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“I’m not everything I want to be but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning”

— Charlotte Erikkson

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“She doesn’t want to hear that she is flawless. She wants to hear that she is loved regardless of her flaws.”

— charmingwinds

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What sucks is the day where you backtrack/relapse into your old coping mechanisms after being “stable” for a bit. It’s the harsh reality that you can’t ignore the past, because it’s there, affecting the way you think and act/behave with or without your knowledge. When will be the day I can finally breathe and recover

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✨this energy✨

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Das mag komisch klingen, doch ich habe gar nicht mehr den Wunsch glücklich zu sein. Ich finde keinen Reiz mehr daran. Ich habe mich so an die Leere gewöhnt, dass es mir schwerfällt etwas anderes zuzulassen.

-Tess

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,,I’m afraid of loosing you, cuz I still can’t control my words fully. The words I’m trying to hold back just fall out of my mouth. I fear that one day you’ll have enough of me and we won’t last. You told me you’re patient, but will you stay with me long enough for me to show you how beautiful life can be being in love with me?‘‘

-Tess

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my life is a mess and i try to distract my head, but sometimes nothing works. nothing makes me forget how much i hate myself

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who wants to go stargazing with me on april 26th and watch the pink full moon? i'll let you hold my hand

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Ab dem Tag, an dem ich mir den Tod gewünscht habe, habe ich aufgehört zu leben.

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sometimes i wonder if im the toxic one.

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I saw you in my dreams again, I held you a little tighter because I knew when I would wake up you’d be gone.