i need to flap my wings

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i wanna fly. so bad. i want to soar through clouds, weave between mountain peaks, feel the sun on my wings, dive into the sea, fly under the stars, perch somewhere high and watch the sun rise.

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wing preening is something that can be so intimate actually

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oh to be able to wrap my wings around myself and curl up in a ball

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Btw it's a secondary blog so- y'all are going to see my main blog interacting with others and not this one-

Idk if I can change that, I think I can't, so, yeahhh, probably would DM people instead LMAO

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Hi, hi! Im a DreamXD Fictionkin, I would really like to interact with other fictionkins, I will talk more about my memories in other post so this one it's not tooo long, not like I have much memories but whatever.

I still bodily a minor so please be decent, I don't fear the block button.

I'm happily in a relationship so please don't try to flirt with me :]

I'm bigender, asexual, greyromantic and lesbian

I use He/It

I really hope make some fictionkin friends :']

Like, actually anyone, please 😭