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[that-one-guy-nobody-likes]

The Beginning and End

1 day after the beginning of the rest of my life. As my life truly begins at this point. I have surpassed all past hardships, this marks a new journey.

1 week after the beginning of the rest of my life. I just got laid off from work. They said it was because of money and I understand. Im going to look for a new job now.

1 month after the beginning of the rest of my life. My mom just died—the only meaningful relative to me. I will try to keep my head high and persevere.

1 year after the begging of the rest of my life. My girlfriend just broke up with me. I was planning to purpose. I am deeply sad at this point. I don't know if i can get over this.

10 years after the begging of the rest of my life. I have lost everything at this point. Ive lost my closest friend, my lover, my dream job. I have not recovered and I dont think I ever will.

This marks the begging of the end of my life. My life ends here. I dont think i can take it any longer. Ive tried to look ahead but all I see is darkness. Im sure no one will miss me. I wont even miss myself. This is the final note.

Goodbye

(This is my first and possibly last post and may not even reach anyone. This poem represents an optimistic life turned to shambles by life's hardest moments)