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Even going by currently suggested DID statistics...

1% of the known worlds population is Autistic.

1.5% of the known worlds population has DID.

Autism is more rare than DID. People are aware autistic people exist and there's a good amount of them. I've met numerous other autistics irl multiple times (We are autistic too). So who's to say any one person hasn't met numerous DID systems.

Additionally DID is considered to be underdiagnosed and in many places in the world Autism is also underdiagnosed. In the USA, 1 in 36 children have autism. That is ~2.78% of people with that disorder. It would also reasonably follow that the amount of pwDID if it became as properly understood as autism is slowly starting to become and people have enough awareness to try and get assements and/or therapy/care/etc. for it- the numbers will start to go up as well.

Also you have to take into account the very nature of the disorder. DID is often incredibly covert- systems without the covertness might be diagnosed sooner than systems whoa re incredibly covert like us if they have no awareness of what DID is. We had to seek out someone to even consider us having it because we are covert- we had to self diagnosis first to then go and access care because we would have seemed fine otherwise because of amnesia for all the episodes and issues we do have. We had to learn of things and learn to write down issues/track them or we would fully forget. Learning about first plurality and eventually DID is what helped us manage to eventually begin the treatment we personally needed and wanted for what was bothering us.

Sources used for this...

Worldwide autism dx https://www.tpathways.org/faqs/how-many-people-have-autism/ Worldwide DID dx https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK568768/#:~:text=Dissociative%20identity%20disorder%20(DID)%20is,injurious%20behavior%20and%20suicide%20attempts.

This is a great addition! The autism comparison really shows how common it actually is!

I do find it really strange how Autism has far more visibility than systemhood despite being less common, and yet fakeclaiming of ASD doesn't exist at nearly the same level as it does for DID and OSDD.

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I call it climber. Me as a system of selves. I have prime, art guy, trust, order, kind, devil, doppelganger... those are the well recognised one's. I rarely remember my two days before... or like recently I posted in another social media about how my emotion of anger is there but without any cause and I thought it is meaningless and it happened just an hour ago. I remember my derealisation from two days back, I don't remember stuffs in the middle than going out in the park and in graveyard, balancing on a bone.

I am a climber wrapped around the bower. The bower is my center, the cause, the controller, that which truly has free will exists over time from my birth to death and probably beyond. And the climber wraps around it, also a 4-d entity. And each of me in time is a slice of the climber.

I have been this way since I was 5 or 6 maybe. I created selves for me, designed them, became them. I fit many roles at once. different places, different responsibilities, different masteries required different selves

And I hate it, this feeling of this... this is gap feeling. This blank which gets out of my chest and extends out to that ahead but not in physical space, to something else. I don't like this feeling.

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I have to think it through when I'll use tumblr and other social media in my schedule. Currently all I seem to do is shitpost. I need to make time because I want to. I don't want to repost or shitpost, I want to post my stuffs, make it my space, make it connect to me, to let out my self-expression and be openly vulnerable.

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I want to do this but with bunnies

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I think tumblr's gonna make me gayyy 😖

It looks so aesthetic, never really know male nudes could also look aesthetic

😓 instagram was much better, at least male aesthetics were only concerned with masculinity, they didn't look beautiful there

Damn, tumblr's dangerous

I DON'T WANT TO SEE BEAUTIFUL MALE NUDES ANYMORE 🙏

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I am baacaka

I mean back

And this time I have thousands of ideas to post about 😎

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My firstestest post here. I was procrastinating out of perfectionism again. So this post is to let me just begin, nothing more.