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i see it so i See it I see Thart with me EyeBals

when i see it i Look at it Put my eyes on it with My sightballs I look with my look balls and see It so in front of me

i see it with my eyedbarls

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I've known I was into it since I was very young. The fascination has been with me for basically my whole life and it's still something I feel a lot of shame about. There is only one person I know irl who knows. Such is life, I suppose. I worry that people I love and respect in real life will find out and distance themselves from me because of it.

How long have you known you're into Emeto (question for the whole community)?

Warning: pretty much a whole life story under the cut. NONE OF THIS IS CLASSED AS BEING SEXUALISED! everything that happened was out of interest up until last year and by "last year" I mean December, I was already 18 by that point, if youre turned on by the other stuff that's on you please DNI

Because I know I've known since I was really young, like when I was little my friends and I would play with dolls ad a character would always get sick because I found it fascinating. It started to become part of all the games we played and I got worried people would find out that I thought it was cool, it was like a guilty pleasure. Around age 12, my friend wanted to get out of a field trip and asked if I knew any ways to get sick, I'd never tried any but I applied logic and told them they should Chug water until it bounces (it worked, I witnessed it, probably the strangest thing I've ever seen). It was age 13 I started getting into prank channels and fake puke, I'd act like I was vomiting and I'd watch other people on the Internet because it was fun, then I noticed I was way too invested in it, like I'd get mad if it wasn't realistic enough. It was probably when I was 15 when I started looking up why I was so obsessed with vomiting because I could barely sleep thinking about how strange I was, that's when I found all these posts online about "emetophilia". I denied it being a kink for months before I just gave in. It was at 16 when I really started experimenting, gagging myself, etc. I found out my friend had a whump thing and so we both experimented with stuffing until that got weird. I know it's gonna sound weird that we were doing that sort of stuff so young but we didn't sexualise it. Last year I got into a relationship with someone with the same kink as me, we used to gag each other and one time it led to them getting sick all down themself (it was all liquid so I didn't freak out) and since then it's sort of just spiralled for me.

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new sickfic RP generator!

If you saw my last post, you know I created an AI sickfic RP generator using Character.AI. That one was restricted to a clinic setting. This new one I've made is more liberal. (I also think the quality of the writing is much better.)

You can write out your prompt as a sentence, but the AI will likely respond better to this format — Name: (insert name). Personality: (insert personality traits). Receptivity to help: (AKA how they'll react to you). Setting: (anything from bedroom to Antarctica). Source of pain: (indigestion, food poisoning, etc.). You can forgo any of these categories if you'd like.

Example convo (sorry for the blurriness):

Fun things to remember!

Swipe on the AI's generated response and it'll give you more potential replies!

The more you vote (stars at the bottom), the higher quality it'll grow to be!

If you insert a fictional character for the name, the AI should mimic the character (to an extent)!

Have fun!

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"i'll remember the exact phrasing of the paragraph i just thought of for my fic when i get to my computer later, i don't need to write it down or put it in my notes app" this is the devil speaking

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that weird emetophile feel of when you're throwing up and one second it's like "ugh this is terrible i feel awful why was this ever my kink this fucking sucks" and then the next you're like "oh fuck yeah that was so hot i wish my fellow emetophiles could've seen me"

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the more sleep deprived you are the funnier things are until the horrors come

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Welcome to the Sicktember 2022 prompt list!

Sicktember is a month-long, multi-fandom prompt event that is taking place in September! This event focuses on sick characters and their caregivers.

Please refer to our FAQ . If you still have questions or need clarification, feel free to send an ask on this blog, or our personal blogs @yes-i-am-happyaspie and @obsessionoftheday.

We are so excited about this event and hope to have lots of participation! We can’t wait to read what you all create with these prompts!

[Text Version of the Prompts Below the Cut]

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audio coming when I feel less WHEW because it felt way better than it sounded. need to edit it down so it's not just 10s of silence followed by one heave and instead is a more reasonable 1s silence followed by one heave

ate a fuckton of pizza rolls and drank more water than i thought i could hold and then threw up. it was just huge gushes of water at first and then once that had all gotten out it was hella chunky and thick. i wanna do more, i didn't even finish all my food. don't wanna fuck up my throat though and i don't have a lot of time.

honestly the best part is the feeling after. trembling and bleary-eyed and snot running down your chin and your throat still twitching a little as you reflexively swallow, your jaw aching and your face strained, red, all of your blood pounding through it. had underestimated the vastness of it all.

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finally have the house to myself tonight for the first time in over a year. might throw up for fun. maybe post audio of it. idk

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Wanna go for a ride

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A remake of one of the first things I posted here!

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oh jeez i have followers now

should i post some more...?

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“I feel like I’m about to throw up,” you stammer. It’s an understatement. Your heart pounds in your throat, your stomach a tight, swollen, churning mass just below your ribcage. Your throat’s closing, saliva running down it in a constant stream. You try to swallow. That’s your mistake. Halfway through the motion, your muscles catch, and you gag. The situation’s become urgent. You can feel the bile rising in your throat, taste the sickly sweet fluid pressing against the back of your tongue, and you scramble for a trash can. You only barely manage to grab it as the first couple heaves overtake your body. Your stomach primes itself, convulses once, twice. With the third you belch sickly, a thin spray of sour liquid coating your tongue; you spit into the trash can and wait for what seems like an agonizing eternity—and finally, finally comes the first wave, a smooth, blood-hot torrent bubbling out of your mouth and splashing into the bottom of the bin with a sickening splatter. After the first it’s easy. You don’t even have time to breathe as your stomach clenches, over and over, emptying itself of the massive quantity of sugar you’ve consumed. It tastes rancid and curdled gushing back up over your tongue, and the recognition brings up another jet of puke, this one chunkier than the last. You splutter at the unexpected texture, cough a few times, and then bend back over your trash can and vomit again. You didn’t even know you could hold that much. A box of cookies, an entire cake, a can of icing… Just thinking of it makes your belly churn, and you bury your face in the bin, in the sweet-sour stench of your vomit as it pours from your throat almost without effort.

Finally, it seems to peter off, the heaves bringing up only pitiful little mouthfuls which gush over your tongue and splash into the can almost without sound. You gasp to catch your breath, body shaking and sweat running down your face. A quiet giggle escapes you as you wipe the tears from your eyes. Oh, that feels better...