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Kaya pa, kakayanin, kailangan kayanin.

Everything is very different as we grow older and older each year or even each day, There are some things that is too difficult to handle. There are things that you didn’t even expect that you’ll be able to overcome. Sobrang ibang iba na ng ikaw nuong age 17-19? ibang iba na yung nature, yug environment. Mas dumadami yung responsibilities, mas dumadami yung mga pagsubok na kailangan malampasan mo, required na malampasan mo. :( Minsan nakakasuko nalang e. Minsan gusto mo ng umayaw, pero nandyan na yan e. Totoo nga ang kasabihan na always think more than twice or thrice before you do something because it will definitely affect the future. Sobrang iba na. Buti pa date, wala kang problema kung hindi anong susuotin mo sa was hday niyo sa school, kung saan ka kakaen at kung anong gusto mong bilhin, assignments, thesis, projects, exams, recitations and such. Ngayon hindi, sobrang iba na. Pero wala, ganon talaga ang buhay. You  need to stand firm and strong and you need to have the greatest faith above all. Mahirap talaga pero kaya pa, kakayanin, kailangan kayanin. kung pwede lang bumalik sa date, kung pwede lang sukuan nalang kaso hindi na pwede ee andito na to eh. wala ng atrasan, wala ng ibang choice kung hindi kayanin kasi kailangan kayanin. :/

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“Pang bading lang yan eh.”

I was actually about to introduce to him the most private thing ang one of the most important and valued thing for me that only very chosen and few friends knows this which is my tumblr. na sa tinagal tagal ng relasyon namen, never ko pinakita sakanya. Never ko sinabi sakanya na I post blogs about us whenever I feel to, whenever I like to, and it is here where I post things na hindi ko masabi sakanya kapag masama loob ko sakanya. Siya naman actually nagtanong nung napansin niya na naasar ako kasi medyo kinailangan ko pa ireset Password ko sa tumblr ko kasi nakalimutan ko sabe niya “ano yan baby?” which is nuon pa tinatanong  na niya ako ano yung tumblr dahil nakikita niya sa apps sa phone ko. So inumpisahan ko ng “eto na yung pinakasecret ko talaga sayo baby. Dito mo malalaman lahat halos ng diko nasasabi sayo.” Kaso wala e, ganon talaga siya. Minsan yung mga importanteng bagay para saken, sakanya wala lang. Hindi niya alam nasaktan ako nung sinabe niya yon. Bakit kaya ganon mga lalake no? hindi nila marealize or bakit di kaya sila mag dig deeper muna bago sila magsalita. Kasi hindi nila alam nakakasakit sila minsan. Insensitive sabe nga. Ewan ko ba, nakakapikon lang talaga. 

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3:00am

Love is giving 90% and receiving 40% in return. Not even half of what you gave. Because yes, life is indeed unfair and so is love. But at the end of the day, you will still be thankful somehow for being loved. Regardless if you didn't received same amount of what you have given. You're still loved. Yes, AT LEAST YOU ARE LOVED. AT LEAST THERE IS SOMETHING YOU RECEIVED IN RETURN. And still, True and unconditional love never expects anything in return.

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When your boyfriend is being generous. 😍😍😂😂 This is Real. He is always like this. He don't want me riding jeepney, bus, or even FX. Gusto taxi lagi pag di ako mahahatid. Gusto niya lagi akong comfortable sa sasakyan ko. Swerte ko lang kasi talaga at blessed to have him. Sulit ang heartaches and heartbreaks from the past kasi if not, baka wala akong ganitong boyfriend ngayon. 14months na kami, pero sibrang consistent parin ng love, care, at generosity niya sakin. Napaka complete package niya. ☺️ Thank you GOD. 🙏🏻👆🏼💞

