thatlonelywriter

[thatlonelywriter]

Lonely City

Chapter 1

I think loneliness should also be considered as happiness. Because not everyone has a different reason of happiness. It's that fulfilling feeling that no one can take it away from you. And some of us is happy being lonely alone.

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I don't know who you are anymore. It feels like I' m sleeping with a different person. Where are you now my love? Or the question should be "Who are you now?"

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He said I always complicate things. And I can't argue cause it's a fact. I myself is complicated. How's that?

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I don't understand the part where I'm hurt but you call or take as I am seeking attention.

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I am so afraid to end this relationship but I'm most afraid of the thought of losing myself for nothing.

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This is what sexualizing him from the age of sixteen has created, a mindset of dehumanizing him and objectifying him to the point of sexual harassment/assault because his team encouraged fans to feel entitled to the product that was and is Harry Styles™. Tell me again how he doesn’t have things bad as well. Tell me again how he’s completely free. Tell me again how perfect and easy his fame has been and is for him. Tell me again. Because that boy who was touched inappropriately against his consent is the same boy who was forced to answer how many people he’s slept with and made fun of when the answer wasn’t as high as expected, the same boy moved to tears when told repeatedly that he’s a womanizer. If you don’t see the severe damage they’ve done to him and contuine to do to him, I truly have no words for you.

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Days like this make me glad I am not one of those sheepish swifties who will fangirl over anyone that Taylor is friends with or who she says she is a fan of. I’m so glad I don’t think with this “but Taylor likes them so they must be a nice person” or “If they truly are horrible then what does that say about Taylor?” mentality.

I didn’t join in on the whole “Kanye is a hero” thing when he and Taylor hugged on stage at the VMAs. I was just like “Yeah, that’s nice that they’ve forgiven each other but I’m still not a fan of his music. And the fact that he married a Kardashian is enough proof for there to be something wrong with him.”  I still disliked Joe even when he started dating Gigi and joined her squad. And I absolutely  loathe Lena and Calvin even though they are in Taylor’s life right now. 

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My heart,My soul

1989′s Secret Messages tell a story.

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I think you didnt know me yet :-|

IT WAS NICE KNOWING YOU ALL

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I want to but I idk hiw and I cant

SOMEONE TALK ME OUT OF SOBBING PLEASE

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I'm crying too hard I didn't even notice.The emotion that Taylor shows in the video is very strong and real.And my heart is kinda achin' at the message at the end.

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(If it’s yours please message me so i can credit)

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I think I’m one of few who doesn’t think haylor friendship is on the rocks. I think they’re fine and I also don’t think Taylor intended to diss Harry rather than point out that hate shouldn’t be sent. I understand both sides but I think the anger is only fuelling a fire that should have been snuffed out.

Taylor went well out of her way to make sure it was clear there was no bad blood with haylor or even Harry’s family even just recently. It doesn’t make sense. Harry hasn’t done anything to warrant a diss either. I think the general intention between the like was “hey don’t send hate” But maybe instead of liking posts passive aggressively, Taylor should just write a post addressing it herself? Or hasn’t Calvin done that by privatising his account anyway? Like don’t send hate, pretty fucking simple gist. And if you want to argue Taylor shouldn’t have to address things like this then why get all excited over her liking a post? That’s worse than her having to write a direct post in my opinion because that’ll at least provide a clear answer, especially given she unliked it which I think again had more to do with realising how it could reflect on Harry, given the response, rather than her “not being able to share her opinion”.

This post is only addressing my interpretation, by the way; just don’t send hate, unstan, express opinions and disappointment but don’t be nasty. There is ALWAYS a better approach than hate to expressing any opinion.

Who knows though, I’m not Taylor and unless she addresses something in her own words like she did with the Aus press than anything she does is open to interpretation. Knowing everything I do about haylor, I just don’t think the ill intent was there but that’s just me and by saying this I’m not saying I’m right so please don’t try to make this into a fight.

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I feel bad for kaylor and haylor shippers right now cause they are the sweetest people in the fandom and they get the most hate

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He doesnt even need a wings to be call an Angel.As himself his an absolute angel

the happy birthday was for kelcey hallinan :( the fan who lost her battle to cancer two years ago

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I'm glad I scroll more.Now I see the light.

i need some middle people

all i see are my tayvin shipping friends that are defending taylor and calling harry mean names

and my haylor shipping friends that are defending harry and calling taylor mean names

i just literally think she didn’t read that post all the way through and she didn’t realize that line was there. i didn’t see that line until the 3rd time i read it. 

i don’t think taylor did anything wrong because the rest of the rant was 100% true. calvin hate is not cool.

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LISTEN UP. To the haylor shippers(me included): Hold up hating on Taylor, please, or this really will be 2012 haylor day all over again with all the hate, this time from the supporters. I know she upset us all but I believe she knows that she messed up because she unliked it. I dislike Calvin as much as you do, but I agree hate shouldn’t be spread and that’s all Taylor was trying to say, however she did something cruel, today especially. I get it. But Taylor follows haylor blogs still so we know that she has no bad blood with him and that this was a mistake. Forgive her, please, and don’t give up on her. She’s a wonderful person and this shouldn’t make you turn on her. To tayvin shippers: STOP HATING ON US PLEASE! We are not your enemies in anything other then ships, and honestly, we don’t like Calvin. But you also don’t like Harry, so that’s not a fault. Sending hate is wrong, of course, but don’t hate back because of some haylor fans who have nothing better to do then be stupid on the Internet. Where was the mega defence when haylor was a thing? That’s right, we didn’t have any. Take it as a privilege that your ship is out in the open so much, and so accepted by everyone, and accept that hate in this world for famous people is a cruel reality, even though I wish it wasn’t. Calvin is honestly not someone I want Taylor with but I will shut my mouth and smile because she’s happy and god damn it, she should be happy, that sweet bundle of love.