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terrifyingscarecrow · 1 year ago
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It's late again. I'm still sleeping poorly, but I don't know why... So, in an attempt to gain some clarity, I'm starting this blog where I'll remain anonymous, and the names of people around me will be changed.
What's the summary of my day? Meh. Another chaotic night... Old demons emerged in my mind and kept me awake longer than necessary. As a result, I woke up again in the early afternoon.
A few months ago, I had a good routine, but it quickly disappeared... Why, I have no idea. I try to tell myself that everything is okay, even though I know deep down that it's not.
I imagine a big wall I must break down every day, but I can't seem to do it. Dalida didn't put the internet on again today, and that drives me crazy. It just adds another grain of sand to the dune of hatred I have for her.
It's only a matter of weeks before I permanently leave her house, but it's still a nightmare. Thankfully, I'll have a bit of relief next week.
Isis, my closest friend, pointed out my distance, and I lied. I don't want to talk to her right now; she annoys me. Even though today was better...
Let's leave it at that for now,
See you soon,
TerrifyingScarecrow
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