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Let me tell a story about a Girl who has a loving, sincere and a nice boyfriend who loves to spoiled her with food. 😹😹 So it's around 11:00pm I just shared a photo of Wendy's 50pcs of nuggets for $9.99 somewhere and then he entered the room (Yeah, sleep over) Non-verbatim Me: Baby gusto ko ng Nuggets. Him: An-yamat'an! (Ano ba yan! Then he laughs and continued talking) naalala ko tuloy si Lem(his College bff) nun sa condo. "An-yamat'an" *laughed again. Me: *laughs with him* oo nga nakakamiss si Lem. Him: Teka lang baby, tanong ko sila Sir kung gusto magpadeliver. *he went back after 3-5mins* Him: Wala daw delivery ng Mcdo baby dito pag ganitong oras na. Me: Uhmm-okay. Him: Gusto mo ba talaga? Me: Oo baby. Him: teka lang. Ayain ko sila mag drive-thru. *2-3mins after* Him: baby abot mo wallet ko. Dalhin ko ba phone ko? Baka may gusto ka pa idagdag sa Nuggets baby. 1pc Chivken ayaw mo? Me: *smiled a little. But deep inside I wanna hug him haha😂* oo baby. Okay na yun. Text nalang kita pag meron pa. Hehe. Thank youu. Him: alis na kame baby, pakiss. *he pouted lean on me and kissed* Lucky girlfriend here. 😍💞🙋🏼🙋🏼🙋🏼

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What have I done for you to consistently love me more than I expected to be loved? 💓✨ the "kahit mas malaki ka" tho. HAHAHAHAHA.

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1st year Anniversarry. ✨❤️ Baguio day 2. Cold rainy afternoon. Took a selfie before we head to our destination to have our late lunch then we got stucked at Gov. Pack RD due to the rain. Just by the street waiting for the rain to stop.

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1st year Anniversarry. ✨❤️ Baguio day 2. 6/6 La Trinidad Benguet. Strawberry Farm. ☺️ Grabbed some photos from boyfriend's IG. Huehue b'cos I was not able to take photos during our trip to Strawberry farm I dunno why. Haha. 🍓

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1st year Anniversarry. ✨❤️ Baguio day 2. 4/6 Wright parks stairs to go across The Mansion. Huhu tiring aff. Luvie and I? I think we're both getting old. Hahahaha. Tired aff after climbing the stairs. Lol

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1st year Anniversarry. ✨❤️ Baguio day 2. 5/6 The Mansion. ✨ While walking to the Mansion Luvie saw a vendor of strawberry taho and he tried tasting one. Yea, he loved it actually. And it's not my first time here, but always wanted to see this place whenever I go to Baguio City. Dunno why. Mehee.

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1st year Anniversarry. ✨❤️ Baguio day 2. 3/6 Wright park. Huhu just these two photos, no photos with the horses. 😔

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1st year Anniversary Day 2. ✨❤️

Baguio City

2/6 Just random selfies together while walking the street to wright park. 💕

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1st year Anniversary. ✨❤️

Baguio Day 2. ☺️

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Ketchup Community’s Rancho Restaurant. Just across the Wright Park.

Ate Tapang Kabayo for the first time, tapang baboy damo for boyfriend and of course tasted his food also (always) HEHEHE. 😹

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1st year Anniversary! ✨❤️ Baguio Day 1. Ate sizzling sisig (as always)

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SOMEHOW RUINED.

Yes, somehow on the other side of a celebration, on the other side of a "must not forget" memory some moments were ruined because of your temper. Easily got annoyed with simple questions that can easily answered. Is this how it feels like to be in a long term? It is indeed true that things will never be the same as the way they used to be. It doesn't even bother you whenever we walk in the streets not side by side, either you go first or I go first. It's neither I hold your arms nor you put your on my shoulders. Just missed how tight you hold my hand way back then. And maybe yes, I just missed US. How we used to be so genuinely happy. How we laugh at simple things. How we tell and retell stories that we already listened several times. How tight your hugs were way back then. Now I know how it feels to be PHYSICALLY TOGETHER but not that much emotionally together. Yes, it's painful to admit that slowly YOU'RE BEING MY SO NEAR YET SO FAR. 😭💔